I have been messing around with 4 reviews I was trying to write. 3 actually because deep down I know one will never see the light of day, but just not feeling it, no amount of Olympic effort was helping. (and no, none of what follows has anything to do with the reviews) What I wanted to do, and more importantly who I wanted to do it with, was not working out, totally shut down on some of it, and getting absolutely no interest in the other ideas and bait I was tossing out, so I was feeling out of sorts and just not into any of it. Then it was like the universe told me son, quit wasting energy on what you can't have, and think about what you can. If the bait and the technique ain't working, son, move the boat.
So, out of the blue I hear from KC, sort of a legend in her time, and someone I always had a great time with, and she would like to reconnect, so there was a my first sign. Then, every where I look, I see that Sunshine Kid is posting, again a blast from well back, and was also a big favorite in a previous time, she said and asked a couple things of me that I still have never experienced since, make that I have experienced it, but no one asked me to do it LOL. Then another somewhat sexual legend from the past has resurfaced and opened a door for me that I thought had been closed for good, ship has sailed and all that to keep with the theme. So the universe is trying to change my thinking and keeps throwing me bones, really really nice bones, to distract me and change my thinking. I even got an offer form another missed opportunity coming back to roost, but $$$$$$$$$$ for a beginner and amateur is probably better suited to the fools in clubs who think 1500 for dinner and a movie with a stripper is a good deal. And finally, the universe decides as if it hasn't tempted me enough by showing me that we should be thankful for what we have, or in this case can have, and not fret over desires that can not be fulfilled, it reaches out and tosses me the hottest little dish of Korean I have ever had. It is a little spicy, it has been on the shelf for quite a while but looks way more fresh than one right out of the box, but I am thinking I can pretty much eat all 95# of it in one sitting and be quite satisfied, although in an hour, well you know how it is. So now my troubles have changed, instead of worrying about the one that got away, I have to worry about finding a way to take advantage of all the bounty that is before me. The universe is right as usual. But first, the hottest UTR I have never been with but always wanted to, is calling now, and I don't think I can say no again.
The point of all this is that no matter the current climate in town, and yes we are way down on good quality providers than in the past and there are more dangers than ever, there are always lots of good options, you just have to be receptive, keep your eyes open and your. Well we are not going there right now. Actually there is a fifth review, already written and just waiting for the right time for it to get tossed out. It was originally written in anger, edited after reflection and compensation, but changed very little, just sitting there fermenting now, has been for a few months, just waiting for that little mole to stick its head out of the hole. Hey, the universe just cheered me up, it didn't cure me of being an asshole.
