[QUOTE=Griswold99;3395460]What does Hannah look like?[/QUOTE]His post has absolutely nothing at all to do with Hannah.
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[QUOTE=Griswold99;3395460]What does Hannah look like?[/QUOTE]His post has absolutely nothing at all to do with Hannah.
[QUOTE=GuapoMarx;3395095]Out of all the encounters I don't have one single friend from it. So have I depressed all you young men?[/QUOTE]I find myself extremely motived by your story and I look forward to the day when I've crawled through so much kitty that I am no longer fulfilled by it. I smile and my heart speeds up thinking of all the strange that I will be inside between now and then. Fuk yeah!
I never considered finding friends through any of this and with any luck I can keep the ones I have.
Dam now I am seriously inspired by the thoughts of all the more fukd up S. I plan on doing. Thank you for that!
[QUOTE=Rocket27;3395111]I am 1000% on confirming this to be true.[/QUOTE][URL]http://www.chancellorfuneralhome.com/m/obituaries/Laura-Moore-Jacque/Memories[/URL]
[QUOTE=GuapoMarx;3395095]So have I depressed all you young men?[/QUOTE]Yup. Thoroughly depressed.
[QUOTE=GuapoMarx;3395095]Never got much action in HS other than a HJ at the drive in. College fared not much better. Eventually broke in with SWs and it gave me confidence around women. Started getting addicted to SWs and AMPs. Soon found with my confidence I was able to sniff out female addicts. Some women don't even know they are addicts. They are shy and don't get much. But when some 49 year old divorced Jewish school teacher gets hit on my a 25 year old guy, they think they hit the lottery. She was no prize but just someone to practice one. Soon I got good at things like DATY and it was fun making sub par women hit the ceiling. I was turned on by the SWs that would smell of booze, smoke, and were drug addicts. Some liked it and would go out of their way to shower up or request a position that made them cum. Some of the lonely single women I'd meet I'd get a high just from them telling me how much they loved it. I'd just find a single woman that no one would look twice at and pour on the charm.
Can't remember half of them. An aborted date with a BP girl would crush me. A lot of money spent over the years. Money is power with needy women. Addicts need it, single moms need it. After hooking up with some BP girl I'd get a big high off of it. Once home, I'd feel down and found the need to start looking around for more. Often more than one a day. Sometimes returning to the same SW, the same AMP, the same BP girl the very same day. The chubby stretch-marked woman I swore I was done with, I'd be right back with her 12 hours later or the next day. I'd see that fat naked ass going to the bathroom to fart out the jizz, the mud on the helmet, and sit their in disbelief wondering what I had just done.
I knew I was sick but did not want to get well. I thought I was doing what I was created to do. It was my hobby as well as my disease. I was getting more action than any stud in the bars. At times I was with women 30 years young regularly. It became so easy I took the advice of another burned out member and went after civilians in the court rooms and Facebook pages. Those were some hurting women in need of rescue. One the revenge and rebound effect was over we'd go our separate ways.
Lately the urge had nearly disappeared. A lot of rough times with STDs, hurt feelings, jealous husbands who track me down years later, paternity tests for drug addicted women 30 years my junior, annoying texts. Even the AMPs, the women who used to give great service just see me at their own personal ATM. Sensual is now mechanical. Out of all the encounters I don't have one single friend from it. So have I depressed all you young men?[/QUOTE]A little bit. However, I know what I'm getting myself into.
For someone like me who doesn't get the itch that much. Spending 200-300 once every 2-3 months is good enough. I had a phase where I would spend like 200-300 every week but that was when I was going through deep depression. (I admit, I don't need that much sex as the normal guy. Jacking off once every two weeks will keep my itch down but sometimes you got to dump your load into a girl).
I'm now in a much better place and state of mind. I don't need it even close to that often anymore. I don't know if that's a bad thing at age 27 but it doesn't bother me.
I just hope you gents that need it way more often try and make the best decisions you can make. Due to me not needing it that often, I really play it safe and I don't like taking any bad chances.
I'm probably not that good of a poster for you gents because I will probably never take one for the team and lead you to new talent.
As always, be safe.
[QUOTE=Rocket27;3394146]The Sexy Mom has passed away RIP.[/QUOTE]Port mom passed away May 9th in Port Washington. She was 50. Her married name was [blue]Deleted by Admin[/blue]. RIP.
[blue]FYI, we protect people's identity even after they die. It would be horrible if their family googled that name and got us as a return.
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WrldTrek,
Yep. Unfortunately true: [URL]http://www.ozaukeepress.com/death-notices[/URL].
