Ashton and my thoughts...
Okay, after hooking up with Aston several times now, all I can say is that she is a very fragile 20 year old going through some tough shit. She still struggles from her drug addiction, basically has no family support and bounces back n' forth from friends' apartments to live. I guess what I'm saying is that I don't want to exploit her as I truly believe she is still young enough to turn her life around. She has called me several times to just talk and has even asked if I'd help her find an NA meeting so she can get sober.
I know she needs money, but as a non-pro, she will be damaged goods if random guys keep calling her to hook up. I could be getting played and all of her talk may be complete and utter bullshit, but I don't think so, otherwise she would have hit me up for money. The other night, we simply just talked and she vented to me about how shitty her life was. The next few times we met, she simply just wanted to talk and make out. I did get a few bjs, but upon her request and no cash was exchanged. I have bought her and her roomate some food and cigs, but our recent times together have been more of just getting to know each other.
Look, I'm not trying to save this girl, but like I said before, she is young enough and bright enough to turn her life around. I would just hate to keep giving out her number for fear she may not be able to break free of this lifestyle. Hell, she even asked me if I'd take her to go see a funny movie this week as she said she can't remember the last time she laughed. That's just sad and I guess I have a soft spot for her. She has cried numerous times in my presence and its quite obvious she is not happy doing what she does, but she does it to support a vicious habit. If we keep indulging her, then I feel we are guilty of contributing to her problem. I may be a monger, but I have a big heart and this is just one girl I feel needs a burst of luck.
If I'm wrong or one of her other reg's gets a different feeling, then please share, but I've seen how she is when she's sober and she is just a lost soul. When she's high, she's a total party animal.
And guys, please don't mention this site, let alone these posts too her.
HB early Wednesday morning
Posted this on the other site, thought I would share over here.
I was driving SB on HB, 1st SW is a LSW dressed in a black top and very short black shorts. I was about to stop & pick up but traffic was right behind me. I returned over to see that she was walking and was about to turn to the corner where it looked she was headed to, but she then turned east on Hazzard. I might add there were at least 6 or 7 fellow mongers scoping her out. The LSW's face was cute, hair seemed curly and tied up perhaps a auburn color. Top. Cs, Bottom. Appeared to be firm and round. Just like how latinas should be. And had shapely thighs.
Once I made my u-turn again to get to Hazzard I was behind one car that stopped and chatted with her. I decided to drive further down past Fig. To look for any other SWs but there was nada. Made my turn once again and saw that the car drove off, without her. As I was driving up to her, she was on the other side of the street, I stopped and was about to chat with her, but this minivan pulled right in front of her and they chatted for about 15 seconds and she gets in. As they drove off, I noticed the baby carrier seat in the back of that minivan.
I drove over to 11th, saw 1 BSW, wearing shorts and a big white jacket. She wasn't what I wanted and drove further down 11th where I turn on Fig. Again and see that a car was dropping off a BSW. Tall girl with thin but sexy legs, she looked like she was cleaning her mouth or chin as I slowly drove by. I thought to myself, damn girl I don't have chewing gum for you.
I left and drove north towards Westminster, where I saw five. Oh pulling into a dark and empty parking lot across from the 76 station. Thought it would be best to head home and avoid any unannounced visits from uncle.
In summary, I went to HB and got cockblocked by a minivan.