Rants, Raves and Opinions AKA "The Octagon"

[QUOTE=LurkinGround;2407089]Since this is the Octagon I have to chime in. If you post in the open forum, especially this one, you open yourself up to public ridicule. If you wanted everyone else to mind their own business, you could have sent your request via pm.[/QUOTE]Are you guys this mans Boswell? I've never seen so many rescue guys this was intended for him and him only. Let this man speak for himself. HL29.

[QUOTE=HuntLadys29;2407563]Are you guys this mans Boswell? I've never seen so many rescue guys this was intended for him and him only. Let this man speak for himself. HL29.[/QUOTE]Face it, you were out of line. There really isn't THAT much similarity in your names.

[QUOTE=MisforMaster;2407062]I think that's a lot of girls.

Heroin's no joke -- and even with Claire's passing, another USASG provider was arrested this week for H possession and a needle. I'll save the name (mainly because it's against the rules), but, if you don't know who it is, PM me and I'll share details.[/QUOTE]The girl sitting in jail is guilty only of associating with a former working girl, from a so called retired agency, aka UTR. The girl in jail is going down because the former UTR girl, who's rig and dope were found, sat there like a fucking punk ass * and let the shit get pinned on her so called friend. With friends like her.

Girls if your not doing the devil drug, don't associate with those who are. This is exhibit A on how it can still fuck you up.

There is no honor among addicts!

BuyingSmiles!

[QUOTE=Ebauche;2407567]Face it, you were out of line. There really isn't THAT much similarity in your names.[/QUOTE]I'm not out of line I can ask a person anything I want, just like I'm asking you to mind your own business also. Everybody is interested in what I said but Hunts for ever. He just ignored me but the nose butting busy body defenders have so much to say. Why don't you guys go fight crime or something be in the neighborhood crime watch that way you can continue to be busy bodies and then you might even get some credit for it. HL29.

Let's see, I've never heard of somebody getting a response of value on the ISO. Escort, Craigslist, and general reviews have mostly questions not reviews. The Classifieds have small pictures, the ads never change, and the message boxes don't seem to work at all. And now we have to sift thru guys pissing in each other's sandboxes abut a third of a name. It sure makes me want to log on and try to find a good provider. I started paying when I got too old and whipped to get it on my own, and now I can barely find somebody to pay. Geez guys let's get back to the real reason for using a site like this. Oh yea, the lack of wrap around feature when you post is also a pain in the ass. Lets clean it up guys.

One provider who I kinda ended up becoming friends with just recently let me know she was a user. Although, when I saw her before she said she wasn't and even showed her arm for needle marks (Just like every other providers does). Well, she told me she snorted it. We talked awhile about it and I learned a lot I did not know since I don't know jack about drugs. It also gave me realization of how many of these providers who say they weren't users who could most definitely be one. She said most providers do H with this certain chemical in it which makes them sleepy and nod out which she said she does not use. Made me think of a certain well known provider who nodded out during BJ. And many other providers. And all these GFE providers. She told me she used get into the whole GFE. And a lot of these others probably do the same.

That is something to look at since I see countless reports from guys saying this girl or that girl clearly isn't a user because she showed her arms and has no marks.

There's countless ways you can do H other than with a needle. You can somewhat just tell by the way they act or look.

[QUOTE=Gatty23;2407780]Let's see, I've never heard of somebody getting a response of value on the ISO. Escort, Craigslist, and general reviews have mostly questions not reviews. The Classifieds have small pictures, the ads never change, and the message boxes don't seem to work at all. And now we have to sift thru guys pissing in each other's sandboxes abut a third of a name. It sure makes me want to log on and try to find a good provider. I started paying when I got too old and whipped to get it on my own, and now I can barely find somebody to pay. Geez guys let's get back to the real reason for using a site like this. Oh yea, the lack of wrap around feature when you post is also a pain in the ass. Lets clean it up guys.[/QUOTE]Fantastic post could not agree more.

Wyvren.

[QUOTE=Gatty23;2407780]Let's see, I've never heard of somebody getting a response of value on the ISO. Escort, Craigslist, and general reviews have mostly questions not reviews. The Classifieds have small pictures, the ads never change, and the message boxes don't seem to work at all. And now we have to sift thru guys pissing in each other's sandboxes abut a third of a name. It sure makes me want to log on and try to find a good provider. I started paying when I got too old and whipped to get it on my own, and now I can barely find somebody to pay. Geez guys let's get back to the real reason for using a site like this. Oh yea, the lack of wrap around feature when you post is also a pain in the ass. Lets clean it up guys.[/QUOTE]Yep. You got it. There's something in the water up there.

