Rookie mistake from one who should have known better
Ok here is my topic of shame.
I was helping a provider, getting her stuff when she needed it, taking her around, emergency pick ups, even hanging out when possible. Even picked her up and dropped her off for a date (in the process getting cockblocked for my own appointment). Guess you could say there was feelings involved on my side because I though she was letting me in (I did see her at her lowest point and helped her through it). So got the feelings shot down. Thats fine, I can move on from that. Then got disrespected as a friend, ditched after giving her a ride to a friends (basically, ade like I wasnt there so I left) , then now won't answer calls or texts. Don't think I deserved that part, especially after I tried to help.
Now as a customer all I would want is my appointments kept. Just as all of you. I tried to play both roles, friend and customer. But after this last slap in the face realized that it doesn't work that way. Especially with one with no concience, no heart. Lets just say lesson learned, a ho is a ho, back to treating them as such. Not disrespecting them or beating on them or anything like that. More like just go there, do my thing, pay my fee, and leave. None of this ya ill help you out or ya lets hang out sometime. This a business for sex and once the sex is done the business is done. Just like going to work and not bringing it home, I won't bring home any feelings except the feeling of empty balls.
Guess now I'm free to look elsewhere as my promise to only see her (as I was getting bb services) is now void. Foolish of me to think that it was anything more then client / provider interaction when it came time for the whats in this for me part. Hope this serves as a lesson to all, don't get caught up with emotions in this game. You out looking for sex, not a girlfriend. Its easy to get caught up, trust me.
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Oh and miss provider. You know who you are and if you happen to read this then don't worry your darkest secret is safe. If you want to make ammends your the one that has to call me, good luck with your life and take care.
This brings the end of my walk of shame, sorry if this is a little too personal but hey this does happen and I had to vent it out.
Two Heads are Better Than ONE!
[QUOTE=Hypo Luxa; 1321875]I hope you weren't out any $$$ given to her as pure donations. As others have said, it is a valuable lesson.
NEVER trust a provider, stripper, hostess, etc, again. EVER! Never, ever, EVER!
You know the saying,"Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me!"
Good luck bro![/QUOTE]The saying that "two heads are better than one" is not only true between two different people, BUT also between the two heads you have. How?
Keep them separate, your wood head is strictly for mongering and the other big brain is for your other life, don't mix the two and you won't have any problems. Until she gets her head in balance, you are just an outside influence.
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