Man. Anyone else just doing this out of Routine
Dunno, but the razzle dazzle in the hobby seems to be gone for me. Back in the day there used to be a thrill component. Now just seems routine. I have good visits, but meh. I have two regulars and try to cycle in Monique to really kick it up. Yet when scouting new talents. The communication is awful, and hardly anyone meets early in the morning. Which is my prime time. What really put the nail in the coffin was today seen my regular utr. Like mid 20's cute. Curvaceous. Yet after the deed. Just felt like something to check off the list for the day. Which is crazy, bc she don't mind me shooting up the club. When I was taking her home she got a call from her granny. Man. Just hearing them converse (since she had it on speaker). Just made me question why she's doing this. LOL. Which is wild, sounding like I'm a villian. It's so easy to change your life when your young. (Contrary to the loom and gloom on the news). Know I'm not getting tired of the hobby, bc when I go out of state / country. That spark is there. Yet the scene here is piss poor LOL. Miss the occasional SW MILF, and hot talents. Use to be like dairy queen. The selection was vast as the eye could see. At anytime you could scratch that problematic itch, and feel satisfied. The SW were cool, chill, everyday people. Think I told once how a I left my phone in a SW car, and she was cool enough to give it back. The providers was the step up from the SW life. Now it's the same pretty much. Man I'm getting old. Think I'll retire from the Jax scene, and only do hobby when I travel. LOL.
About the best assessment of the year, so far!
[QUOTE=NeckAuthority;6833071]Dunno, but the razzle dazzle in the hobby seems to be gone for me. Back in the day there used to be a thrill component. Now just seems routine. I have good visits, but meh. I have two regulars and try to cycle in Monique to really kick it up. Yet when scouting new talents. The communication is awful, and hardly anyone meets early in the morning. Which is my prime time. What really put the nail in the coffin was today seen my regular utr. Like mid 20's cute. Curvaceous. Yet after the deed. Just felt like something to check off the list for the day. Which is crazy, bc she don't mind me shooting up the club. When I was taking her home she got a call from her granny. Man. Just hearing them converse (since she had it on speaker). Just made me question why she's doing this. LOL. Which is wild, sounding like I'm a villian. It's so easy to change your life when your young. (Contrary to the loom and gloom on the news). Know I'm not getting tired of the hobby, bc when I go out of state / country. That spark is there. Yet the scene here is piss poor LOL. Miss the occasional SW MILF, and hot talents. Use to be like dairy queen. The selection was vast as the eye could see. At anytime you could scratch that problematic itch, and feel satisfied. The SW were cool, chill, everyday people. Think I told once how a I left my phone in a SW car, and she was cool enough to give it back. The providers was the step up from the SW life. Now it's the same pretty much. Man I'm getting old. Think I'll retire from the Jax scene, and only do hobby when I travel. LOL.[/QUOTE]Man, you guys have said a mouthful! There was a time it was thought that we pay these girls to go away. You paid for their services and didn't have to deal with their foolery. This can be only the case if the girl realizes her role in the transaction. However, nowadays, they want to take you through the same bs (and more) that your girlfriend or spouses take you through.
Many of them act like you're in a relationship with them! Sometimes, they argue with you, expecting you to give them money via cash app every now and then, even if services are not being offered, and so forth. With all the stank kottie kats, the rushing, ghosting, average kottie kats, dope boys, and other shifty characters hanging around, etc, it is just too much trouble to be bothered.
I thought the Latinas would be the answer to this problem, but honestly, I have had my fair share of foolery with them, too. They are probably a tad better than the locals because they don't seem to be strung out on drugs, but the ghosting and bait / switch are all too common. I am jaded, for sure! Perhaps that's a good thing because I can't imagine where I'd be financially if everything were perfect, so to speak. So, in a way, the current conditions have helped me get closer to calling it quits. I can't be mad about that, I suppose!
Anyway, you are definitely correct-- it has become very routine-ish! As a side note, Bartram girl or Martina is on a downward decline these days. She is losing a lot of weight, spaced out, terrible living conditions, and, worst of all, she is begging. I never thought she'd be in this condition, but I can see us hearing the bad news soon on this one. Anywho, be careful gents. The trash out there is real, and it's not getting any better! The only thing that is increasing out there is their exorbitant prices for shiddy services and very average kottie kat!