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[QUOTE=JoeySmth2;2968334]So I'm pretty happy with that. If I can hold out for 2 more weeks, I'll be in vaca with my SO and unable to indulge. Aiming for 2 months of abstinence. Wish me luck!
Stay safe all.
JS2.[/QUOTE]Good Luck!
A month ago I set what I thought would be an ez goal of 2 weeks for myself. Was only able to make it to 13 days.
I'm becoming aware just what a challenge this will be.
Fall down 7 times. Get up 8.
[QUOTE=DarkSideOfMe;2932036]Great to get away, family trip, daughters, grand kids, son in laws, sun, beach, great all the time (89 degrees,) 3 mile wind blows all the time, so you are never hot. Two half weeks! What more could you want in life? THIS; did I mention I'm going to "ARUBA" 35 years now, also did I mention, (pussy is all legal on the Inland! You read that right. No laws, ages, all fuck bars,24/7 ,just girls, more girls, more girls from all around the world girls that go to this Inland to fuc, k and make money!(most are 10's), just what the fuck I need right now, Ill be out all night, for 2/1/2 weeks trying to fuck all of them!! (great family trip!) stay tuned drk.[/QUOTE]Well I'm back from my family trip 2 weeks with my grand kids, , sand, pool, tan, going out to dinner had, a great time! As I think back now I wonder what the fuck did I enjoy? Yes I had a great time with my grand kids, but I must admit I hit "rock bottom"! Didn't search on line the whole time!(for pussy, that's good right, made it 2 weeks) What I did do was fuck (21,22,year old woman every night) $45.00 a pop! (All 10's on our scale) Never had such a hunger for pussy before. Went to "Aruba fuck bars" like I never have before, was on such a high,(2,3) a night, what a feeling who needs drugs? I had good intentions to keep my sex addition under control, but I couldn't. I'm still feeling, like 18 ,hard dick kid, I'm walking off the ground, after all that young," coked" up pussy that I fucked, what a feeling of power, is it really about fucking young pussy at my age? Is that bad,? I don't know. Been home for 2 weeks and haven't had any pussy, but I'm starting to feel the power struggle, to" hunt "again! Nothing going on over the 4th weekend, but going on Buss. Trip to Columbus next week, holly fuck its starting over again now that I'm thinking about my Buss. Trip! I need to hunt, search the boards, backpage, USA, Indy, for someone to fuck when I'm in Columbus! I really don't think I can get out now, maybe my age will slow me down soon, stop me, who the fuck knows! Drk. Just pray for me.
I've hit an all time low. I haven't posted much on here because I've been so busy fucking as many as I can daily that I have no time to write. I've been fucking 2-3 providers a day. 2016 I've already spent over $50,000. My latest thing is bareback full service and how I can convince them. What dollar amount is each girls number has become a challenge for me. I have no regard of my health and I cum inside them not knowing if they're on the pill. I don't care. I feel invincible and I even pickup civilians at gas stations because I feel so empowered and confident. I fucked one over the weekend in a forest bareback. Went and got another one the same day and made her give me a BBBJ without showering in between to see if the second one would notice the pussy juice on my cock. In between fucking her in different positions I took off the condom and fucked her bareback without her realizing it and pretended I just needed a new rubber because I told her the old one was coming off. I'm fucked up.
[QUOTE=DarkSideOfMe;2975536]Well I'm back from my family trip 2 weeks with my grand kids, , sand, pool, tan, going out to dinner had, a great time! As I think back now I wonder what the fuck did I enjoy? Yes I had a great time with my grand kids, but I must admit I hit "rock bottom"! Didn't search on line the whole time!(for pussy, that's good right, made it 2 weeks) What I did do was fuck (21,22,year old woman every night) $45.00 a pop! (All 10's on our scale) Never had such a hunger for pussy before. Went to "Aruba fuck bars" like I never have before, was on such a high,(2,3) a night, what a feeling who needs drugs? I had good intentions to keep my sex addition under control, but I couldn't. I'm still feeling, like 18 ,hard dick kid, I'm walking off the ground, after all that young," coked" up pussy that I fucked, what a feeling of power, is it really about fucking young pussy at my age? Is that bad,? I don't know. Been home for 2 weeks and haven't had any pussy, but I'm starting to feel the power struggle, to" hunt "again! Nothing going on over the 4th weekend, but going on Buss. Trip to Columbus next week, holly fuck its starting over again now that I'm thinking about my Buss. Trip! I need to hunt, search the boards, backpage, USA, Indy, for someone to fuck when I'm in Columbus! I really don't think I can get out now, maybe my age will slow me down soon, stop me, who the fuck knows! Drk. Just pray for me.[/QUOTE]542 posts and still a regular member. You must be one bad motherfucker. We need to petition admin for your senior status. Actually who gives a shit about that? The real players know who you are. You're a platinum member in my book brother.
[QUOTE=Dsrtp1;2981440]I've hit an all time low. I haven't posted much on here because I've been so busy fucking as many as I can daily that I have no time to write. I've been fucking 2-3 providers a day. 2016 I've already spent over $50,000. My latest thing is bareback full service and how I can convince them. What dollar amount is each girls number has become a challenge for me. I have no regard of my health and I cum inside them not knowing if they're on the pill. I don't care. I feel invincible and I even pickup civilians at gas stations because I feel so empowered and confident. I fucked one over the weekend in a forest bareback. Went and got another one the same day and made her give me a BBBJ without showering in between to see if the second one would notice the pussy juice on my cock. In between fucking her in different positions I took off the condom and fucked her bareback without her realizing it and pretended I just needed a new rubber because I told her the old one was coming off. I'm fucked up.[/QUOTE]Not judging your sexual craving, but you got to stop sneaking about removing the cover to go BB if she has not agreed. Take A Break man. Talk to someone. Take CARE man.
