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[QUOTE=Orlando J;1213515]It is not available any more! I want to see that.[/QUOTE]I found a great addictive video (Is that the one?)
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I know a guy who's a little over age 50, who met a hot young 21 year old stripper and dated her for about a year. He was surprised it even lasted that long. He said it was a great sugar daddy / sugar baby relationship. He took care of her and she took care of him. Almost weekly, sometimes more often. I imagine he spent thousands of dollars on her. While he enjoyed her company, he thought he could take care of her by showing her a better life. But it didn't happen.
For those of you that have dated these girls before, which of the following things do you think would bring about the end of such a relationship:
- a mean boyfriend, who's a convicted felon, with lies about him.
- addiction to pain pills. And lies about it.
- arrests for trespassing and shoplifting, says she didn't do it.
- arrest warrants for failing to appear in court.
- drivers license suspension for DUI.
- drivers license revoked for driving while suspended.
- addiction to other drugs, not sure how many or which ones, and lies about it.
- moving 2 or 3 times into awful, dirty, poor trailer neighborhoods.
- ends up living on the street, blowing all money on drugs, and denies it.
- jail time.
I'll give you a hint: it was all of the above.
Have fun. Don't try this at home.
[QUOTE=Orlando J; 1214085]I found a great addictive video (Is that the one?)
[url]http://www.cliphunter.com/w/600168/Megan_Madsen_first_time_ever_on_camera[/url][/QUOTE]NO doubt. That is some seriously hot shit.
I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.
Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.
I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.
But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?
I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL
Any advice is appreciated.
If you do some research online under Sexual Addiction you will find that you are a classic case. It's not about the kill, its the thrill of the hunt. I am in the same position as you and have gone through some highs and lows. It truly is an addiction. Like any addiction there are 12 step programs out there that work for some people. If you are ready to get help, try looking for a local SA or SAA meeting. I keep telling myself I need to get back into recovery but am still looking for another piece of ass.
[QUOTE=Cloaked; 1287657]I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.
Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.
I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.
But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?
I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL
Any advice is appreciated.[/QUOTE]
I think that part of the classic definition of an addiction is it is something you continue despite it negatively affecting your life, and you seem to be doing ok.
If you have plenty of money, stick with the high-end girls, massage parlors, etc, you shouldn't have too many problems. Shit date them if you like get freebies on the side, if you see the girl few times and bareback her, welcome to the real world, I think everyone here does sooner or later, and 99% of us live to tell.
If your civilian girlfriend / ex / wife etc is ok with it, it sounds like you are going to get to have your cake and eat it, too.
You aren't going to get out of this world alive, and you can't take the money with you, so drive on my man.
[QUOTE=Cloaked; 1287657]I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.
Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.
I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.
But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?
I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL
Any advice is appreciated.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Orlando J; 1032548]Which porn-star has the best orgasm response? This response might be moaning, shivering, sighing.
If you can give examples it would be great.
P. S.
I know I am making things worse for me as a sexual addict however I just can't help it![/QUOTE]Chloe used to be great at orgasm responses. But nowadays it's just overacting to the max
[QUOTE=Icarus02; 1132766]This will seem almost comical, but I have been addicted for years and I think I have finally found a cure. It is simple and it has worked for me.
Everytime you think about calling a provider or cruising, DO THIS: Open your porn collection and jerk off. As obvious and stupid it may sound it really works. As soon as you are finished you will get this weird sense of happiness accompanied by 3 thoughts:
1) You saved yourself quite a bit of money just by jerking off.
2) Realization that calling a provider is stupid, time wasting and unnecessary.
3) Feeling carefree that you did not risk having STDs and entire cycle of worries that would normally start as soon you are finished with provider (I hated that feeling)
Yes, desires will come again, but just stop yourself with porn. When you are on BP or whereever else, close that browser and open up the porn. Jerk it off and be done with it! That plan works for me. TRY IT![/QUOTE]I use this method frequently, as I'm sure many on these boards do. That chemical that runs through your body once you get yourself all worked up while looking for a hottie magically seems to go away right after you cum. However, jerking off nonstop isn't really the answer to addiction either. It is a safer alternative to banging chicks for money, but is still an addiction in itself.
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[QUOTE=KianFleming21; 1357919]Sex is needed but how if sex becoming sex addiction it will gives you danger for your health and to cure sex addiction you may visit here.
