Releasing long term SB into the wild
I had a 3 yr SB, starting when she was 20.
At first, she was just one more in my little black book.
Over time, I basically fell for her to the point I would happily inject her with little RanMan's given the opportunity.
She says I'm the 3rd guy she's been with. . . I know I'm probably naive, but I actually believe her.
Over the last few months she started flaking, leaving early, showing up unshaved, and just generally not attentive.
I made clear that I felt it was on the wane and than I had other things that were working out better.
She did put in more effort, but I knew it was just to keep the arrangement going, so I let her go.
I was just too into her, and it wasn't reciprocated, and I just couldn't deal with that anymore.
She never once logged in during our entire time, now she's back with the same old profile (not too smart I think).
Seeing her back on the site a few days later kinda killing me.
Maybe she meets one of you wonderful gents, but I also know that site can be a bit rough on the ladies.
Not-so-secretly hoping she realizes it's fucked up out there and comes begging back . . . I know I'm kidding myself.
Anyone else been here?