Sexual Addiction Reports

[QUOTE=Popeyemadison;2306388]Not sure whether to be proud or embarrassed, perhaps both?

[ATTACH=CONFIG]357325[/ATTACH][/QUOTE]The good news is in this hobby of ours. That's A Perfect Score!

The bad news is in real life. Thats A Perfect Fail. !

I scored a 17.

On a side note while out shopping over the weekend I picked up a book on Sexual Addiction. But instead of reading it I set up a late night massage last night with a young new Asian doing in calls at her condo. Way more fun than reading.

Welcome To The Jungle where I'm afraid "You can check out but you may never leave. ".

[QUOTE=LexintonLuther;2302241]After reading all the personal insight in this forum it makes you take a step back and look at what you're doing and how you're living. I enjoy the hobby and it is a big part of my life and by choice. I am in my mid 40's, no kids, no wife or ex wives and working a job that I love and very well compensated for and allows me to enjoy a life of luxury and travel. My money is not shared with any one and I choose to do as I will. The hobby works for me and I get what I want t and the providers get what they want. I get to walk away without any drama or misunderstandings. I choose the girls I spend my time with and not the other way around. Sure I would love to be married one day and have the house the kids and the dog but for now it not in the cards yet. I dated so many women that I got tired of the games, sure I've spent thousands on my hobby but try taking a couple different women out a few night s a week and see how much you spend and at the end of the night you leave alone and have to go take the cold shower. Not for me and I treat some of the providers very well and more than a few occasions have taken them on trips with me even business dinners to help close a deal when a special client needs that distraction of a beautiful woman and at the end of the night without a doubt I will be getting some with no questions or complaints.

I grew tired of so many women out there looking for that wealthy man for a marriage but don't bring anything to the table but maybe good looks and a hot body and those looks will not last forever. So for now I choose this life style. Of my 800 plus reports, I would guess at least 600-650 are about the women I have spent time with and it's not bragging it's just a fact of my life that I live and can afford to live without hurting anyone. So am I sexual addicted? You bet your ass I am.

Lex.[/QUOTE]Oh my gosh, I feel even worse now. After reading many of your posts throughout the years, I would have sworn you were with a lot more providers. My best guess is I'm over 5,000 different providers and I'm also in my mid 40's. Am I an addict? Fuck yeah. I'm about to go get my second piece of ass of the day on Christmas eve.

I am very happy to see like minded people. I hope this hobby will be accepted by all one day as this is the only secret I have. Everything else in my life is by the book but I am single and hate all of the drama and hard work of a relationship especially when she gets older and fatter. I like to stay in shape to I prefer younger energetic happy women with great bodies. Plus it is great when I work hard, make a lot of money that I get to keep, go out and meet a hot woman for a great time, then go back home and go to sleep without any of the problems. I scored a 13 on that test by the way.

Am I still an addict? It was 7 weeks without porn, mastb, sex! Do I like the feeling I have now? Fuck no, no real sex drive, no sense of the feeling of a women touch. This is my only vice and I hide it very well, I thought I could leave it but I can't, I have decided to be an addict for now, I'm in my 60's and happy with it and the feeling it leaves me with, need, want more pussy now, then when I was in my 20's! I only scored a" 7-8", still may have hope. . I'm going to LV. This weekend, going, to FUCK as many as I can, take it for the team!! I'm I a addict? Fuck yaa. Drksd.

[QUOTE=Dsrtp1;2308912]Oh my gosh, I feel even worse now. After reading many of your posts throughout the years, I would have sworn you were with a lot more providers. My best guess is I'm over 5,000 different providers and I'm also in my mid 40's. Am I an addict? Fuck yeah. I'm about to go get my second piece of ass of the day on Christmas eve.[/QUOTE]The post count that I mentioned is only that I now write reviews of the women I currently have seen in the time frame that I have joined this review board, A totally of women I have seen privately (girl friends, One night stands, etc) I don't know that number. The professionals I have encounter in my adult life I would be afraid to guess that total number because I have been in this hobby for well over 20 years and travelled the world while doing so. By no means am I " "Wilt Chamberlain" or make his claims of fucking over 20,000 women but I will say we could sit for a few hours and exchange stories..lol

Lex.

