Sexual Addiction Reports

[PicassoForRC]

Doc recommended HRT for chronic low T. Wow! I'm better is so many ways! Getting jacked is super easy (not body builder size) although you don't take super high amounts as that's an issue. I feel 25 again save some aches and pains after heavy physical activities. On the hobby front. Holy crap I'm horny as a three dick billy goat! HRT is not helping getting out of pooning! It want it so much these days! A saw a girl in yoga pants at the market and had to cover my boner.

Gee thanks doc.

I do worry about the number of girls addicted these days. Lots of robs to fulfil the habit. Society at large appears to be numbing itself with dope and VR. There's a reason I don't own a VR hood. It be too much porn and trust me way better VR is on the way. That will likely kill sex between real people as soon you'll not be able to distinguish VR pussy (think flesh light hooked to a vr hood with moisture sensors and heat for $1000 initially). Sounds crazy, but it's coming. Couple years later that VR pussy will sell for $299. AI is getting cheaper all the time. I'm totally rambling now. It helps get crap off my mind.

P.S. My staying power is unreal. Only thing is I don't shoot huge loads anymore and sometimes that orgasm is a tad bit weaker. Other times earth shattering.

Be safe fellas and enjoy.

[PicassoForRC]

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Tell me how it looks.

Same site in Barcelona Spain. OMG the girls were beautiful, GFE and reasonable. Some local Spanish girls, no LE problems. I glad I don't live there, I'd be broke!! Had a 19 yo gal go ass up face down and told me to eat it. God it was amazing to suck, lick and kiss her glorioso tanned ass! Her little corn hole was like sugar!! Wow! Slipped inside and pooped too soon (she felt wonderful). Saw her twice. And the visits include a mutual shower before and after. The feeling of her ass and tits all soaped up in my hands was pure joy!! My hard cock poking her in her juicy but cheek (how it gave to the pressure) was another highlight. 19 yo pussy is unreal.

I also used to see a gal from another board. She was 18 and new to the biz. She was CFS and CBJ, but the highlight was DATY!! Watching her anus pulsate (in 69) when she came is etched in my brain forever!!.

Mot sure I'm helping anyone with this story, but more of an admittance that I'm hooked too! I stopped for three weeks due to my initial hysteria over the Rona. I started up playing regularly last spring, and most of the summer with not even a sneeze. I did spend most of my time with a reg.

Anyway, from a fellow horn dog.

[PicassoForRC]

The only reason the pandemic has stopped me is the fact it has robbed me of legitimate excuses to be out of the house.

Ha ha! Yep! At least Home Depot was still open.

[LazyAss69]

Have you ever lost the feeling of orgasm.

[Bozone]

The only reason the pandemic has stopped me is the fact it has robbed me of legitimate excuses to be out of the house.

[UOnlyLiveOnce]

So. I've been mongering since I was 18. (horny bastard). I always told myself I would stop but I can't. Its not really hurting my financial situation because I'm single. I've on the forum since 2008. (I delete my account several times out of guilt). I'm 36 now and my plan is to save money to retire in Thailand or vietnam so I can fuck all day everyday. I enjoy it but I'm buzzin from the alcohol and wondering if I have problems because I love fucking prostitutes. Can anyone relate?

I started young too, due to being in the military, though I was out of the scene for a long time until I was older. I've slowed down on the hobby in the past year due to COVID, age (50's), and the local scene not being as good as it used to be. But in the past, not all that long ago, I used to fantasize about moving to a part of town where I would have easier access to women. Heck, I've thought it would be pretty cool to be able to walk 6 or 7 blocks to bang a provider, walk back home, and no one being the wiser for what happened on my "walk". I've also envied the mongers in their late 60's or 70's who are still banging women in their 20's.

I will probably always have occasional trysts in the hobby for the rest of my life, but I'm reaching a point where more and more, seeing providers usually isn't worth the trouble. Maybe I'll change my mind in a few months when it's shorts and bikini season, but right now, I'd be content with seeing a provider 3 or 4 times a year. Maybe you'll get to that point too when you get older.

[WhyOhWhy]

So. I've been mongering since I was 18. (horny bastard). I always told myself I would stop but I can't. Its not really hurting my financial situation because I'm single. I've on the forum since 2008. (I delete my account several times out of guilt). I'm 36 now and my plan is to save money to retire in Thailand or vietnam so I can fuck all day everyday. I enjoy it but I'm buzzin from the alcohol and wondering if I have problems because I love fucking prostitutes. Can anyone relate?

[MongerSeeker]

Personally I am addicted to chase rather than the act itself. For myself I find looking for a hotter SW at a reasonable to be exciting. These days I cruise much less since there fewer good looking SW's where I live in SD. I tend to stick to TJ at least for now. I also enjoy reading other guys adventure on this forum.

[DaveSalem]

Here's my advice to you as someone twice your age who didn't have the internet when I was your age, or I probably would've done the same thing. I was too cheap though to pay for sex that I could get on my own. I did spend some time overseas and the legal prostitution was just too good and too cheap to pass up, so I did enjoy a few BJ's.

My advice is to sow your oats as much as possible before you settle down and get married. My biggest misfortune in life was not doing this before marriage. I married for love. The sex was "good", but I didn't know what "great" was yet. Enter kids, wife loses interest in sex, the internet, and now I'm an official monger stealing money from the family funds and sneaking behind everyone's back. Now I know what great sex is, and it sure as fuck isn't happening at home.

Do not follow this path in life. I wish I was not a monger and a cheater.