[url]http://newlifehabits.com/[/url][/QUOTE]Okay here's one with a slightly different perspective on masturbation. [url]http://www.menshealth.com/health/health-and-sexual-benefits-masturbation[/url] Very interesting read. I'm beginning to wonder what's addition and what's not.
[QUOTE=Icarus02; 1132766]This will seem almost comical, but I have been addicted for years and I think I have finally found a cure. It is simple and it has worked for me.
Everytime you think about calling a provider or cruising, DO THIS: Open your porn collection and jerk off. As obvious and stupid it may sound it really works. As soon as you are finished you will get this weird sense of happiness accompanied by 3 thoughts:
1) You saved yourself quite a bit of money just by jerking off.
2) Realization that calling a provider is stupid, time wasting and unnecessary.
3) Feeling carefree that you did not risk having STDs and entire cycle of worries that would normally start as soon you are finished with provider (I hated that feeling)
Yes, desires will come again, but just stop yourself with porn. When you are on BP or whereever else, close that browser and open up the porn. Jerk it off and be done with it! That plan works for me. TRY IT![/QUOTE]
This is one of the better ideas here, and it might work well for some guys.
But in my experience, most of my relapses have been triggered by porn. It reminds you of the possibilities, you start thinking that you are missing out on something, and before you know it, you're on the hunt for an escort.
It's during the weeks and months that I forgo looking at porn that I am relatively calm and the "big head controls the small head", as they say. I've gotten better at self-control as the years goes by, but I'm not so sure it's due to wisdom as it is with simply aging. In some respects, growing old is helpful.
Another thing that can be helpful is the "rational" memory of lousy experiences, i.e. were a waste of time and money. But then again there were also the relatively-rare great experiences, and especially when watching porn the "irrational" mind tends to highlight the good memories and suppress the bad.
[QUOTE=Crazy Jim Wood; 1321489]I think that part of the classic definition of an addiction is it is something you continue despite it negatively affecting your life, and you seem to be doing ok.
If you have plenty of money, stick with the high-end girls, massage parlors, etc, you shouldn't have too many problems. Shit date them if you like get freebies on the side, if you see the girl few times and bareback her, welcome to the real world, I think everyone here does sooner or later, and 99% of us live to tell.
If your civilian girlfriend / ex / wife etc is ok with it, it sounds like you are going to get to have your cake and eat it, too.
You aren't going to get out of this world alive, and you can't take the money with you, so drive on my man.[/QUOTE]Any bareback stories anyone wants to share concerning taking the bareback plunge with a stripper? I had my chances, declined, and regret doing so a bit.
As of right now, I have 1 GF finishing up her last year at UC. 1 GF in the 1st year of a master's program at OSU, a FWB (who knows the UC GF) , and a FB at IU who's graduating now and about to go to work up north. If I don't have sex at least four times a week, I get moody. If I don't have all four of them in a month, I feel like I failed.
I sometimes leave early from work to enjoy the company of my UC GF. I also have come into work late multiple times in the same week due to UC GF.
I allow myself one escort a month, but only if they offer interesting services. I want to add more women.
Me and a monger on here were in a great s club close by, went to he VIP room with a beauty new tot he business, well we didn't have any protection, dumb me tried to buy some from the mens room guy, any back upstairs, murder she wrote, good though
[QUOTE=Chris Wake;1324154]Chloe used to be great at orgasm responses. But nowadays it's just overacting to the max[/QUOTE]She is still in softcore
Hey All.
I got addicted 33 years ago at 22 from massage parlors, then asian ones, now escorts. I really need to stop visiting so frequently. I make decent money, but can't get my car repaired. I'm going to try the jerk off method. One observation I've made is that when I have a convenient time to hit some place (wife out with sister) I'll say to myself "Are you horny enough right now to go jerk off?" 8/10 times I'm not.
Anyone else have a similar experience?
Be safe
[QUOTE=Chelovec; 1625827]Hey All.
I got addicted 33 years ago at 22 from massage parlors, then asian ones, now escorts. I really need to stop visiting so frequently. I make decent money, but can't get my car repaired. I'm going to try the jerk off method. One observation I've made is that when I have a convenient time to hit some place (wife out with sister) I'll say to myself "Are you horny enough right now to go jerk off?" 8/10 times I'm not.
Anyone else have a similar experience?