I bookmarked it. Thnx MWiggly2.
[URL]http://www.sexualcontrol.com/[/URL]
Day 8 for me.
Hey guys,
I have been getting out of control lately. I use backpage at least 3-4 times a week. When I'm low on funds I even go to craiglist and get guys to help me out. I'm married and have 2 children and a great relationship, I just like to get off and have a variety of different people. My family does not know. How do I break the cycle? I tried jerking off, but that seems to make it worse.
Thank you for anything that you can help me with!
Hey Joey and Chin up, your comments are so honest and helpful as I just found this link. Have been realizing over past couple of months that I have the addiction. Not easy, when I have known others with drug / alcohol addictions and felt myself so above any bad behavior that is hard to stop.
The past year I retired and found my occasional hobby going to a weekly basis. After nearly 50 Backpage "dates," started making a list of the bad and good along with the expenditure tally. Sobering, but still wanting to play and prowl daily on the BP site and others. Then, busted a few weeks ago by my beautiful, sexy wife of 10 years! Already had decided to stop, at least temporarily until returning from vacation in mid-September. Had called off a Sugar Daddy relationship that started last May which I can give you some details if wanted.
But after reading your guys' accounts here, this is a bad addiction requiring tough work and not a temporary halt. Day 19 day today but still prowling the sites. Did tear up my summary of the good and bad ladies today. Still lay awake at night thinking of the goods. And, of course, intrigued daily by new.
Sure would appreciate your support as I proceed onto Day 20 and beyond. This is not an easy, harmful habit to kick.
[QUOTE=JoeySmth2;2946677]Chin up, FunInOhio! If this was an easy habit to kick, we wouldn't need to be on here talking to each other.
Day 20 for me, but I made an appointment for this morning with a sexy spinner, then overslept and had to miss it. OK, so at least I didn't reschedule for this afternoon. That's half a victory anyway, right?
Tomorrow is 3 weeks.
Meanwhile I picture DarkSideOfMe on a beach somewhere with about 4 girls bent over in front of him, taking turns with one after another as he douses himself with pina coladas and Skittles. But maybe that's just me.
Stay safe guys.
JS2.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=MikeKemmer28;3047063]Hey guys,
I have been getting out of control lately. I use backpage at least 3-4 times a week. When I'm low on funds I even go to craiglist and get guys to help me out. I'm married and have 2 children and a great relationship, I just like to get off and have a variety of different people. My family does not know. How do I break the cycle? I tried jerking off, but that seems to make it worse.
Thank you for anything that you can help me with![/QUOTE]What do you mean you get guys to help you out? HL29.
Been going to Strip Clubs for about 6 years. I've spent a good amount of cash. I like to get a relationship and see what happens, always try and make it fun, LOL. Mostly good but recently been spending too much time and $ on one. I know I'm being played, looking to make a break. Reading previous posts have been most helpful. Thanks.
Ok so I'm trying to visit a little less. I've seen her 50 times so far this year. Last visit was a week ago Tuesday. She emailed me and asked if I could visit today. I think I may succumb. At least I'll only see her once this week. Small progress.
14 days seems to be a wall for me. Twice in the past couple months and once to 13 days is as far as I've gotten before making a call for some relief. That's telling me it may be more physiological than psycological (big words). Years ago I remember making it 3 weeks but I was on anti depressants then too so that helped stretch it out. Don't want to go back on those so not sure what my next move should be.
In the meantime I'm saving a bunch of green.
Also I'm continuing to get legit massages where I know there's no chance in Hell of leaving happy. But it's still relaxing. I feel sorta like a recovering alcoholic having an occasional O'Doul's.
Hmmm.
For guys trying to quit and have made it over a week, do you stop seeing providers or do you stop porn & fapping as well?
[QUOTE=Moiz33;3068667]For guys trying to quit and have made it over a week, do you stop seeing providers or do you stop porn & fapping as well?[/QUOTE]If you are looking at porn, you are going to go do it again.
Glad I found this forum I'm a man that's incredibly Addicted to the trade or hobby. , I see a provider atleast twice a week, and masterbate often every Friday I go out hunting to find a provider or a street walker or anything that crosses my path really. I guess it's in a mans nature to seek the meat, Lost a wife I use to have because of my sexual desires have two older kids and just continuing life with this addiction, but on the bright side even if we do have this addiction I know alot of us are very good people by heart I would assume I am? ,and most of you as well. SADLY I have a girlfriend now, but as I tend to build the relationship and trust with this woman there's is no sexual action in the relationship yet because I tend to respect her as a woman and I don't want to ruin my chances by being creep to her. , Recently I invited her over to Stay the night with me and she grew suspicious of my idea. , Which was clear as day to her what my attentions were and She hit me back with the answer YES, but there's not going to be any sexual action involve in us sleeping together so as a man of my word and in order to grow her trust we had a good day / night took her to dinner, a movie came home slept and the rules were respected, but in between that time frame I went out to seek a provider to get some sexual relief and to get rid of the sex desire, so I can focus on the woman 100% and to give it all a man can do to be a gentleman it's been many years since I did this with any of my ex wifes.
I find no cure in this for me at all I've tried many things.