Sorry for everyone's loss here.
I'm an out of towner. But I share your sense of loss with the passing of a special provider. There's a lot of layers to it for me when it's happened to a cherished lady I would frequently visit. The loss. The sadness. A bit of remorse if my needs led someone else down a dark path. Ultimately we all make our own decisions. But we are saddened when one of the good ones goes away. By all accounts here, Astrid was a good one.
The search for a Astrid replacement
With the loss of a legend, are there recommendations for a reliable replacement?
One who knows how to play the skin flute, sucks dick deep in her mouth, likes a good face fuck, and is a true deepthroater (past the tonsils).
Basically a Linda Lovelace with a clit in her throat?
DM if needed.
Jenni, great smile but lots of makeup
[QUOTE=Pawghtr16;6784869]Just giving a review on nothing I guess. Better luck next time..[/QUOTE]Thanks for the link, while she looks hot I'd be afraid of the plain version opening the door at those rates. Always cute, but the makeup photos are the more powerful draw.
Astrids Credit Card came today
A week ago at this time 11:15 was the last time I heard her voice, early am the last I would ever be in her presence.
The daily stress of having to deal w the pressure of paying for a room was taking its toll on her especially w her health. I talked to her and said I would help her get I'd and I would give her a credit card so she could book a week and advance to take that pressure off. She was especially down that day but after we talked about it she was so relieved.
Yes, giving a credit card to an addict wouldn't seem like a good idea but with Amex you can set a credit limit and authorize charge categories. I felt it was worth the risk to at least try.
Secondly, it would show up on her credit report helping that out. My ultimate goal was to get her back in Pinellas and in her own place. She told me she had looked at a few in the past but could not save up the upfront $. I told her don't worry about that the real challenge is finding a place she could rent in her name. We didn't get that far in the combo but I set enough aside to find the startup costs.
A lot would have to happen before then, most importantly dealing w her health. By. Relieving her daily stress and trying to get her a more positive outlook it was my hope she would use less and live a little better. Sadly I w never know.
I had my heart in the right place and her best interest in mind. She was a special girl as many know and I w miss her dearly. Will be loved, missed and remembered for all the years to come. I have no idea what I am going to do in the hobby now. It's very depressing and sad.
Love will see you through
Let me just say how incredibly sorry I am for your loss. Grief is an unrelenting companion, I've sat with him before. Sometimes a loss is so overwhelming I feels like a part of you has died too.
I pray God may assuage the anguish of your bereavement, and leave you only the cherished memories of your friend. Love is powerful. It will see you through. Love has the power, to make the weakest man Tower, to make the strongest man cower, there is no end to its power, love is a fire, whose flames reach higher and higher, love burns with endless desire, to see us home.
Hang in Brother.
Goat.
[QUOTE=Reaper400;6786453]A week ago at this time 11:15 was the last time I heard her voice, early am the last I would ever be in her presence.
The daily stress of having to deal w the pressure of paying for a room was taking its toll on her especially w her health. I talked to her and said I would help her get I'd and I would give her a credit card so she could book a week and advance to take that pressure off. She was especially down that day but after we talked about it she was so relieved.
Yes, giving a credit card to an addict wouldn't seem like a good idea but with Amex you can set a credit limit and authorize charge categories. I felt it was worth the risk to at least try.
Secondly, it would show up on her credit report helping that out. My ultimate goal was to get her back in Pinellas and in her own place. She told me she had looked at a few in the past but could not save up the upfront $. I told her don't worry about that the real challenge is finding a place she could rent in her name. We didn't get that far in the combo but I set enough aside to find the startup costs.
A lot would have to happen before then, most importantly dealing w her health. By. Relieving her daily stress and trying to get her a more positive outlook it was my hope she would use less and live a little better. Sadly I w never know.
I had my heart in the right place and her best interest in mind. She was a special girl as many know and I w miss her dearly. Will be loved, missed and remembered for all the years to come. I have no idea what I am going to do in the hobby now. It's very depressing and sad.[/QUOTE]