stay away from backpage n CL heh
Yeah, I was trying to be clean for awhile (mainly due to the burning hole in my wallet). But you just wander back into this forum, or worse is when you just hit up backpage or the therapeutic section of Craiglist and you're just sucked right back in again. *sigh* Life sentence...well, at least while I'm employed, and my wife doesn't kill me first.
[QUOTE=Pacom555]Late reply. Cause I'm slow like that.
I started at this just a few years ago in Bangkok of all places. The AMP mecca. Hit up 2 or 3 places in the few days I was there and was instantly addicted. Amazing. Haven't quite found the same experience here. Someone asked recently about "body slides". I got that there and loved it. Seen a few local ads that mention it, but have yet to try it here. For various reasons I'm trying to "constrain" myself mostly to HE joints.
Anyway, I ask myself the same thing. Wondering if/when I'll stop. But without question, the biggest factor in my continued mongering is this forum. I might be "clean" (haha) for weeks or months, but it only takes one visit back here, reading all the posts, and the AMP adrenaline flows again somethin' fierce.
I've been tempted by SWs and escorts, but have yet to try, for fear of opening a massive pit in my wallet that will never close. My opinion is that sex is a fairly primal urge for most men, and to some degree I think we're all addicted.[/QUOTE]
If you think you're addicted...
Trust me, most of us go through this rationale; some more than others, but it is a common concern. FWIW... when I'm out past midnight, I'll usually turn on Love Line on KROQ to listen to Dr. Drew. I always here him referring to a resource site for sexual addiction called sash dot net. Just FYI for anyone who wants to learn a little more about the addiction and/or get a referral for a local therapist who deals with this behavior.