Be safe[/QUOTE]Starting your addiction at a massage parlor or book store and then progressing to Streetwalkers or Ecsorts is a common course for those of us who are truly sex addicts and not just mongers. For me the pleasure has not really been in the actual act, but more in the preperation and the hunt. There is not a whole lot of hunting to do when you just beat off though. So the thrill is not really there. Describing yourself as making decent money but not able to get your car repaired is a fairly good sysptom of being a sex addict. If you are truly interested, look up SA or SAA for meetings that are located conviently for you. Attend a few meetings and see if they are of any benefit to you.
[QUOTE=HootenPecker;1626171]Starting your addiction at a massage parlor or book store and then progressing to Streetwalkers or Ecsorts is a common course for those of us who are truly sex addicts and not just mongers. For me the pleasure has not really been in the actual act, but more in the preperation and the hunt. There is not a whole lot of hunting to do when you just beat off though. So the thrill is not really there. Describing yourself as making decent money but not able to get your car repaired is a fairly good sysptom of being a sex addict. If you are truly interested, look up SA or SAA for meetings that are located conviently for you. Attend a few meetings and see if they are of any benefit to you.[/QUOTE]Thanks for the reply! I'm going to look into it. I'm trying to stop my conditioning!
I have been "clean" for 3 months now. I won't brag about it, though, until it's been a year, which I expect is how long it takes to forget the feeling. There could still be a relapse.
But one possibly useful advice: I found the book "Breaking The Cycle: Free Yourself From Sexual Addiction." by George N. Collins to be very helpful. It reveals some of the possible reasons for the addiction (which happened to be applicable to me) leading to a better understanding of myself. The book provided several practical ideas for how to break free. I think it may work for those who are thoughtful and on the threshold of quitting anyway. For others, a deeper intervention might be necessary. Or maybe you're happy to not quit. But then, as the book asks, why are you reading this?
Buying the book via Kindle or similar online venue is fairly discreet, for those of you who prefer not to have an incriminating hardcopy of such a book.
Alright, let's see if I make it to 1 year.
Hello. I am a provider, and I've also studied sexuality and deviant behavior as an undergrad and graduate student.
I just wanted to say that wanting to have sex with multiple people, wanting to pay for sex within your own financially acceptable limits, wanting to have "weird" or kinky sex, or wanting to have sex more than X number of times per day / week / month isn't a sign of pathology! It's completely okay to have different desires, as long as they don't infringe on the rights of others or interfere with a normal and productive life.
This article was published in July 2012, and it is EXCELLENT. .
[url]http://thehumanist.org/july-august-2012/you[/url]'re-addicted-to-what/
There was also a comment made about "the thrill of the hunt," essentially. That is one thing that I like about sex, in general, and why I particularly like my job these days. It's the excitement of finding someone who's interested, talking yourself up and flirting, closing the deal, and meeting them. It's the thrill of getting inside of his (or her, occasionally) head and finding out who his perfect woman would be, and becoming her for a half hour or hour. It's getting on USASG and seeing the reviews, and having people contact you to say,"Baby, my buddy says that you were AWESOME."
I do see how THAT could be addictive! LOL.
I've tried the hand release method as well, but each time I cheat myself out of the deed at an AMP or what not I put a 100. 00 in my stock account, its been growing good,
[QUOTE=Lily Whyte; 1643759]Hello. I am a provider, and I've also studied sexuality and deviant behavior as an undergrad and graduate student.
I just wanted to say that wanting to have sex with multiple people, wanting to pay for sex within your own financially acceptable limits, wanting to have "weird" or kinky sex, or wanting to have sex more than X number of times per day / week / month isn't a sign of pathology! It's completely okay to have different desires, as long as they don't infringe on the rights of others or interfere with a normal and productive life.
This article was published in July 2012, and it is EXCELLENT. .
[url]http://thehumanist.org/july-august-2012/you[/url]
're-addicted-to-what/
There was also a comment made about "the thrill of the hunt," essentially. That is one thing that I like about sex, in general, and why I particularly like my job these days. It's the excitement of finding someone who's interested, talking yourself up and flirting, closing the deal, and meeting them. It's the thrill of getting inside of his (or her, occasionally) head and finding out who his perfect woman would be, and becoming her for a half hour or hour. It's getting on USASG and seeing the reviews, and having people contact you to say,"Baby, my buddy says that you were AWESOME."
