Rants and Raves

[QUOTE=Klonymis;7092205]Pickings in this town have completely gone to shit.

These girls are disgusting and I'm disgusted at myself for spending as much time as I do looking at these fucking ads. I'm hanging up my monger pants. Can't do this shit anymore.

I have an UTR I've been seeing for a few years in the Glen Burnie area, I can't guarantee she will engage with you and she has not given me permission to give out her info but fuck it she's a ***** and I'm sure some of you degenerates could convince her to become a regular. She's about 30, thick in a good way, white, and has a private incall. If anybody up for a trade please dm me I need a new regular I'm tired of her like I'm tired of my wife.[/QUOTE]I hear you completely. There is nothing left out there. I have a utr with a similar description to yours in Essex if you want to trade?

This past year the girls have gotten terrible with comms. Like they don't even want my money anymore I guess LOL. Ofc, you can never tell if half the accounts on STG or EB are real anymore.

[QUOTE=BonesKing;7100205]This past year the girls have gotten terrible with comms. Like they don't even want my money anymore I guess LOL. Ofc, you can never tell if half the accounts on STG or EB are real anymore.[/QUOTE]The fakes are usually fast to respond since they're trying to phish you. More likely reason for bad comms. Double, triple, quadruple booked, already busy getting pounded, or highest on the list. High as a kite.

[QUOTE=BonesKing;7100205]This past year the girls have gotten terrible with comms. Like they don't even want my money anymore I guess LOL. Ofc, you can never tell if half the accounts on STG or EB are real anymore.[/QUOTE]The best is when I get attitude back because the provider responds 4+ hours after my message and assumes I'm going to answer back immediately. Sorry dear, but I have long since found another number that responded and used that, then gone home to pass TF out.

[QUOTE=BonesKing;7100205]This past year the girls have gotten terrible with comms. Like they don't even want my money anymore I guess LOL. Ofc, you can never tell if half the accounts on STG or EB are real anymore.[/QUOTE]My tolerance for it has dropped to near-zero. There is [B]always[/B] some excuse:

* "I was sleeping. ".

* "My phone was off. ".

* "I didn't have service. ".

* "That's my old number. I have a new number. ".

* "My so-and-so broke my phone. ".

* "I didn't have Wi-Fi. ".

I had one recently ask me to call only for them to not respond to calls or text until the evening the next day with a random "hi". I stopped wasting my time with them after that.

Not going on the loops, going insane, been contacting here and there, but going after frozen meals can make a predator of the animal kingdom confused. I do still look in the mirror and say, 'You still that guy,' as motivation, of course. I use different wording online, can take a lot out of a guy, as if you're helping another stay strong. I get upset about the dumbest things. I do think clearer, but I release those words just to maintain sanity. Does anyone know the best way to contact online? No, don't answer, I know the women seem quick to report accounts. I believe freedom is near, and I would like to say, 'Hail the all-powerful Trump, lead us to freedom. ' I know what I can do and should do, I feel as though that's too much for what is received. It doesn't change what should be done. I blame everything in private but close to a mirror to turn and look at the problem. There are a lot of beauties I miss on the loop, and off most, so off but on also. Clarity is near, I hold. I say at night, 'I forgive myself and I forgive others,' just to get to sleep. Bring back the old CL, bring it all back, it was gone too soon. I believe that it will, but at times it's like saying, 'When Lambo?' (if you understand that).

[QUOTE=BonesKing;7100205]This past year the girls have gotten terrible with comms. Like they don't even want my money anymore I guess LOL. Ofc, you can never tell if half the accounts on STG or EB are real anymore.[/QUOTE]They must have something going on or just suck nowadays. In addition to what Alasqano said. I'm waiting until thanksgiving or after for Christmas. Those kids are going to need gifts. And the broads as well. And if they still suck at responding, imma have to find a utr or hit dating apps again. Oh well.

[QUOTE=Alasqano;7100631]My tolerance for it has dropped to near-zero. There is [B]always[/B] some excuse:

* "I was sleeping. ".

* "My phone was off. ".

* "I didn't have service. ".

* "That's my old number. I have a new number. ".

* "My so-and-so broke my phone. ".

* "I didn't have Wi-Fi. ".

I had one recently ask me to call only for them to not respond to calls or text until the evening the next day with a random "hi". I stopped wasting my time with them after that.[/QUOTE]Dude. I think we are dealing with some of the same chicks. I have 2 that constantly hit me the next day after I text them. Then they beg for me to come in see them.

