Just in need of good conversation
First off, thank you all for providing your two cents. I really appreciate it. After reading through all the replies, I thought it would be good judgment for me to be wary of my new acquaintance. So I decided to keep my distance a bit and play coy.
That didn't last long. I got a text message from her that she wanted me to stop by towards the end of business hour. While I had a lot of work to do, my small head kept telling my big head to just go into work early the next morning to do it. Sigh. So guess who won THAT argument?
The thought of the previous encounter was too enticing. And so I went. I tried to keep my expectations low (based on readings of past posts). I kept telling myself that it was a one-time ordeal and there was no way this would be better. As usual, I signed up for an hour and after much conversation and below par massaging, she looked at me with this mischievous look. And she started to talk dirty to me. How she could be a bad little girl, how she is my little school girl **** and she wants to get nasty with me. This was so very unexpected. It caught me off guard. This finale also lasted 20 or so minutes. I could not believe it.
But that wasn't the best part. The best part. You won't believe me. But it's true. It. Was. Free. She didn't take my tip, saying it was on the house. I was like,"okay, thank you."
Afterwards, she wanted me to take her to dinner, which I did. Then I dropped her off at her place. Through our conversations, I deduced a couple of things. She's lonely and wants some good conversation. Not necessarily a boyfriend, but a friend. A friend to talk to and have company. Maybe she wants a boyfriend, I don't know. But I think she doesn't have anyone to talk to. That kind of made me sad. She was no longer just a servicer, but a person with feelings and wants and needs.
And so here is my dilemma guys. I like the current arrangement, but that's it. I don't want to flatter myself, but if she wants more, I don't think I can do it. I feel bad but I can't picture myself with someone that does what she does. Am I crazy to think that? So here is my question to you veterans: How do you maintain a good thing without it blowing up in your face? How do you keep the status quo without it advancing to other stages? Or am I just a douche and should let nature take its course?
Do these mean any difference?
When it comes to our comments on "selected AMP's", I know that they help US, in terms of where to go, or not to go, but is there even the slightest chance it hinders the places we are "negatively reviewing"? Are any of the owners or operators of ANY of these AMP's reading this site (in a local forum like the SGV!) , and making "adjustments" accordingly? While I agree, any negatively reviewed AMP cannot now say,"NOW giving HE's, etc!", so I am just wondering whether all our verbage makes any damned difference.