I know. We are a strange group
[QUOTE=Vinnie727;5801193]I cannot stand her. Her demons are taking control of her bad. She's skin and bones.[/QUOTE]Actually the thing I like about her is her size. Some guys like them full and some like them skinny. I have seen a number of less than stellar reviews, but still kept coming back to her. Because she is skinny. Probably would have been a one and done cum dump. It is kind of funny that she won't see me. Almost feel like asking what she's say if I doubled her donation. Ughh, don't want to drive up demand. I guess that kind of thing happens when you go north of age 60 Too bad really that connections are so hard. In this really dry environment I am giving up hope of finding a regular. Many of the girls I have seen are so strung out, it really is hard to expect them to be accountable and dependable. Geez, it's hard enough to get one to answer a text. Still, mostly I like variety. Problem is that the life many of these girls live is really on the edge and if we're going to be in this hobby, we have to have our head on a swivel lest we end up on the wrong side of crazy.
One of the reasons I like this site, is we can help each other understand what / who to avoid. To me it's a big help. I've had a number of very negative experiences. Dyan and the "Trenton Girl next door" being the worst of them. Mostly though, I just can't find the spark that keeps me coming back. And I am trying.
No worries. Addiction takes no prisoners
[QUOTE=Vinnie727;5802741]Oh I get it. Don't think I was coming at you for what you like. Just hate her attitude. For context; her and I were friends behind the whole "work" part. She never got money out of me. But she was supposed to go into rehab, and didn't. And is now doing this so it's a bit obnoxious. But I agree. The well is very dried up here. To the point I'm just like. Ah okay maybe it's time for a break LOL.[/QUOTE]Very few of these girls can recover. That said, it hurts when someone close gets swallowed up in that lifestyle. Ya know, I have a sex problem. No way around the truth of that. I spend way to much time thinking about sex and women. Spend way to much money. Sometimes it's even a little shameful. But I am what I am and I take care of the people around me. So my sex addiction can be something I live with. I have personally experienced the loss of friends to drug addiction. I can tell that this one hurt you. She hurts herself more. Ultimately she will go to rehab. Or worse. That life, unlike mine is not sustainable. I don't know what would have become of me as a young man when I lived some of that. I didn't have an endless supply of woman willing to pay me for sex. It's hard enough to stop when the choice is freedom and honor. I can't fathom the strength a young attractive women needs to walk away. So I get why you feel betrayed but I also get why she hangs on. It's to easy. Until it's to late to often.