Emotional attachment vs regulars but no attachment
I too, would have fallen in love with Natasha Simone, had she been my regular. Kayla Heart (Lit'l Blondy) too. And 5'2" Darion of Elliott Bay.
On the other hand, I first saw Courtney Sam in 1997 when she was with an agency. Saw her three times in 2001 (when I started rimming her every date). She was away for a while, and I saw her again in 2011, shortly before she died. I could have seen Courtney Sam an infinite number of times, because the sex was so hot, she was so sexy, but I would never have gotten emotionally attached to her. Same with Kasey James, who used to rent big houses in Kirkland. Kasey was a little older, but blonde and sexy, and loves to spank men, so I had no problem getting hard with Kasey every time. Same with Courtney.
I would have broken down emotionally, if I kept seeing Natasha or Kayla. I would have only suffered financially, but not at all emotionally, had I kept seeing Courtney or Kasey.