It isn't H it's going to be methadone or any of a list of painers that one can score on a running list. I've seen girls shoot, snort, burn, parachute and even plunge before. It's their world not mine but I surely don't want to go down for the count being unknowledgeable to who I'm with.

And to the statement of being Mr. Rescue on a dope sick moment; being at the right spot at the right time affords the appreciation by them but I'd rather do it at an arm's length, after the fact, not in the presence of what's going down watching one look like death warmed over and the other puking their guts out laying in the tub. That's when I cut off all ties, end the game. You're in a hot spot if someone crashes through that door. Just feeding the fire.

Onto other topics.

Can anyone fill me in on why the advertisers page is lacking the numerous providers that once-was on the growing thread that was shut down last year? I spent an hour digging through the old thread confirming digits, and it seems that the rotation / selection got slaughtered. Some of which I know are still rolling and currently providing. Any intel or is it just too difficult for these girls to manage strictly off a mobile phone access at this point?

I haven't been on in awhile but I've kept active; Indirectly met a woman who was a former escort in Louisville, came up here to move away from the life, had a couple kids and plays make believe it never happened. Oh so slowly I wormed that truth out of her and the party started when I found out she got her eyes blacked out by an abusive husband. Another lactating lady, I seem to draw to those types but haven't had the luxury of sampling the goods yet. It's coming though as pics and body rubs didn't even exist just a couple months ago. This "nun" mentality is as thin as a lace curtain. Life is good when someone wants to Polish yer hardwood.

From Lost in Translation, Peaches doing Fuck the Pain Away.

[URL]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmFp0I8AZqw[/URL]

[QUOTE=HuntLadys29;2407563]Are you guys this mans Boswell? I've never seen so many rescue guys this was intended for him and him only. Let this man speak for himself. HL29.[/QUOTE]There are 9 variations of dilligaf, two variations of dilligas and me, dilli gara on this site. None of us are confused. Our names are a lot closer than huntladys29 and huntforever. Only a moron would be confused. On behalf of me and the rest of the dilli (Does It Look like I) brothers, none of us Give A Fuck, Give A Shit or Give A Rats Ass about your confusion. Grow up!

I logged on to the forum for the first time in a week or so and was shocked and horrified to hear of Cookie Claire's death. I know this is a few days old news but felt I should post something anyway.

I'll admit this is the first person I've known who was lost to heroin. Up to now it's largely been an abstraction. This past year I saw her quite a bit and always enjoyed my time with her. Claire had a kind of classic beauty that was unique in this monger-arena. She had such a warm welcoming smile when she opened the door and that's always going to be a good memory for me. If I was in my 20's I could have easily fallen for her. Just such a mellow and personable character.

The last time I saw her was just a couple months ago or so. She looked good. Maybe a bit too thin, but she seemed happy and after the fun was done we chatted for quite a while. She was talking energetically about the future, maybe going back to school for paralegal training or something else clerical-related. She had said the money was coming in well and it could be possible to do that soon. I encouraged her to go for it. I realize it could have been just bluster, but she's always seemed genuine. We also talked a bit about some of the other working girls and I suggested she talk to some of the established ladies who seem to have their head screwed on straight. I had always suspected she could be a user, so in a subtle way I had suggested that I try to steer clear of the obvious drug users these days if I can. The slight twinkle in her eye was an unfortunate giveaway. I decided then that she might not be on my go-to list in the future unless I heard evidence of a clean-up.

Unfortunately this sweet creature at some point made a decision away from a brighter future towards the death-spiral and there's no coming back from it. I was more affected then I thought I would be. It's such a waste. My hope is that if anyone out there has been reading the posts about Claire and has this awful addiction, please get help NOW. There are amazing professionals out there who can help. They are overworked and can't meet the demand due to the heroin epidemic, but help is out there. There is only one other way out.

My apologies if this is an indulgence, but I have no one I can trust in my real life to talk to about this. Needed to vent a bit about what I'm feeling. Here's to hoping my next post will be a happier one. RIP dear Claire.

[QUOTE=DrBnode73;2410660]I logged on to the forum for the first time in a week or so and was shocked and horrified to hear of Cookie Claire's death. I know this is a few days old news but felt I should post something anyway.