I do see how THAT could be addictive! LOL.[/QUOTE]Tremendous article, Lily White. Thanks for posting.
My girlfriend has wanted to get into brown and wet sports.
She is really open minded and a nymphomaniac.
She has asked me to practically crap on her mouth.
I am very opening minded but I think this is over the top.
Do you all think she needs help?
Joe Black.
Dude, I hooked up w a chick off CL. After cumming in her mouth she wanted me to piss into her mouth so she could swallow it. I did what she wanted and she gulped down my stream. I felt dirty during the act and felt dirtier on the drive back home. I felt like a little bit of my humanity was lost. So IF you do what she wants be aware that you may feel different about her and maybe yourself. Also, I think she might need help for a previous trauma in her life that makes her desire this kind of kink in her life. Just my 2 cents.
[QUOTE=Joe Black; 1681629]My girlfriend has wanted to get into brown and wet sports.
She is really open minded and a nymphomaniac.
She has asked me to practically crap on her mouth.
I am very opening minded but I think this is over the top.
Do you all think she needs help?
Joe Black.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Got Time;1683373]Dude, I hooked up w a chick off CL. After cumming in her mouth she wanted me to piss into her mouth so she could swallow it. I did what she wanted and she gulped down my stream. I felt dirty during the act and felt dirtier on the drive back home. I felt like a little bit of my humanity was lost. So IF you do what she wants be aware that you may feel different about her and maybe yourself. Also, I think she might need help for a previous trauma in her life that makes her desire this kind of kink in her life. Just my 2 cents.[/QUOTE]So. Do you kiss her afterwards? What's the correct protocol? I crap in her mouth then kiss her? Ugh!
[QUOTE=Crazy Jim Wood; 1125128]If you are in a relationship with some chick who isn't fucking you, I don't think you're a sex addict. If you were a sex addict you would push her and push her until she either put out or left you. You just aren't getting any sex and therefore have to go looking.
I remember back when I was young fucking my SO 4-5 times a day. The more I fucked the more I wanted to fuck, it just wasn't satisfying. So she cut back to 3 times a day I started to get some on the side. Now THAT was satisfying. Fast-forward 15 years and now she is cutting back to 3 times a week. Well, I am fucking anything that moves and the sex with her is much better also. It's crazy, sometimes three different women in one day. They aren't pros either, although a lot of them are fat chicks. But hey pussy is pussy. It's all good. That is how you know you have a sex addiction. You take incredible risks to fuck these bags who aren't in the same league as the women you ocmpletely own. It sthis bottomless black hole of desire that consumes anything. It's a steam roller through the center of your life. It is your life and it defines you.
If you won't fuck a fat chick, you aren't a sex addict. You are more concerned about your image than sex.
A sex addict will be married to a super fine chick who he fucks every day.
He will also have a hot girl on the side.
Then he will go out and fuck some hos.
And then he will go out and fuck some fat chicks.
Then he is going to hit on every woman who comes across his path, coworkers, wives and girlfriends of coworkers, doctors, lawyers, waitresses, teachers, babysitters, female friends and relatives of his wife, etc.
He is going to fuck, and fuck, and fuck, till his dick is sore and he is broke and all his family and friends desert him. Because all he cares about is fucking.
If you're addicted you don't toy with the idea of quitting. There is nothing in life other than fucking.
I was reading other day about some story where a guy is seeing a psycholigist about this. His psychologist says, what are your hobbies? Guy says scuba diving, mountain climbing, bunch of other stuff. The psychologist says no, really, what are your hobbies. Guy says adultery. Adultery is my hobby. THAT my friends is a sex addict.
So if you're an addict, best harness that drive, center your life around it in some logical way, or it is going to re-wire your life. Don't despair, one day old age or death is going to cure it. Then (in the case of the former) you will take up fishing or golf or buy a camper or a harley or play parcheezi, adopt a bunch of Haitian orphans or do one of those incomprehensible things that people around you do with their spare time, and you will be like, damn, all these years wasting my time on girls and blowing my money on hos when I could have been doing THIS![/QUOTE]So far I have read from the most current post back to this one. And it's the first one that makes any sense. I will keep reading backwards, but for now I will post. I went to SA and decided I was not a sex addict. My vision of a sex addict is some one that has sex to the point that it takes away from being able to work, care for their family or inflicts lasting pain to the mouth, genitals, or ass. Or is with children or animals.
