Rants and Raves plus Stupid Shit

[Bagboy87]

This is the old "bugle boy" we all knew, and not loved.

Zebras never lose the stripes.

Whatever you say buddy, I just know seeing the sight of happy young couples makes me very angry and I get enraged. It's torment having to watch what I have been denied. I can't even go outside to the park or by the lake to distract my mind without seeing couples. That contributes to my angry state.

I lost it yesterday and while I was stuck at a red light, I saw a happy young couple kissing waiting at the crosswalk, I yelled out my car window at them "fuck you couple, I'm an angry incel who can't get a girlfriend " then drove off as the light turned green. I'm acting almost as bad as Elliot Rodger, if you read his manifesto he threw coffee and other drinks at happy couples out of anger, yup I've gotten that bad.

And the lack of a reliable regular is making me recess worse than ever before.

[Allbany]

Sorry to see you go. It says a great deal about you that you would boast about bullying those less fortunate than yourself. Triple whammy. It's almost inconceivable that you've been unable to find a lasting partner. I guess Tara was right.

This is the old "bugle boy" we all knew, and not loved.

Zebras never lose the stripes.

[Will Johnson]

Seriously fuck you all. None of you will help me or care about helping me find new providers. Even you Tomb8871, I thought you were on my side but no. Now you ignore my PMs. This hobby is my lifeline, I refuse to be a goodie two shoes aspergers celebate. The real reason I engage in this hobby is for entitlement and bragging rights. I was cursed with high functioning autism and most autstic males are single celebates. Aspergers and virginity go hand in hand. I refuse to do so, so engaging in this hobby is my way to rebel against my condition by being a proud male $lut. Then in turn I like to bully lower functioning autstic males who are virgins by taunting them that I get pussy and they don't. Yes I handle my stress and being made to feel at the bottom, by bullying people weaker than me because I regain power. Bully victims turn into bullies themselves.

In turn I'm at these providers mercy as this is my only option, my lifeline. They can rob me or do whatever to me and I have to be at their mercy kissing their ass because it's my only option to get pussy. The reason I'm always angry and hateful is to prove how I'm not a weak pushover anymore.

Anyhow I'm done with everyone here and off to find providers on my own by hitting up every girl on STG. I don't need any of you, I can find providers on my own.

Sorry to see you go. It says a great deal about you that you would boast about bullying those less fortunate than yourself. Triple whammy. It's almost inconceivable that you've been unable to find a lasting partner. I guess Tara was right.

[Bagboy87]

Seriously fuck you all. None of you will help me or care about helping me find new providers. Even you Tomb8871, I thought you were on my side but no. Now you ignore my PMs. This hobby is my lifeline, I refuse to be a goodie two shoes aspergers celebate. The real reason I engage in this hobby is for entitlement and bragging rights. I was cursed with high functioning autism and most autstic males are single celebates. Aspergers and virginity go hand in hand. I refuse to do so, so engaging in this hobby is my way to rebel against my condition by being a proud male $lut. Then in turn I like to bully lower functioning autstic males who are virgins by taunting them that I get pussy and they don't. Yes I handle my stress and being made to feel at the bottom, by bullying people weaker than me because I regain power. Bully victims turn into bullies themselves.

In turn I'm at these providers mercy as this is my only option, my lifeline. They can rob me or do whatever to me and I have to be at their mercy kissing their ass because it's my only option to get pussy. The reason I'm always angry and hateful is to prove how I'm not a weak pushover anymore.

Anyhow I'm done with everyone here and off to find providers on my own by hitting up every girl on STG. I don't need any of you, I can find providers on my own.

[Bagboy87]

I've been around too and I appreciate your old reports. That said, the past is the past.

You described threatening one girls boyfriends with violence and described threatening to send revenge porn to the family of a girl you were having an argument with. UTRs are a relationship built on trust since theyre "regulars" and often give you extras or host because they think you're safe. If I thought one of the girls I see regularly might be threatened that way, why would I vouch for you to her? Not just speaking for myself, that's probably how most guys on here would feel.

It sounds like you're reacting way too emotionally to what's going on here. Theyre just working women having seggs for $$ Relationships from that are an illusion and not worth getting yourself emotionally invested. When you get to the point of threatening either a provider or people associated with them rather than just putting the phone away and moving on, you're too emotionally invested. Thats a hurdle you got to get over.

Again if you went thru the hell I went thru with both my former utrs, you would understand why I did what I did. Jackie's boyfriend threatened to shoot me and burn my house down. This came out of no where. So I responded by threatening to slice his throat in retaliation because I am sick of being stepped on and for once wanted to stand up to myself. It's like the kid who gets bullied everyday at school, finally he snaps and punches the bully in the face because he can't take it anymore.

