The least of your worries
[QUOTE=ElephantEar;5719768]Hey, on a completely different topic, had important question. Does partaking in this hobby effect dating life in future. No I'm not falling in love with providers. I am asking if seeing escorts for sex effects my dating chances in future, I mean would a decent nice girl want to date a former hobbyist? Would I need to lie and never tell her I paid for sex in the past? Honesty is always the key but it seems most girls have zero tolerance for men who go to prostitutes.[/QUOTE]You have no dating chances. Except maybe with a man. No woman would ever go out with you for free. Deal with it.
Well this hobby is all I have
[QUOTE=IvyLea2;5720350]You have no dating chances. Except maybe with a man. No woman would ever go out with you for free. Deal with it.[/QUOTE]Well this hobby is all I have and why I chose to go to prostitutes and proudly telling everyone. I mean everyone in my personal life knows I go to prostitutes including my family, friends, doctor, care manager, counselor and even my bosses at work (including HR which has this in my file along with many other things. In fact my file at work is so large it's a book to read, and out of all the bad things I have done at work, me going to prostitutes is the thing HR is most bothered by. More so than my other incidents which include angry outbursts, talking inappropriately like bragging to my coworkers how I catfished that guy or talking just plain crazy like an old obsession I used to have about hating and wanting to kill wild turkeys, saying that Pat Sajak from Wheel of Fortune should be in jail and teasing / border line bullying my female coworker that her learning disabled adult son should be in jail). And why do I tell people I go to prostitutes, mostly to try to get sympathy from others on how I have been unfairly denied a girlfriend.
See having aspergers is no excuse for my behavior whatsoever. But it puts me at a natural disadvantage as I struggle socially. See many people with aspergers are single or celebate and act nice and polite and accept their circumstances. I refuse to do so and would rather rebel against my position and be bad. This is why I think doing BBFS is cool and even associating with scumbags is cool. I mean look at Saratoga Sky and her all druggie friends, when I was seeing her as a client (and she was making fun of me behind my back), I wasn't just going to her for sex. I was instead trying to be her friend and part of her druggie friend cried.
Heck yesterday evening January 10 was the 2 year anniversary since I saw Saratoga Sky for a date and after we finished our date and she followed me outside for a smoke, she locked herself out of the motel room at the Adirondack Inn in Saratoga. I stuck around and tried everything to help her get back in, until finally she had me kick the door down, breaking the frame, she called me a hero for saving the day and I thought I was cool for doing so despite that I damaged property. Example of my rebellion.
Or worse when I was seeing Schenectady Sucker as my regular, I was allowing her to smoke crack in my car and apartment, then began allowing her boyfriend Eli to join us and do the same (the same guy Eli I went on to harass about being in handcuffs and jail after she stole my credit card and we had our falling out). But my point that I felt cool that I was being bad and breaking the law. Difference between most of you who try to avoid bad habits and not find it cool. I'm so angry and sad by my unfair life that I rebel and think being bad is cool. Plus I have no control of my emotions and throw child like tantrums as everyone including all my providers have dealt with.
They Should Shorten The Name of This Thread
To just "Very Stupid Shit".