I have only 2 things in my life. One is work, I work 7 days a week. The other is girls. I only fuck hotties and do it daily. No matter how hot they are, one is never enough. One a day is fine. Sometimes I do 2. I am not too into the pursuit. It's just a neccessary part of the game. I am heavily into the girls falling in love with me as I tell all of them about all my other girls and they still have to profess their undying love over and over. Mostly all I talk about with girls is sex.
I can think of a lot worse things to be addicted to. When any new girl asks what I do for fun I tell them I am doing it right now. Thats it. Work and girls. I am more into the SB thing so I can get everything I need as a SW will not work for me.
I will keep RTFF.
[QUOTE=Got Time;1683373]After cumming in her mouth she wanted me to piss into her mouth so she could swallow it.[/QUOTE]Sounds like my kind of girl.
Got digits?
I agree with a lot of this.
There's some disagreement among psychologists that there even exists such an thing as sex addiction. I think it's relative to your situation. If you are open and honest towards your sexual partners (and I'm not addressing your situation because I don't know enough to say, but just writing generally) there is no problem, assuming the other parts of your "vision of a sex addict" are absent, too. But if you want to quit because of your situation in life, for example married, cannot afford scandal, nearly broke, etc, then you might be an addict and need help, in my opinion.
Only a small percentage of the posts here have been helpful, and I liked the one you quoted. Very amusing. Let me add that I think the Sugar Baby route is a superior way to go if you can afford it and can keep the emotional distance. For me, it would be financially ruinous and emotionally strenuous. But that's just me.
[QUOTE=HollywoodGuy; 1822001]So far I have read from the most current post back to this one. And it's the first one that makes any sense. I will keep reading backwards, but for now I will post. I went to SA and decided I was not a sex addict. My vision of a sex addict is some one that has sex to the point that it takes away from being able to work, care for their family or inflicts lasting pain to the mouth, genitals, or ass. Or is with children or animals.
I have only 2 things in my life. One is work, I work 7 days a week. The other is girls. I only fuck hotties and do it daily. No matter how hot they are, one is never enough. One a day is fine. Sometimes I do 2. I am not too into the pursuit. It's just a neccessary part of the game. I am heavily into the girls falling in love with me as I tell all of them about all my other girls and they still have to profess their undying love over and over. Mostly all I talk about with girls is sex.
I can think of a lot worse things to be addicted to. When any new girl asks what I do for fun I tell them I am doing it right now. Thats it. Work and girls. I am more into the SB thing so I can get everything I need as a SW will not work for me.
I will keep RTFF.[/QUOTE]
I think she needs help ASAP.
Are you still together?
I would be very uncomfortable to be around with her.
[QUOTE=Joe Black; 1681629]My girlfriend has wanted to get into brown and wet sports.
She is really open minded and a nymphomaniac.
She has asked me to practically crap on her mouth.
I am very opening minded but I think this is over the top.
Do you all think she needs help?
Joe Black.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Got Time;1683373]Dude, I hooked up w a chick off CL. After cumming in her mouth she wanted me to piss into her mouth so she could swallow it. I did what she wanted and she gulped down my stream. I felt dirty during the act and felt dirtier on the drive back home. I felt like a little bit of my humanity was lost. So IF you do what she wants be aware that you may feel different about her and maybe yourself. Also, I think she might need help for a previous trauma in her life that makes her desire this kind of kink in her life. Just my 2 cents.[/QUOTE]This is the greatest post I have read! I never judge anyone for their preferences, but I would probably have been laughing too hard to even be able to piss, had I been in your spot! Too funny!
[QUOTE=Got Time;1683373]Dude, I hooked up w a chick off CL. After cumming in her mouth she wanted me to piss into her mouth so she could swallow it. I did what she wanted and she gulped down my stream. I felt dirty during the act and felt dirtier on the drive back home. I felt like a little bit of my humanity was lost. So IF you do what she wants be aware that you may feel different about her and maybe yourself. Also, I think she might need help for a previous trauma in her life that makes her desire this kind of kink in her life. Just my 2 cents.[/QUOTE]Man talk about pressure. I get stage fright for pissing sometimes just at the toilet. LOL. To each their own anyways. I know I prefer for her to do the mouth pissing not me!
