Well how about that, I have a conscience.
[QUOTE=DogginUSA; 1779634]So I have been quiet about this for a while now and figured it was time to chime in on some of what is going on. Some of you may have noticed I have been quiet for a bit and this might explain why to some extent.
I think Robin is great, I really do. However the last 6 months have been terrible for her since her return from FL. I was hoping that she would shake Bird when she got down there but clearly not.
I have seen Robin off and on for the last bit but it was when I picked her up after a fight with Bird that she spilled the beans. We drove out of the way to find a place to sit and talk. Oddly enough a cemetery which as I understand it some of you are also very familiar with. To sum it up she had nothing but great things to say about you guys for the most part (she was being general not giving details nor was I asking) with one exception. For the rest of the men that see her I just don't understand what is broken in there heads with the things that they do to her or she does to herself or does to them, as she describes. In tears she professed how she hated this life and was just a public fuckbag for anyone to abuse and how between that and the drugs it was killing her both inside and out. Tears were streaming down her face uncontrollably and I was starting to feel it to. I got the worst feeling of guilt I have ever felt and right at that moment she whipped her face off grabbed my hand and walked me into an open mausoleum. Once inside (yes the creepy factor was kind of high at this point) she turned around pulled down my pants and stuffed her face with my cock. For the first time in my life I found myself trying to stop a chick from sucking me off but she grabbed the back of my legs and began to face fuck herself on me chocking herself on my cock. When she looked up at me I couldn't tell if they were tears from crying or tears from choking. She pulled me out and looked up at me, begged me not to stop her that she needed it. She continued till I finished a few nervous minutes later.
So that happened. We talked more till she some how was reminded that she had not eaten any real food that day. I offered to get her whatever she wanted (I had lots of time to kill) and we went to Wendy's and I think I picked up everything on the menu. While waiting for the food she opened up about the drugs. I won't go into detail but there were LOTS. And LOTS. And LOTS. If yalls reports are correct and she was telling half of the truth then the busting they got was nothing compared to what they could / should have gotten.
I would love to see Bird go to jail and some how Robin magically get her head straight. (I tried to help her get set up as a cam girl and a few other "jobs" but all the equipment that she got for herself just got sold for more drugs.) None of that is ever going to happen though. She is on a downward spiral that very very few have come back from. Intensive rehab, a support structure (her mother is a working girl / lady / something as I understand it) , and years of therapy that the system just won't provide for her is what she needs.
So is it Sara's actions that took Bird and Robin down? Not hardly. She is just playing the game and came out the winner for now. However in the long run there are no winners. Think of Game of Thrones but with with out the rich people and just as bloody.[/QUOTE]Man, it's sad to read about what's going on with Robin. You're right man, she's going to have to drop that bird guy she's in love with. Reading you're report almost made me feel guilty.