Excuse my bad abbreviations I just started research this week.
Today I had a dream with, found her ad on eros. Its was first time with a woman and also a first time with an escort. I had thought about this for a few days and decided on today oh a whim. Called at Xish for an (X+2) appointment. In the two hours, I had obtained the $.60 as discussed, taken a shower, removed any credit cards and school I'd, made sure I only had about. 40 left in the wallet for tips, grabbed an extra set of car keys and did a google search for her and used google maps to scout the area. I went to 7 11 to buy some thin condoms and continued to the destination. I arrived 30min early drove around the block and then walked around the building till it was the scheduled time. I'm the athletic type and don't usually sweat but for some reason my arm pits were getting sweaty, maybe I was nervous and did not know it but pretty sure I wasn't.
When I called at time X she told me to go to a different address two blocks away. I got suspicious but decided to go anyways. On my way to the car which I parked a block away I received another call but when I answered I herd her talking to someone else said something along the lines of "yeah, I can do it" I said "hello?" and she asked me if I left yet. I said I'm on my way to the car. She said come back so I did, I had to walk around the building a few times because I couldn't find the buzzer and keypad. I called multiple times and I feel her getting frustrated. Eventually I managed to get in, I walked to the room door and it opened. I'm about average height and this woman was much shorter than I, she smiled and walked me to a room, I told her it was my first time and she didn't believe me. She told me to take off my clothes. I had expected her to do so for some reason. When she went in the bathroom I put an envelope on the chair and she saw it immediately after she returned. Asked me if it was $.60 I said yes. Don't remember if she counted, I think she did.
Then I laid in bed faced down and the massage began. After wards I turned around and had an CBJ, for some reason I couldn't get it up. I masterbate everyday to porn before and after sleep but just not working to day. Proceeded to mish after CBJ still not hard yet and maybe getting softer. I hear her moans but its still not turning me on. Her body is not unattractive at all. She's asian and I thought it would be tight but it didn't seem so, maybe because I was only semi hard. I tried for about 10 thrusts and it just wasnt working so I asked to go to the bathroom. She assumed I was finishing up in the bathroom but I was trying to get hard. When I came back out I had an HJ. Still not working. I asked her if I can massage her, she said no. Asked me if I wanted to take a shower, I replied no, she then said "with me". So we took an shower together. Asked her if I can feel her jugs, she agreed. After the shower I left.
It was a different girl from the ad and when I asked if I can come back tomorrow she said yes. When I asked what time she said call and ask for her name. Told me her name was anon, obviously different than the name on the ad. And obviously there are other girls I can ask for if I knew their names. I left without leaving a tip and she didn't say anything, felt like she didn't expect one and felt like I'm not supposed to tip her. She gave me a peck on the lips gave me a look like I was trying to use my tongue, I might have been. Now I'm home and don't feel like jerking it anymore.
I'm debating on returning tomorrow, if its feeling strong tomorrow, I don't feel like it will after what just happened. Oh and she didn't ask for any I'd like I was expecting I also drank a little bit of water from an unsealed bottle she offered me.
My question is, is there something wrong with me? Am I masturbating too much? Is the experience supposed to feel better than this? Maybe I just got with the wrong girl?