I'll admit this is the first person I've known who was lost to heroin. Up to now it's largely been an abstraction. This past year I saw her quite a bit and always enjoyed my time with her. Claire had a kind of classic beauty that was unique in this monger-arena. She had such a warm welcoming smile when she opened the door and that's always going to be a good memory for me. If I was in my 20's I could have easily fallen for her. Just such a mellow and personable character.

The last time I saw her was just a couple months ago or so. She looked good. Maybe a bit too thin, but she seemed happy and after the fun was done we chatted for quite a while. She was talking energetically about the future, maybe going back to school for paralegal training or something else clerical-related. She had said the money was coming in well and it could be possible to do that soon. I encouraged her to go for it. I realize it could have been just bluster, but she's always seemed genuine. We also talked a bit about some of the other working girls and I suggested she talk to some of the established ladies who seem to have their head screwed on straight. I had always suspected she could be a user, so in a subtle way I had suggested that I try to steer clear of the obvious drug users these days if I can. The slight twinkle in her eye was an unfortunate giveaway. I decided then that she might not be on my go-to list in the future unless I heard evidence of a clean-up.

Unfortunately this sweet creature at some point made a decision away from a brighter future towards the death-spiral and there's no coming back from it. I was more affected then I thought I would be. It's such a waste. My hope is that if anyone out there has been reading the posts about Claire and has this awful addiction, please get help NOW. There are amazing professionals out there who can help. They are overworked and can't meet the demand due to the heroin epidemic, but help is out there. There is only one other way out.

My apologies if this is an indulgence, but I have no one I can trust in my real life to talk to about this. Needed to vent a bit about what I'm feeling. Here's to hoping my next post will be a happier one. RIP dear Claire.[/QUOTE]I could feel, to an extent, the emotion you felt when writing this. When death, by any means, comes to someone for whom we have warm sweet thoughts and feelings, it is inevitable to feel the kind of loss you describe. Death in such a tragic way, the loss of a life that sounds so lovely and beautiful by nature, is beyond words. You are human. You are fortunate to feel so deeply as you do. Hold on to this part of your self. Take care.

[QUOTE=DrBnode73;2410660]I logged on to the forum for the first time in a week or so and was shocked and horrified to hear of Cookie Claire's death. I know this is a few days old news but felt I should post something anyway.

I'll admit this is the first person I've known who was lost to heroin. Up to now it's largely been an abstraction. This past year I saw her quite a bit and always enjoyed my time with her. Claire had a kind of classic beauty that was unique in this monger-arena. She had such a warm welcoming smile when she opened the door and that's always going to be a good memory for me. If I was in my 20's I could have easily fallen for her. Just such a mellow and personable character.

The last time I saw her was just a couple months ago or so. She looked good. Maybe a bit too thin, but she seemed happy and after the fun was done we chatted for quite a while. She was talking energetically about the future, maybe going back to school for paralegal training or something else clerical-related. She had said the money was coming in well and it could be possible to do that soon. I encouraged her to go for it. I realize it could have been just bluster, but she's always seemed genuine. We also talked a bit about some of the other working girls and I suggested she talk to some of the established ladies who seem to have their head screwed on straight. I had always suspected she could be a user, so in a subtle way I had suggested that I try to steer clear of the obvious drug users these days if I can. The slight twinkle in her eye was an unfortunate giveaway. I decided then that she might not be on my go-to list in the future unless I heard evidence of a clean-up.

Unfortunately this sweet creature at some point made a decision away from a brighter future towards the death-spiral and there's no coming back from it. I was more affected then I thought I would be. It's such a waste. My hope is that if anyone out there has been reading the posts about Claire and has this awful addiction, please get help NOW. There are amazing professionals out there who can help. They are overworked and can't meet the demand due to the heroin epidemic, but help is out there. There is only one other way out.

My apologies if this is an indulgence, but I have no one I can trust in my real life to talk to about this. Needed to vent a bit about what I'm feeling. Here's to hoping my next post will be a happier one. RIP dear Claire.[/QUOTE]I understand what you're feeling. I saw Cookie once a year or so ago and she seemed so innocent and sweet. Such a waste. Heroin is today's epidemic that is destroying so many lives. A woman is now being prosecuted for trading her 11 year old daughter for a hit of H. Unbelievable. The problem with this hobby is that 75% of the women in it are in it to support their drug habits. Many of those are on Heroin and may not have visible track marks on their arms. They are smart enough to hide their injection marks between toes, behind knees, anywhere we won't see it. This type of tragedy makes me feel complicit in this cycle of death. One more reason to quit the hobby. That and the fact that most of the regular providers here have already been busted and the crackdown is in full force on us mongers too. Be safe.