[QUOTE=Smith6068; 1390552]You have me confused with someone else. I was in no sort of condition. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I had showered 1 hr before. My behavior? I was and am a perfect gentleman. I never roam, insist, insult or show anything but respect. I never touch, rub or even brush with the back of my hand without asking. I stand by my review of our 2nd encounter. Even that was respectful and complimentary. The change was in you, not me (bad day or whatever, I don't know). It was presented as information to others not to have high expectations and pressure you for anything beyond legitimacy. Based on some of your subsequent posts enlightening all of us on the way a provider sometimes lies and uses code words, I can only assume this has happened to many others, so my situation was not unique.
Like I said, you have me confused with someone else.
You are a sweet, intelligent, articulate women who comes through as someone who cares deeply about others. I truly wish you happiness in your future endeavors.
Smith
For what it is worth guys, I think we should tell all providers about this site and encourage them to participate. Not![/QUOTE]Smith, Maybe I do have you confused with another client, I have many. But I do remember you bringing in some sex gel even though I told you I didn't have any and couldn't find any nuru gel. The true reason was I did not want to do a nuru massage at that time with you. It's hard being truthful and hurting a guys ego. I really do hate hurting people, so instead of saying anything that could hurt your feelings I found another way to word it. You were respectful from what I remember, your condition of being a large man and my unwillingness to want to do anything sexual with you made my massage "lackluster" the 2nd time. I know how it hurts being a larger person and someone judging you on that, but it's also chemistry between 2 people. I get all sorts of colors, ages, sizes coming in to see me. And truly none of that matters when I want to do my healing and massage. It's just very hard doing intimate things with someone you're not feeling it with. Women who are doing this are desperate for money, which I am not. So I'm very lucky that I can choose whether or not I feel comfortable going beyond a massage.
I apologize for hurting you in any way. Like I said before I was very hurt and let some words spill out that I wish I hadn't. This site is actually for anyone. Like the other site Heaven or Hell there are many women even advertising and voicing their opinions. We can all learn from one another. I got tons of PM's on more questions that guys had who were thankful for my input. There will always be men out there that feel women should not be heard and should shut up and be there just to provide them satisfaction. We are human too, have needs and have every right to be heard. This might sound like another attack but if many of you listened to how a woman really feels you wouldn't have to resort to paying for a woman's attention you could be happy and get what you want. Yea Yea I know I was in this business also. It can be exciting but also not healthy and I don't regret what I've learned about myself from all of this. I've learned a lot about men and love you all. If you ever truly need some healing mentally emotionally or physically I will be here.
Idomassage
