Just when I think I'm out, they pull be back in
Had seriously been thinking about giving up the trade recently, or at least cutting back heavily. Thought there were possibly better ways to spend my time and money. My last few experiences had been lackluster and it all seemed so monotonous.
But my big head said give it one more try and I had a free night so I go stroll down OBT and didn't see much. Then out of nowhere I dreamt of seeing Ashley (Bella Saint) speeding down the street. I scoop here up in front of the Ale House and she is so out of it she can barely talk. She almost falls asleep on the quick drive to my spot and I'm thinking I made a huge mistake, why am I doing this again this is going to be miserable. But I had picked her up before and thought even a bad performance from her would still be ok. So we park, I give her 30 cheetos and the shirt goes up, the pants come down and she starts going to town. She went from being asleep and unable to speak to going non-stop with that mouth for 15 minutes straight before coming up for air. Her ass looked amazing, her face looked better than before but still some show. But that effort she put it was unreal. Best part is, as soon as she finished she could not make complete sentences she was so fucked up, said she hadn't slept in 3 days. She was speaking jibberish and drooling from her mouth, but still restored my faith.
So that is all it took for me to come back to my senses. Fifteen minutes with her and I am back in the game. I went from somewhat dreading going out (but feeling like I had to), to now where I cannot wait to get back out there again.