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Working on your life
[QUOTE=AlexJohn;5811548]Hey guys. I was originally going to just disappear, but I thought that out of respect, I at least owed you guys a heads up of what is going on with me. I'm quitting the game for sure this time, there will be no coming back. I am a backslidden Christian who should not have been doing this. I have rededicated my life to Jesus. The thing that has been eating at me for weeks, was what PD said in response to a post I wrote some time ago. It hit me to my heart. In that post, I was justifying why, as a married man, I pick up and use the services of SWs. I had said in that post that my wife and I don't have intercourse due to a condition she has. Man, I have used that for years and years as an excuse to justify what I have been doing. Well, I remember when I wrote that and PD responded by saying something like 'she has a mouth doesn't she' or something like that. What that spoke to me was that there are other ways, and if I truely valued my marriage, I would seek out other ways to be intimate or go get counseling. Even though that was eating at me, I still actively participated in our hobby. Well, my dad got diagnosed with stage 4 liver failure and doesn't have much time. That made me revaluate my life and the relationships around me. And it also brought back that thing to me that PD said, that's been nagging on me. As a result, I will be focusing on my marriage and how to be a better husband. I will be getting tested for STDs as well as HIV (as a precaution, even though I wore condoms in my interactions).
But I did want to thank all you guys for putting up with me. You are a great group of guys, and it was very cool hanging with you all. This post is in no way intended to persuade any of you to stop doing what you are doing, but out of respect, I thought I'd at least send one more post to let you all know what was up with me, and to say 'goodbye'. Take care, be safe out there![/QUOTE]I wish you luck, although I'm not a Christian I respect everyone's beliefs. I hope you can find that balance in life. And re-dedicate yourself to your spirituality. I will give you one piece of advice don't admit this hobby to your wife you may want to but nothing good comes from it, keep it to yourself. It was a chapter in your life that is now over. I hope you can Stay away from the street women. I wish you well. That being said if you have some phone numbers please IM me, as I have no one in my life but still have needs
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[QUOTE=Luvahj;5811556]I wish you luck, although I'm not a Christian I respect everyone's beliefs. I hope you can find that balance in life. And re-dedicate yourself to your spirituality. I will give you one piece of advice don't admit this hobby to your wife you may want to but nothing good comes from it, keep it to yourself. It was a chapter in your life that is now over. I hope you can Stay away from the street women. I wish you well. That being said if you have some phone numbers please IM me, as I have no one in my life but still have needs[/QUOTE]Good luck to you think your doing the right thing to many of the girls are dead now. I knew stoped picking them up a while back deshot is clean now working at polo Tropican in ft Lauderdale, doing real good peach is off the drugs will never be going back, had a few major surgery is working and enjoying her life now. Jen is back home had a child last year not a lot the girls left around. Good luck your a nice guy.
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Hanging up
[QUOTE=AlexJohn;5811548]Hey guys. I was originally going to just disappear, but I thought that out of respect, I at least owed you guys a heads up of what is going on with me. I'm quitting the game for sure this time, there will be no coming back. I am a backslidden Christian who should not have been doing this. I have rededicated my life to Jesus. The thing that has been eating at me for weeks, was what PD said in response to a post I wrote some time ago. It hit me to my heart. In that post, I was justifying why, as a married man, I pick up and use the services of SWs. I had said in that post that my wife and I don't have intercourse due to a condition she has. Man, I have used that for years and years as an excuse to justify what I have been doing. Well, I remember when I wrote that and PD responded by saying something like 'she has a mouth doesn't she' or something like that. What that spoke to me was that there are other ways, and if I truely valued my marriage, I would seek out other ways to be intimate or go get counseling. Even though that was eating at me, I still actively participated in our hobby. Well, my dad got diagnosed with stage 4 liver failure and doesn't have much time. That made me revaluate my life and the relationships around me. And it also brought back that thing to me that PD said, that's been nagging on me. As a result, I will be focusing on my marriage and how to be a better husband. I will be getting tested for STDs as well as HIV (as a precaution, even though I wore condoms in my interactions).
But I did want to thank all you guys for putting up with me. You are a great group of guys, and it was very cool hanging with you all. This post is in no way intended to persuade any of you to stop doing what you are doing, but out of respect, I thought I'd at least send one more post to let you all know what was up with me, and to say 'goodbye'. Take care, be safe out there![/QUOTE]Much love and blessings to you brother.
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[QUOTE=AlexJohn;5772782]Just met up with big ass Sarah at Saxon, near the Ref and Whites. As soon as she gets into my car, she says donations start at $50. I managed to talk her down to $35 Mario coins. Her performance was neither good or bad. She seemed to be focused on taking her meds, which I let her know right away that she wasn't doing that in my car! Seems like she has a nice attitude, but she's too candy-minded for my taste. I probably won't repeat. She has no digits now, she says that she will get a phone in a week or so. Be careful.[/QUOTE]I saw this once twice it was the big jiggle ass that got my attention.
Service was okay but the attitude I can no longer deal with. The first thing she wanted to do was have some candy and was trying to tell me where to park that doesn't work with me. Seem to me she was acting as if I was lucky to have her in my car.
Enclosing not the worst Walker that I've dealt with but nothing special.
