Aqualung / Cross Eyed Mary
Boeite was referring to a song titled "Cross Eyed Mary" by the same band who sings "Aqualung", Jehtro Tull. I have never heard the "Cross-Eyed Mary", but I have heard "Aqualung" many times. Despite the song being 50 years old and way before my time, "Aqualung" is frequently played on PYX106 and other classic rock stations. The song "Aqualung" is referring to an old homeless man who is described as a dirty tramp, alone, unwanted, sick and dying and at the bottom of the society's status hierarchy. I was expressing that I honestly fear that will be me someday, I will die old and alone and hated by society like Aqualung. I feel like a throw away reject that nobody wants. Dysfunctional estranged family, no friends, no girl will date me and when I thought it couldn't get worse, now providers are taking pleasure from ripping me off (Savannah, Violet and this past week that crazy Schenectady girl, I am only listing the ones who have ripped me off within the past few months, excluding everyone from the past. I have had bad luck recently with providers). But Bowtie made that comment on the Cross-Eyed Mary song, TooTorid thought he was referring to a provider named Mary.
Also I am familiar with Excited Newbie's story, where he moved in with a provider and other stuff he writes about. At first, a few people mistakenly thought that I was also Excited Newbie due to his similar "falling in love with providers. " However as most have figured out, I am not him. Unlike Excited Newbie, I have never cohabited with a girl or even spent extended time with a girl. Two years ago, when I began seeing Jada for outcalls, that was the very first time in my entire life that I ever had a girl in my car (I was 32 at the time, I am 34 now). So you can see how that right there contributed to how I mistakenly fell in love with Jada. Also it shows how miserable and alone my unfair life has been all these years.
There also was some confusion because on the other site, someone impersonated me and made several accounts (Bugleboys 2 3 and 4, if I recall correctly) trolling with sick posts about peanut butter ass licking and dogs. I never made those accounts and was very upset that someone impersonated me. I highly suspect Treebark may have been behind those imposter Bugleboy accounts (but not 100 percent sure, just the way he sometimes trolls makes him seems like the most likely culprit), but several users did not believe me and that only tarnished my reputation further.