As for the other Utr Tara again, she emotionally fucked with my head. Prior to Albany Med, she disappeared on me, selling her phone to a drug dealer after telling me she wants to be my girlfriend. She did other similiar things. Then she's at Albany Med for her broken leg for a whole month. I visit her every other day and bring her take out food as payment for dates in the hospital room. She tells me she's in love with me and makes a sob story she's getting clean and wants to be with me. She told her medical team I was her boyfriend. She even told one nurse a story on how I was her hero by admitting she's an addict and how I work a regular job and that I rescued her and am helping to change her life around. She's discharged from Albany Med and has me give her ride to drug rehab in Vermont as I mentioned under the false promise of doing dates there, then she ditches me as her phone gets shut off by staff. I'm left an emotional wreck and had to call mental crisis a dozen times.

Two weeks later she gets out and makes up a story on how rehab changed the rules and doesn't allow conguical visits anymore and she didn't know. All lies, I'm.

Not that stupid. Then Tara is staying in Vermont at a hotel and we start seeing eachother again, good but goes bad after she agrees to do an overnight at her hotel. But then she invites her fellow rehab friend named Denise to stay in her room and won't leave for the overnight. I get offended as it's supposed to be out date and you don't bring a third person. Not to mention Denise is a total female dog and we don't get along. We have fallout again and then make up by doing car dates in the hospital parking lot in Vermont. Every winter I go to the ice castles in New Hampshire and Tara begged me to take her promising she's now clean and we will have good time. It turns out to be a disaster as Tara is on drugs when I take her and bugs out crazy and refuses to leave my car. I almost had to call police to have her removed. Final straw.

But after that Tara texts me taunting me how she's supposedly clean and I'm a loser who will never have a girlfriend. It was the taunting after all the drama she had caused me that made me snap and I sent the video.

As you see these two utrs caused me damage. It I had a provider who kept this business only, there would be no problem and I would have a mutual respectful relationship.

[Will Johnson]

Are you a retard or something? You can't even understand a metaphor and take things literally. Ugh stop wasting my time. I'm no longer going to respond to you. As for solving my problem I am just going to hit up every girl on stg and take my chances.

I'll miss our pleasant exchanges.

Technically, your misbegotten dog reference was an attempt at simile, not metaphor, and it failed colossally in that it claimed an outcome that is actually opposite to the normal, real-world one. I take the failure to be indicative of your unmerited and self-indulgent defeatist anger responses that you've admitted you're incapable of resisting.

[TheDeliveringMonger]

Geez are all you newbies. This is Bugleboy.

None of you remember me? This is Bugleboy. I had all that drama with Jada. Tootorrid and Scoot used to debate me. Then there was that troll impersonating me making all the peanut butter / dog posts.

If one of you longtime members could maybe fill these newbies in about my past. Just scroll to pages 10-60 in this thread (rants and raves).

I've been around too and I appreciate your old reports. That said, the past is the past.

You described threatening one girls boyfriends with violence and described threatening to send revenge porn to the family of a girl you were having an argument with. UTRs are a relationship built on trust since theyre "regulars" and often give you extras or host because they think you're safe. If I thought one of the girls I see regularly might be threatened that way, why would I vouch for you to her? Not just speaking for myself, that's probably how most guys on here would feel.

It sounds like you're reacting way too emotionally to what's going on here. Theyre just working women having seggs for $$ Relationships from that are an illusion and not worth getting yourself emotionally invested. When you get to the point of threatening either a provider or people associated with them rather than just putting the phone away and moving on, you're too emotionally invested. Thats a hurdle you got to get over.

[Bagboy87]

Who is, or had been, bullying and battering you? Against whom are you then fighting back?

In my limited experience, an abused animal. Dog or otherwise. Doesn't eventually bite the abuser, generally, they just give up, suffer, and accept perishment. I've seen a few animals who were the victims of abuse, horses, dogs; but I've never actually ever abused an animal, or anything else for that matter, other than myself.

Isn't it possible that you've overemphasized the sexual aspects of a successful male / female relationship, and that's why your efforts have failed, inside and outside of this "hobby?" In my time, I've known 4 or 5 providers who chose to marry a client. So it IS possible.

Are you a retard or something? You can't even understand a metaphor and take things literally. Ugh stop wasting my time. I'm no longer going to respond to you. As for solving my problem I am just going to hit up every girl on stg and take my chances.

[Will Johnson]

Maybe when you've exhausted all other avenues and your pushing 40 and the only reason your not a virgin is because of this hobby.