I wouldn't feel like you lost any humanity though. Some people like different things. Don't be too hard on yourself. I mean after all, she could've just wanted something to wash out the taste of the cum. LOL! You never know!
Following up my post 341 below.
It's been over a year since I quit seeing prostitutes. It was not easy, especially at first, but now my mind has changed completely. This is not a moralising post, though, because I had "been there, done that" for a long time. It's been a long time coming.
The book I mentioned in post 341 is useful, but I think only if you are ready to quit. I think a big contributor to my ability to quit was simply reaching a certain age. I imagine that a lot of guys would need an intervention or a crisis to quit. Probably when I was in my 20's I would not be successful. The book mentioned in 341 has a lot of useful advice (not all applicable to me) and points out the origin of this "addiction" or whatever we want to call it, and offers a lot of other useful insight into prostitution.
One big thing I did to help myself: I had a major anniversary last year and bought my wife the super-expensive luxury car she had always dreamed of. This not only improved my relations with her, but helped force me to abandon extra expenses like prostitution, unless I was so far gone that I was willing to dig into our kid's college savings, which I thought I was not, and that proved true. Unrelated to anything I've mentioned so far, we had some other financial crises this year, which helped distract me from prostitution, but I still have that absurdly expensive car, which for me has become a symbol of my commitment to change.
I feel a lot better. As I said, my mind has changed. And I feel a mix of pride for quitting and humility for my past.
I enjoy good sex, but find that cruising a lot when there is little to no SW's to be depressing. This is the situation we ave in San Diego. So these days I only cruise when I am in the area or make a occasional recon. Otherwise I make a trip to Tijuana a few times a month. The other issue is that gas is so expensive that it is easy to blow through $20 worth of gas. There used to be a quite a few girls on ECB in SD. So there was a certain thrill in the hunt. It was kind of exciting to see if there was a hotter SW out there.
Yes I have a addiction. But it's not a problem! I am picky when it comes to SW and BP prostitutes but I have taken some chances. My favorite is CL as strolling. It takes months but when you get one to take the bait you can have lots of fun. I have the hottest 22 yr old that will play for as cheap as $40 if I throw a $100 every so often (but for that $100 I talked her into letting me video it). It takes time but you can find that treasure if you wait it out.
Now I am also a manager at work and I have used that to get a couple of BJs and tits. Is it work risking my job. No but here again I have an addiction!
Congratulations! I've been trying to quit this addiction for the past 10 years. I'm afraid to get any books and have them found around the house. I love my wife and hate what I am doing and have not been able to quit. We risk everything with this "hobby." I have a job where I'm likely to run into the SW's and escorts I've frequented and lose my job, lose my freedom, lose the love of my life and lose career choices. Nothing really good comes out of this hobby except a fun time here and there but the risks arent worth it. I wish I could ask my loved one to help me but I can't imagine that would go over well. This addiction sucks and how can one get treatment or help yourself when you have to hide everything. I would be so proud to say I freed myself from this addiction.
[QUOTE=Snake27;1905838]Following up my post 341 below.
It's been over a year since I quit seeing prostitutes. It was not easy, especially at first, but now my mind has changed completely. This is not a moralising post, though, because I had "been there, done that" for a long time. It's been a long time coming.
The book I mentioned in post 341 is useful, but I think only if you are ready to quit. I think a big contributor to my ability to quit was simply reaching a certain age. I imagine that a lot of guys would need an intervention or a crisis to quit. Probably when I was in my 20's I would not be successful. The book mentioned in 341 has a lot of useful advice (not all applicable to me) and points out the origin of this "addiction" or whatever we want to call it, and offers a lot of other useful insight into prostitution.
One big thing I did to help myself: I had a major anniversary last year and bought my wife the super-expensive luxury car she had always dreamed of. This not only improved my relations with her, but helped force me to abandon extra expenses like prostitution, unless I was so far gone that I was willing to dig into our kid's college savings, which I thought I was not, and that proved true. Unrelated to anything I've mentioned so far, we had some other financial crises this year, which helped distract me from prostitution, but I still have that absurdly expensive car, which for me has become a symbol of my commitment to change.
I feel a lot better. As I said, my mind has changed. And I feel a mix of pride for quitting and humility for my past.[/QUOTE]
Simply put, I QUIT. I literally have to confess that I am a sex addict. I mean, shit, I spend a lot of time in a day doing sexual stuff by myself, with others, and fantasizing.
