A day late and a baby short
Got a call from a former provider just checking in. She told me she was sorry for what she did to me awhile back. She calls me up one day and wants to come over to the house. No charge. Says she is just horny and likes my technique. Who can refuse and the visit goes as expected.
A month later l get a call she is pregnant. Long story short, I go through the expense of paternity tests. Turns out she went bare two days earlier with some junkie. I'm cleared but for awhile my head is spinning thinking what life would be like having a kid. In a way I sort of liked the idea but know the baggage of dealing with a druggies baby momma would ruin my life in so many ways. No abortion, she's having it. And she did. I even contacted an attorney to see if I could get custody of the kid. I've never changed a diaper or fed a baby in my life. I was so shook up I stuck to AMPs exclusively and women over 40. Got to know a lot of 50 plus women after that (who claim to be 39).
This momma is past 30 now and has 5 kids by 5 guys. Imagine coming to pick up junior and what kind of life the kid has? Mom still hasn't kicked the habit. Or maybe I could have made a difference in the kids life. I think I would have shot for custody. But I wonder. I can barely take care of a dog let alone a kid.