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No ones mad brother. Like you I agree and pay 4. I only do bbj. I'm more of a give me what I want, and ill give you what you want with no hassle. I also agree with you and understand the girls struggles out there. But that doesn't mean I don't salute the guys on here that get what I pay double for for half what I pay. I just don't have the pimp hand. But every time someone posts that they paid. 2 you have to comment on it and tell them to pay more on multiple forums like you're the leader of the SWs union. You also contradicted yourself in your previous post by saying you weren't telling anyone to give them more while literally in a telling manner in your post right before that "if you make more than $15 an hour give them more than 20"
Best of luck Alex John!
[QUOTE=CueBall826;5810970]Because I'm being honest and not realistic. I never said y'all are cheap. That's insulting. I'm just giving some advice. Don't b mad LOL.[/QUOTE]
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[QUOTE=JosephKerr;5810618]Whoa! You mean this Genealynne K (Gina) the Juggalo that usually hung out on Dixie between Copans and Sample?[/QUOTE]That looks like that goth chick from Indy board years back don't recall her name. If so, damn. Had a few good times w her.
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Good For You!
[QUOTE=AlexJohn;5811548]Hey guys. I was originally going to just disappear, but I thought that out of respect, I at least owed you guys a heads up of what is going on with me. I'm quitting the game for sure this time, there will be no coming back. I am a backslidden Christian who should not have been doing this. I have rededicated my life to Jesus. The thing that has been eating at me for weeks, was what PD said in response to a post I wrote some time ago. It hit me to my heart. In that post, I was justifying why, as a married man, I pick up and use the services of SWs. I had said in that post that my wife and I don't have intercourse due to a condition she has. Man, I have used that for years and years as an excuse to justify what I have been doing. Well, I remember when I wrote that and PD responded by saying something like 'she has a mouth doesn't she' or something like that. What that spoke to me was that there are other ways, and if I truely valued my marriage, I would seek out other ways to be intimate or go get counseling. Even though that was eating at me, I still actively participated in our hobby. Well, my dad got diagnosed with stage 4 liver failure and doesn't have much time. That made me revaluate my life and the relationships around me. And it also brought back that thing to me that PD said, that's been nagging on me. As a result, I will be focusing on my marriage and how to be a better husband. I will be getting tested for STDs as well as HIV (as a precaution, even though I wore condoms in my interactions).
But I did want to thank all you guys for putting up with me. You are a great group of guys, and it was very cool hanging with you all. This post is in no way intended to persuade any of you to stop doing what you are doing, but out of respect, I thought I'd at least send one more post to let you all know what was up with me, and to say 'goodbye'. Take care, be safe out there![/QUOTE]Totally respect and understand your decision- there are consequences to this, whether we admit it, or not. Good luck!
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[QUOTE=Belsphinkter;5812356]No ones mad brother. Like you I agree and pay 4. I only do bbj. I'm more of a give me what I want, and ill give you what you want with no hassle. I also agree with you and understand the girls struggles out there. But that doesn't mean I don't salute the guys on here that get what I pay double for for half what I pay. I just don't have the pimp hand. But everytime someone posts that they paid. 2 you have to comment on it and tell them to pay more on multiple forums like you're the leader of the SWs union. You also contradicted yourself in your previous post by saying you werent telling anyone to give them more while literally in a telling manner in your post right before that "if you make more than $15 an hour give them more than 20"
Best of luck Alex John![/QUOTE]I agree. It's fucking annoying.
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[QUOTE=AlexJohn;5811548]Hey guys. I was originally going to just disappear, but I thought that out of respect, I at least owed you guys a heads up of what is going on with me. I'm quitting the game for sure this time, there will be no coming back. I am a backslidden Christian who should not have been doing this. I have rededicated my life to Jesus. The thing that has been eating at me for weeks, was what PD said in response to a post I wrote some time ago. It hit me to my heart. In that post, I was justifying why, as a married man, I pick up and use the services of SWs. I had said in that post that my wife and I don't have intercourse due to a condition she has. Man, I have used that for years and years as an excuse to justify what I have been doing. Well, I remember when I wrote that and PD responded by saying something like 'she has a mouth doesn't she' or something like that. What that spoke to me was that there are other ways, and if I truely valued my marriage, I would seek out other ways to be intimate or go get counseling. Even though that was eating at me, I still actively participated in our hobby. Well, my dad got diagnosed with stage 4 liver failure and doesn't have much time. That made me revaluate my life and the relationships around me. And it also brought back that thing to me that PD said, that's been nagging on me. As a result, I will be focusing on my marriage and how to be a better husband. I will be getting tested for STDs as well as HIV (as a precaution, even though I wore condoms in my interactions).
But I did want to thank all you guys for putting up with me. You are a great group of guys, and it was very cool hanging with you all. This post is in no way intended to persuade any of you to stop doing what you are doing, but out of respect, I thought I'd at least send one more post to let you all know what was up with me, and to say 'goodbye'. Take care, be safe out there![/QUOTE]Thanks for that well written post. I wish you luck in reconnecting sexually with your wife and valuing your close friends. If this experience does make that happen then it was probably a good thing in its own way.
Hope your dad can enjoy what time he has left with you.
Peace out.
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Great decision
Sorry about you dad. And you have a wonderful time reconnecting to what is really important. Good luck!
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Shannon
Anyone know shannon? Thin white very pretty spinner. Saw her today. Gave her my cell.