[QUOTE=KeysorSoze;7125423]Dude. I think we are dealing with some of the same chicks. I have 2 that constantly hit me the next day after I text them. Then they beg for me to come in see them.[/QUOTE]After reading a lot of posts from forum members, I've come to realize something, though I've tried to avoid thinking about it. I never really understood why nobody talks about it. I have an assumption, but I'm not sure. It feels like a difficult question to ask. I'm noticing signs that suggest a different meaning, which is interesting, but I'm not sure if I've answered my own question. It's frustrating because the meaning keeps shifting. I've tried to stay calm, but then I go read, like free trees and such. Oh my goodness. What the purpose of a vacation, but on a vacation every time your on the loops.

[QUOTE=ISawWhatIsAw;7126223]After reading a lot of posts from forum members, I've come to realize something, though I've tried to avoid thinking about it. I never really understood why nobody talks about it. I have an assumption, but I'm not sure. It feels like a difficult question to ask. I'm noticing signs that suggest a different meaning, which is interesting, but I'm not sure if I've answered my own question. It's frustrating because the meaning keeps shifting. I've tried to stay calm, but then I go read, like free trees and such. Oh my goodness. What the purpose of a vacation, but on a vacation every time your on the loops.[/QUOTE]What is the assumption you came to? Or what is the question you think you might have already answered? Not trying to seem slow but you lost me with that message.

[QUOTE=KeysorSoze;7126611]What is the assumption you came to? Or what is the question you think you might have already answered? Not trying to seem slow but you lost me with that message.[/QUOTE]Drugs are bad. Mmmkay.

[QUOTE=DiscreteCasual;7095278]I hear you completely. There is nothing left out there. I have a utr with a similar description to yours in Essex if you want to trade?[/QUOTE]I agree with you as well. I have to ask you though, If you hang up your monger pants for real, what will you do to deal with the urge since I'm assuming, the wife isn't the answer? I have a wife too that no longer suits me but can't afford to divorce at this stage in my life. That's why I'm asking with respect. Get back to me, when you have a chance, I'm trying to figure it out as well. I need someone to fill the void!

[QUOTE=Dejanero;7127055]I agree with you as well. I have to ask you though, If you hang up your monger pants for real, what will you do to deal with the urge since I'm assuming, the wife isn't the answer? I have a wife too that no longer suits me but can't afford to divorce at this stage in my life. That's why I'm asking with respect. Get back to me, when you have a chance, I'm trying to figure it out as well. I need someone to fill the void![/QUOTE]Great question. I've been asking this myself. It's a sexual addiction for me that gets fueled by testosterone and ADHD. Even when I get the ADHD under control at times, I still get that urge. Could always do AMP or High end Escorts instead of low end hotel escorts and street girls. Go back to porn and toys in between. VR headsets and VR Porn is really getting better, as are the toys.

Eventually Sex Robots will be a thing. For now they have AI girlfriends for the mental stimulation.

There's always gym and church LOL.

[QUOTE=JaySinn;7126783]Drugs are bad. Mmmkay.[/QUOTE]Great observation.

[QUOTE=JaySinn;7127248]Great question. I've been asking this myself. It's a sexual addiction for me that gets fueled by testosterone and ADHD. Even when I get the ADHD under control at times, I still get that urge. Could always do AMP or High end Escorts instead of low end hotel escorts and street girls. Go back to porn and toys in between. VR headsets and VR Porn is really getting better, as are the toys.

Eventually Sex Robots will be a thing. For now they have AI girlfriends for the mental stimulation.

There's always gym and church LOL.[/QUOTE]Yeah, I get it. I'm addicted too. For 20 years I was out there raw dogging without the fear of catching an STD or anything because most of the girls were working to feed their families, not so much drug addicts, and seemed to care more than they do today about themselves and spreading shit everywhere. Now, no one cares about anything?? And you definitely will catch something if you indulge in the hobby old school style, like most of us used to. Such a shame, because men like us had the perfect go between when sex or life at home just wasn't cutting it. I just can't rationalize paying going prices for as you mentioned, high end escorts and the like, when I'm really only needing a good 30 min of solid action? Just can't wrap my head around it?? But, in the not so distant future, I may have to reconsider.