You would understand why I've reached my breaking point and snapped. To top things off my bank account isn't the size of Texas so if I get robbed or ripped off by a provider taking what little disposable income I have and then leaving me hopeless and alone. I respond with anger. Fight or flight. Get bullied and battered enough, I chose to fight back. It's like if you continuously beat a dog, eventually the dogs going to turn on you and bite you. That's like me.

Who is, or had been, bullying and battering you? Against whom are you then fighting back?

In my limited experience, an abused animal. Dog or otherwise. Doesn't eventually bite the abuser, generally, they just give up, suffer, and accept perishment. I've seen a few animals who were the victims of abuse, horses, dogs; but I've never actually ever abused an animal, or anything else for that matter, other than myself.

Isn't it possible that you've overemphasized the sexual aspects of a successful male / female relationship, and that's why your efforts have failed, inside and outside of this "hobby?" In my time, I've known 4 or 5 providers who chose to marry a client. So it IS possible.

[Bagboy87]

I am saying this with all due respect, brother. If you're not yanking our chains, please, get yourself some help.

Maybe when you've exhausted all other avenues and your pushing 40 and the only reason your not a virgin is because of this hobby.

You would understand why I've reached my breaking point and snapped. To top things off my bank account isn't the size of Texas so if I get robbed or ripped off by a provider taking what little disposable income I have and then leaving me hopeless and alone. I respond with anger. Fight or flight. Get bullied and battered enough, I chose to fight back. It's like if you continuously beat a dog, eventually the dogs going to turn on you and bite you. That's like me.

[SunsetStrip77]

Your statements fail to make a point. What is your point? How does it matter what former handles you chose to go by? Most importantly, why should anyone care?

His former handle matters because he was previously banned from the site for being an asshole.

[Will Johnson]

Geez are all you newbies. This is Bugleboy.

None of you remember me? This is Bugleboy. I had all that drama with Jada. Tootorrid and Scoot used to debate me. Then there was that troll impersonating me making all the peanut butter / dog posts.

If one of you longtime members could maybe fill these newbies in about my past. Just scroll to pages 10-60 in this thread (rants and raves).

Your statements fail to make a point. What is your point? How does it matter what former handles you chose to go by? Most importantly, why should anyone care?

[BMoreDog69]

I am saying this with all due respect, brother. If you're not yanking our chains, please, get yourself some help.

These are two separate issues. Me wanting a girlfriend and me wanting a reliable regular. I've already accepted I'll never have a girlfriend and at least I've had this hobby to cope. But now I'm struggling where I am trying to find a new reliable regular. You noticed I disappeared for a while, that's because I had reliable regulars. When I find myself in limbo, I come back.

The other issue I'm having is finding a reliable regular who engages in BBFS / cip. Since nobody will help me, I guess as usual I'll have to do it on my own and take my chances. I'll hit up every girl on STG knowing I risk getting robbed or caught in police sting (all could be avoided if someone pointed out which providers are good). And in my mental state, if I get robbed, it won't be good. I might try to fight back or refuse to leave forcing the provider to call LEO.

Also on a different note, my former UTR Tara (the one who had me give her ride to drug rehab promising dates there then screwed me over) - she had let me take a nude video of her. To get revenge I shared her nude video with her friends and family and was considering posting it on pornhub. Could I get in trouble for that?

[Bagboy87]

My man, there are so many red flags in the behavior you're outlining, there's no way anybody here is going to share their UTR contacts.

Geez are all you newbies. This is Bugleboy.

None of you remember me? This is Bugleboy. I had all that drama with Jada. Tootorrid and Scoot used to debate me. Then there was that troll impersonating me making all the peanut butter / dog posts.

If one of you longtime members could maybe fill these newbies in about my past. Just scroll to pages 10-60 in this thread (rants and raves).

[TheDeliveringMonger]

These are two separate issues. Me wanting a girlfriend and me wanting a reliable regular. I've already accepted I'll never have a girlfriend and at least I've had this hobby to cope. But now I'm struggling where I am trying to find a new reliable regular. You noticed I disappeared for a while, that's because I had reliable regulars. When I find myself in limbo, I come back.

The other issue I'm having is finding a reliable regular who engages in BBFS / cip. Since nobody will help me, I guess as usual I'll have to do it on my own and take my chances. I'll hit up every girl on STG knowing I risk getting robbed or caught in police sting (all could be avoided if someone pointed out which providers are good). And in my mental state, if I get robbed, it won't be good. I might try to fight back or refuse to leave forcing the provider to call LEO.

Also on a different note, my former UTR Tara (the one who had me give her ride to drug rehab promising dates there then screwed me over) - she had let me take a nude video of her. To get revenge I shared her nude video with her friends and family and was considering posting it on pornhub. Could I get in trouble for that?

My man, there are so many red flags in the behavior you're outlining, there's no way anybody here is going to share their UTR contacts.