What kind of relationship to maintain with a (regular) provider?
I'm the kind of people who are easy to have feelings for a girl. Not just being sexually attracted but also wanting to feel loved. I know, I would probably be better off looking for a real girlfriend instead of trying to get what I want from a provider. That being said, how do you guys get along with your favorite regular providers? If you ever grow affections, how do you manage it?
Me, I want to hang out in occasions other than just in her room, I want to know more about each other, and I want to feel "special" to her while not being taken as an atm. I'm willing to spend some money with unclear / indirect returns (say, buying gifts, treating her to dinner), but I don't think I want to be in a sugar relationship just now. I'm not single and I can't commit to something like that. Am I fundamentally wrong to that end?
In my experience, many providers have issues like drug addiction, drinking, family dramas, boyfriend dramas, LOL, I don't know. And at the end of the day, they make money from men who desire them. Trying to be friends with them feels different from making friends with ordinary people. I always have to question myself if she's pretending to be friendly or just trying to get money. But sometimes I also have the illusion (that someone treats me as her friend, and I might be able to receive emotional values from her. I think I already have a soft spot for her and feel vulnerable. I feel hard to reject her requests and I even feel a bit jealous as she talks about her work. All happens when I am not able to tell if she is just trying to take advantage of me or if she also wants to develop some kind of relationship more than just buyer / seller (at this point, I don't even know what kind of relationship I should call it, to call it "friendship" is probably a misnomer, which goes back to the question I asked in the title.).
Any advice is much appreciated.
Serafina Wilde fka Lucky Aisling
[QUOTE=VTwelveMpg;6741870]Anyone have any experience with the (new?) oneluckygirl? Found a number of posts from the past saying it's a psuedonym for Serafina Wilde but the current post certainly seems like someone else. Solid number of reviews and vouches though, shared account?
[URL]https://www.tnaboard.com/member.php?318059-Oneluckygirl[/URL][/QUOTE]That person is thinking of Serafina's former moniker (Lucky Aisling) which is in no way associated with OneLuckyGirl.