I have no idea what I'm doing
I have to admit that up front. I've not had sex in a long while (read years) for a variety of reasons. I'm not in a position where I can actually date at the moment so I have stumbled on here.
I guess I should start with what I want. A woman with large breasts who wears glasses. Hard to explain but glasses are my thing. I think I'd be comfortable more with a girlfriend experience (if I accurately understand what that is) than anything else. It'd be nice to spend a couple of hours with someone. Physically, I desperately want to be blown in the worst way. Embarrassing to admit but my last partner was a squirter, and I used to enjoy that. And to find someone to sit on my face for a while wouldn't be a bad thing.
I just don't know how about doing this. I'm obviously a bit scared because of outright inexperience and ignorance, but also because I'm terrified of police shattering my life. Not to mention being an easy mark. That being said, I really do think sex would help me relax so I'm willing to try this at least.
So what do I do now?