[QUOTE=Jthinas;5789697]I think you're 100% correct in what you said. But I think it's because of a sad reason. I think she's actually being trafficked by these two dudes. As you say she has no soul. It's because being spoon fed drugs and fucking dudes all day is just about all she does. Occasionally you might be around her when she's coherent but that's not the norm anymore. When your texting on the phone with her I don't believe you're even talking to her. It's probably one of these two guys responding for her. She doesn't care about anything because she's miserable in what her life is right now. It's my opinion. Because I don't think she's doing it for her. They're using her to make their money. I just take care of her enough so that she is well. Again this is just my opinion in what I see from her. If you seen any of her videos you know that she's pretty much just laying there with her eyes closed while the same two guys make the vids.
She's a nice girl. But the lifestyle she's in now is drained her of all of her happiness I used to see about her. For these reasons I won't see her anymore. The last couple times I've been around her she doesn't even smile. I mean sure she gets the job done but I don't believe she's there doing this because it's her choice anymore. Yes she would probably still be doing this if it wasn't for what I believe are her pimps. But would be doing it in a much different way like she used to.
If there's anyone else out there that has seen her through the years. You probably understand what I'm saying.[/QUOTE]If any of you like reading, there's a great autobiography Pimp The Story of My Life by Iceberg Slim. It's the story of a guy who became a famous pimp and details his upbringing and how he ended up being a pimp and how he was successful. There's a part in the book where he describes exactly what you're talking about in the book and he calls it mileage. If girls come in independent and not addicted to drugs they may be able to survive and actually do well as a provider. However, for the most part, these girls they come in fresh and build up a mileage till they are ultimately completely drained and lose themselves or at worse fall to death to the lifestyle. I feel like we all know at least one provider like that. Hopefully this girl does not end up like that.