Hate to tell someone to dump your gf if she's not good in bed, but let me put it another way: dump your girlfriend if she's not good in bed! Love will come again. You need to find a partner that you love and that absolutely rocks your world and every fantasy you have. Discuss porn. Discuss escorts. Discuss that sexual wants and needs cannot go unfulfilled. Explain that if guys (not all though) don't get really good pussy at home on a regular basis, they're going to find it elsewhere. Women don't respect this. It's just how some-to-most of us are wired.

...if this one provider texted me back right now, I'm not sure what I would do. I'm in a weird head space where I have quit on the way multiple times but somehow feel I am ready to fuck up 2021 for myself by doing this.

Nice to see some other people's struggles though, thanks for posting.

[LustCaution]

Hey why'll.

I got into the game very early. Around when I was 20/21 years old? I had / have pretty low self esteem in the past so I guess the thought of having sex easily appealed to me greatly. To add to that, the thrill of backpage was something else. Anyway, I used my parents money to see girls and when I graduated and got my own job I started trying to quit. For me its like once the feeling latches on, I'm doing nothing but scrolling forums, calling girls. I feel very much helpless when I get in this phase. I have been doing very well though. The last time I saw someone was like at least 7-8 months ago? Since then I have contacted an escort and cancelled on my way twice. I have convinced myself naturally that the lying and mental damage the game will do to me (as I view it, no dig on people who view mongering differently), will be irreparable and when I do get intimate with a girl one day, this will be an issue. So that's how I stop myself, another way is to imagine the damage it would do to my mom and my family. The disappointment would be immense. Also I think its easier to start thinking about quitting after you start to feel intense guilt on the way back home. Even easier if the experience itself was nothing special or bad in some way.

Recently, I have been perusing this site and my go-to agencies in my area. However, I am managing to kind of stop myself a bit, but ngl if this one provider texted me back right now, I'm not sure what I would do. I'm in a weird head space where I have quit on the way multiple times but somehow feel I am ready to fuck up 2021 for myself by doing this.

On another note, how linked do you think your hunger for escorts is to porn? I feel like maybe pornography is maybe the thing that always leads my mind wandering back.

Nice to see some other people's struggles though, thanks for posting, I am looking into some authors that have been mentioned like Rob Weiss, maybe can find some inspiration to keep my streak going.

[Dj Hunter]

In Sex Addicts anonymous. They say 'progress not perfection', so if you feel like you are moving in the direction of sobriety you should be grateful.

Thanks. I think that saying means a lot. I still feel bad about slipping and, moreover, slipping in such a risky way (getting a BBBJ and putting my peter anywhere near her vag). That's way too much for me these days, and this is coming from a person whose had his fair share of BBBJ / BBFS encounters. I also don't want to have to make "emergency" clinic visits but I'm not taking chances.

Outside of the lingering feelings of shame and guilt, I still feel optimistic that I can come out the other side of this and get it out of my life for good. I just need to get past this recent episode. Thanks for those words.

[Csheen]

Can't sum up my feelings any better than that. I failed last night. Over the past two years, I'd managed to dial my habits way back, to the point where I would mostly get a handjob from an SW and even then it was very infrequent. The last couple times I got full service I realized I didn't have much more stomach for the immediate shame and guilt. However, last night, a bunch of life stresses forced me to venture out for relief. Met up with an old provider I used to see, got a BBBJ and finished off nutting with my tip barely inside of her. The shame, guilt, and fear hit me immediately. I ran home, did my bleach protocol (few drops of bleach diluted in warm water, soaking my knob in it) and sat depressed and ashamed. What was I thinking, fooling myself that I could be on the other side of this?

Overall, I still feel like I'm coming out the other side of my addiction. I've had less than ten encounters this year, most no more than kissing and a HJ, and I'm even trying to curtail those. Maybe I needed this experience to reiterate why I need out of this thing. I still can't shake the guilt, shame, and other feelings, and I think I just bought myself a trip to the clinic for a screening. Fuck this hobby. I seriously want out of this shit.

In Sex Addicts anonymous. They say 'progress not perfection', so if you feel like you are moving in the direction of sobriety you should be grateful.

[Dj Hunter]

Can't sum up my feelings any better than that. I failed last night. Over the past two years, I'd managed to dial my habits way back, to the point where I would mostly get a handjob from an SW and even then it was very infrequent. The last couple times I got full service I realized I didn't have much more stomach for the immediate shame and guilt. However, last night, a bunch of life stresses forced me to venture out for relief. Met up with an old provider I used to see, got a BBBJ and finished off nutting with my tip barely inside of her. The shame, guilt, and fear hit me immediately. I ran home, did my bleach protocol (few drops of bleach diluted in warm water, soaking my knob in it) and sat depressed and ashamed. What was I thinking, fooling myself that I could be on the other side of this?

Overall, I still feel like I'm coming out the other side of my addiction. I've had less than ten encounters this year, most no more than kissing and a HJ, and I'm even trying to curtail those. Maybe I needed this experience to reiterate why I need out of this thing. I still can't shake the guilt, shame, and other feelings, and I think I just bought myself a trip to the clinic for a screening. Fuck this hobby. I seriously want out of this shit.

[SsStuntCock]

Just have to chime in with my two cents here. After my back to back nightmares (which you can read in my post history), I'm beginning to wonder what happened to the hobby, and what the answer to this problem is.

Just curious. Do you interpret those experiences as more than just a one-off and more like time to "get out?

[TailHunter69]

Just have to chime in with my two cents here. After my back to back nightmares (which you can read in my post history), I'm beginning to wonder what happened to the hobby, and what the answer to this problem is.