It is really really sad. It is a disease, it is really no different than smoking nicotine, or gambling, or whatever that is sinful but fun as fuck.
There was this post that lead me to start this thread. I was thinking along the same lines, but I think it is best to discuss this openly.
What I really want to know is how many of you are similar to me? Like, you lose count how many time you have masturbated in a day, or lost count on how many ho's have you bang in a month? Or just pretty much every woman you see on the street that is over a 5 you think how it would be to hit it while driving, walking?
There is a nature side of things, but fuck man, I am being destroyed by these thoughts every 7 seconds.
It is simply a disease, I need to cure it, and I don't really fucking have time to go to a so called rehab and fucking pay many grand to talk to retarded groups of people who need to open up.
I try to do as many things as I can throughout the day, but once I have free time, man fuck, the junior is thinking and that just fucking make me lose control. It is entirely biologically fucked to fight this.
Just like nicotine, I have no idea how many times I need to kick this habit. I know old fucks that are 85 years old want to fuck 18 year olds. Is it game over for me? Is it pretty much human nature to try to fuck and procreate till you fucking die?
I don't know man, this is fucking depressing. I have no self control, I check [URL]usasexguide.info[/URL] every day around midnight and hit with a freaking site that is either backing up and can't load shit, or it just said, ERROR.
What the fuck man, WHAT THE FUCK! I swear, I wish I have no money, and that way I will be starved sexually and maybe that will cure me. But fuck man, I have enough to do this every day and I wouldn't even notice it.
After awhile, I've already fucked every type of pussy, big, small, colored, not colored, fat, skinny, weirdos, flakers, smokers, drug addicts, you fucking name it.
So, why the fuck do I come back every time, to a fucking dirty ass place that literally is a door knob, everyone had a turn. Haha.
So this thread I hope will be a reminder that I FUCKING QUIT and see how long I can be fucking sober from this addiction.
H. W.
Quitting cold turkey is hard. Try cutting back or restrict yourself to high quality girls and the money will make you cut back. BTW, I am up there and you never stop thinking about fucking young 18 year olds. Its a man thing.
[QUOTE=Harrywang;2167847]Simply put, I QUIT. I literally have to confess that I am a sex addict. I mean, shit, I spend a lot of time in a day doing sexual stuff by myself, with others, and fantasizing.
It is really really sad. It is a disease, it is really no different than smoking nicotine, or gambling, or whatever that is sinful but fun as fuck.
There was this post that lead me to start this thread. I was thinking along the same lines, but I think it is best to discuss this openly.
What I really want to know is how many of you are similar to me? Like, you lose count how many time you have masturbated in a day, or lost count on how many ho's have you bang in a month? Or just pretty much every woman you see on the street that is over a 5 you think how it would be to hit it while driving, walking?
There is a nature side of things, but fuck man, I am being destroyed by these thoughts every 7 seconds.
It is simply a disease, I need to cure it, and I don't really fucking have time to go to a so called rehab and fucking pay many grand to talk to retarded groups of people who need to open up.
I try to do as many things as I can throughout the day, but once I have free time, man fuck, the junior is thinking and that just fucking make me lose control. It is entirely biologically fucked to fight this.
Just like nicotine, I have no idea how many times I need to kick this habit. I know old fucks that are 85 years old want to fuck 18 year olds. Is it game over for me? Is it pretty much human nature to try to fuck and procreate till you fucking die?
I don't know man, this is fucking depressing. I have no self control, I check [URL]usasexguide.info[/URL] every day around midnight and hit with a freaking site that is either backing up and can't load shit, or it just said, ERROR.
What the fuck man, WHAT THE FUCK! I swear, I wish I have no money, and that way I will be starved sexually and maybe that will cure me. But fuck man, I have enough to do this every day and I wouldn't even notice it.
After awhile, I've already fucked every type of pussy, big, small, colored, not colored, fat, skinny, weirdos, flakers, smokers, drug addicts, you fucking name it.
So, why the fuck do I come back every time, to a fucking dirty ass place that literally is a door knob, everyone had a turn. Haha.
So this thread I hope will be a reminder that I FUCKING QUIT and see how long I can be fucking sober from this addiction.
H. W.[/QUOTE]
I think this tread should be deleted by the admins it does not belong in this forum. Returning to this forum to post is only going to remind of what your missing. Its counter productive to what you want to achieve. IMHO.