Still not out of the woods!
[QUOTE=WadsOfWood;5539145]Haven't heard anything about Seger. Anyone know what's happened or if he is doing good? Sure miss his reports.[/QUOTE]I just want to thank every one for their thoughts and prayers and all the goods things that was said about me. It been over three months since I last posted anything. It was bad I'm not going to lie about it. Thinking I wouldn't never be back on here again are any where else as a matter of fact. I got to say that their are a few girls that does have a soul that was concerned about me. After they didn't here anything back from me after some time. Amiee was the first to notice I wasn't around I didn't have my phone and total out of it. Amiee later did get a hold of me first thing she said was "where the hell have you been". Amiee if you don't know she was my stalker for what she said was about two years. In till she got the nerve to pm one day and I found out she wasn't LEO. We mat up one night and talk for hours. As we have quite a few times on occasions since. Telling each other stories that we both have encounter over the years. For amiee it was about the friendship more than anything else. I may have seen amiee for the last time as she moving to florida to help her mother. I pick her up as she had a lunch break and took her out to eat. Afterwards I drop her off and she ask for a hug as I hug her tears came to her eyes and she had to remove her glasses to wipe away her tears. I got say I'm going to miss her a great deal as she seems to be a very genuine girl. She turned her life around and been trying to make the best of it as she works very hard to stay off the streets. I wish her the very best that life has to offer. I don't know what amiee ever seen in me but I was luck to have found her as a friend.
Thursday and Saturday night
Thursday night was out text two girls one was tied up the other no answer. Text terrie, lisa, and shawna no answer yet. So I took a stoll seen a few out on 7th and arcarde one not bad the other two hell no. Didn't seen anything out on 3th st. Now 18th had a nice slim body dyed long bright red hair. I was wanting to pick her up but didn't know for sure if she was working. Pass her up a few time one time she was standing on the corner I looked at her but she didn't make any suggestions. She may have thought I was LEO and just play stupid. But a bit later I seen jeep pull over and she may her way over to it. She look nice a sure 8 red top and light color jeans. On 26th st seen a few but man most just wasn't worth it. Did see a slim blondish red hair girl older with a dress on she didn't look bad maybe a 6 she was do able. Then last night on 3th st seen 3 two may not have working. But one that short with short brown hair looked nice had a nice body kind of a small thick body looked to be sassy know for sure she was working she jump in a car. This was after I just got done dropping off nickie I wasn't really looking. Later Thursday lise she doing good still working she ask me to come by and see her at work and have a drink but didn't go into the place looked way over my class as in I don't really want to know how much the drinks are . I can afford it just don't want to pay for something that way over price and pay for the scenery. But lise offer come pick me up and take care for as long as I needed she a great girl glad to see she still doing great. Terrie call and we talk as she wanted me to stop by but had a date with robin and it got late. Melissa and amiee have moved to florida and then my little county bumpkin had move back to the country that would be shawan as she call me back. Told her I wish I would seen her before she moved. She always call me when she had a motel room man did we have some good times, shawan a good girl with a big heart she always wanted me to stay and wake up with her in the morning. But my longs and busy days just never would let me do it. Like the movie of ghost of girlfriend pass with matthew mcconaughey in it I never stay all night and woke up with her. Wonder what would have happen if I did. I told her since your down in the country things are a bit slower try to get off the stuff and get a life. Told her she was good and smart girl she said she may try to go get a job and change her live. Told her I would miss her but we may see each other again some day. I do wish shawan the best these are just a few of the girls that louisville doesn't have anymore and they will be miss by me as well as others.
No need to be embarrassed or ashamed
[QUOTE=Seger;5582802]You know when I was thanking I wasn't going to make it out of the hospital. It made me think about things like maybe stop seeing working girls changing my life. After all I already had a good women taking good of me as she been through a lot. But as I lay their thinking those girl are no where around. Except the ones that try to find out what happen to me like amiee, lisa, terrie, and shawna as I found out days later. As I lay their thinking it may be my time. Not really knowing where I would go and not all that worry about it after all In my soul I'm a good person. Haven't did anything to be ashamed of in my life except maybe seeing these working girls. Which may be morally wrong but so is mistreating your dog. As I got home that what I set out to do not see any more girls are do anymore reports. As time when on and my girl not really wanting to do much at all. After I got back on my feet again I found myself needing and wanting sex the good kind the type that the girl really like it and definitely get into in. Sex is a big part of life if it was so I don't think the divorce rate would be so high. Yes I have seen a few girls already not all healed up yet still in need another operation. I have something that come alone with me every where I go that is not all that pleasant to see. I do have two girls that have been talking care of me sexually. But I got to say there was one song that I play repeatedly as I lay in that hospital bed for days that was learning to fly by tom petty it got a lot good lyrics to it. You never know what a song will to for you. I will be out action for a few weeks later on when I have my other operation as I hope things works out well. For the rest of you guys stay safe.[/QUOTE]I think that I know what you are talking about. Sounds like the docs saved your life. I hope the next operation makes things better.
As for being ashamed in life for seeing these girls, I will never have any shame for that. I gave them the money that they asked for and treated them decently. You did, too, Seger, and you treated many of them better than most of the men in their lives.
Stand Proud and Stay Strong!