[QUOTE=TheTrueGamble;3395306]I'm a young man, it doesn't sound like good news but I've been trying to find a gf and I can't get one to save my life. Over the last year I'm 0-6 out of any I had a chance with. I'm sick of rejection and this hobby helps me bury the depression of the rejections and lack of confidence I face daily.[/QUOTE]Try 4 more dates. The stat is 1 out of ten will give up the pussy. You can also raise the % by lowering your standards.
[QUOTE=HuntingStreets;3392634]PSA: You may want to opt out of this website, they have a disturbing amount of information.
[URL]www.truepeoplesearch.com[/URL][/QUOTE]Couldn't find myself at first, but found with a past zip in my married days.
Kind of interesting that they had my CompuServe email from the 90's, nothing current as I keep a very low profile.
[QUOTE=GuapoMarx;3395095]Never got much action in HS other than a HJ at the drive in. College fared not much better
...But when some 49 year old divorced Jewish school teacher gets hit on my a 25 year old guy, they think they hit the lottery. Sh was no prize but just someone to practice one
...Some of the lonely single women I'd meet I'd get a high just from them telling me how much they loved it. I'd just find a single woman that no one would look twice at and pour on the charm
...Money is power with needy women. Addicts need it, single moms need it
...I took the advice of another burned out member and went after civilians in the court rooms and Facebook pages. Those were some hurting women in need of rescue. One the revenge and rebound effect was over we'd go our separate ways.
Out of all the encounters I don't have one single friend from it. So have I depressed all you young men?[/QUOTE]You aren't the only one, I see a lot of parallels in my own past.
Only slept with one in HS and some screwing around, getting what I could. Senior chasing a frosh cheerleader and I still only got some titty, no clitty. I went on to the Marines and 25% of my company was female, still only 3 of them; and a pair of sisters during spring break in Palm Springs.
Upon my return I cruised the highway and was well known person, took advantage of any new girl I could along with the re-bounders. Had a prize girlfriend but never got anywhere with her, but her lonely mom was another story. A one night stand found me with a son almost a decade later. He doesn't even have my name on his copy of BC. Got old sitting at one of the bars. Now my long time friends are getting married, bachelor party had a stripper who was in my homeroom, still hot. Eventually married an infrequent visitor, found out afterwards nobody really cared for her. Thanks a lot. A stupid mistake for a wife, but did get great kids for all of my troubles.
Got divorced. The night we separated found me shacking up with one of the bartenders from long ago. Hit some social sites and took advantage of the needy women. At least they started out as spinners. Then it was back to whatever I could get. I was addicted. All the financial problems post-divorce crashed me and ended up looking at AdultSearch and finally BP. A couple of rendezvous at well known Brookfield location.
Ran into the girl who's ma I banged, she lived 2 blocks away. Her daughter was actually one of my babysitters. Too much respect between us for me to take advantage of. Did get a BBWS one night driving her now 21 yo daughter home.
Remember the frosh? She found me on FB, and still fits in the cheerleading outfit. Now a target or so I thought. Became a regular attraction and dating since. Found out the true definition of love.
Still needed more so BP and when vetting I found this fine community. I really don't partake often and usually go after the well documented providers, so nothing really to contribute. Only thing notable was something I really couldn't say who provider was- a friend of one of my GF's daughter who asked after the fact if I was so & so's dad. Ouch, busted. She was probably pulling my chain when she said she wanted me when she was 17.
So. To feel pity for you makes me pity myself more.
[QUOTE=RougeDawg;3395685]Yup. Thoroughly depressed.[/QUOTE]Rouge?! Not you too?. Your SW stories are the stuff of legends and your videos are an amazing idea. I have not seem them but I luv it!
Depressed with your meat shoved down a stranger's throat? I have no intentions of experiencing that emotion.
Fuk them all!
[QUOTE=WizardOfAahs;3395942]Couldn't find myself at first, but found with a past zip in my married days.
Kind of interesting that they had my CompuServe email from the 90's, nothing current as I keep a very low profile.[/QUOTE]I need to lower my profile. If that's even possible. They had my address (complete with a link to map it), my email, my cell phone, and a plethora of other info I don't want just floating around. I know there are more sites like this but I'll just keep trying to knock them out one at a time.
We all knew she was struggling with the info trail she left behind. Another reason not to patronize the addicted. I can only imagine the suffering she was going through.
[QUOTE=Rocket27;3394146]The Sexy Mom has passed away RIP.[/QUOTE]Second one in 3 weeks. Glad I moved.
[QUOTE=HuntingStreets;3392634]PSA: You may want to opt out of this website, they have a disturbing amount of information.
[URL]www.truepeoplesearch.com[/URL][/QUOTE]Just for shits and giggles I decided to look up a member of the brewers and when I called his number sure enough it was him LOL.