[QUOTE=DarkSideOfMe;2340783]Am I still an addict? It was 7 weeks without porn, mastb, sex! Do I like the feeling I have now? Fuck no, no real sex drive, no sense of the feeling of a women touch. This is my only vice and I hide it very well, I thought I could leave it but I can't, I have decided to be an addict for now, I'm in my 60's and happy with it and the feeling it leaves me with, need, want more pussy now, then when I was in my 20's! I only scored a" 7-8", still may have hope. . I'm going to LV. This weekend, going, to FUCK as many as I can, take it for the team!! I'm I a addict? Fuck yaa. Drksd.[/QUOTE]Welcome back to jungle. Once you've entered deep, it's hard to escape. Happy hunting in LV. Please do share any stories as the only thing I enjoy nearly as much as experiencing myself is reading about others' adventures.

[QUOTE=LexintonLuther;2340818]The post count that I mentioned is only that I now write reviews of the women I currently have seen in the time frame that I have joined this review board, A totally of women I have seen privately (girl friends, One night stands, etc) I don't know that number. The professionals I have encounter in my adult life I would be afraid to guess that total number because I have been in this hobby for well over 20 years and travelled the world while doing so. By no means am I " "Wilt Chamberlain" or make his claims of fucking over 20,000 women but I will say we could sit for a few hours and exchange stories..lol

Lex.[/QUOTE]I certainly enjoy reading your posts. You are a great writer and have come to enjoy and actually look forward to reading your posts. Happy hunting and be safe!

I'm really at the point that I want to find a new vice. I love seeing girls, I love having sex and love the feel of a women against my body. Iv been a single guy for quite a few years so this is a good way to get laid and not have a commitment. The last two girls iv seen, one I have not written a review by request has been great, especially the one I seen today, her attitude and skill was near the top.

Problem is I am starting to find it affecting my everyday life. I obviously am not made of money but I am spending it like I have it to burn. I'm a single parent, I need to provide for my children. I make a good living, but I can say I just looked at my bank records for the past year and I have spent well over $5000 in the this hobby and I usually only go for the $60 short stay or AMP's. That obviously is not pocket change and its money I need to save somehow.

As stated, today I seen an awesome provider but its been requested that a review not be written. But I am sitting here thinking "man, she was worth every penny" but then I realize that I have been into my savings which I am saving for a vacation to Vegas. Everything for the trip is paid for, but if I keep dipping into the funds, I will get to Vegas and be broke and then what would be the point. Actually Vegas got me into this hobby, its where I seen my first provider.

My bills are paid, my kids are fed and we all have clothes on our backs and a nice house in a great neighborhood. I have a good job but this vice of mine is starting to get to be financially to much and out of control. I come home and kick myself when I do this because I am spending money, getting laid but when I look at my bank account I have nothing to show for it. The only positive is I get laid when I want with no obligations to know their name or buy them breakfast in the morning.

I need another outlet that is not so costly. I think I will get back into photography, maybe start working out, something to occupy my time so that I am not getting the urge to troll BP or CL or hit up an AMP. Its going to take willpower and I am not sure I can do it, I know the girl I seen today has me wanting to come back again and again but at $100 a pop, that can kill any savings I have.

I know this site is about making reports but I needed an outlet to vent. Neither my friends nor my Co-workers know I participate in the hobby and I just have no other outlet to vent I guess. First thing I need to do is quit coming to this board but damn its fun reading the stories.

I cannot say I know what my future is going to hold, but I need to find a way to not spend so much money on these girls. I just did the math for what I have spent since Jan 1 and if I keep going, I will spend 15 k this year, so between what I spent from last year and on track for this year, I could pay off my car loan.

I know, you guys are thinking there is no way I am spending that much, but I do not report all the time. I try to keep some on the DL, some of these are Sugar Babies and those are really draining on the account.

[QUOTE=JustHereNow;2396205]I'm really at the point that I want to find a new vice. I love seeing girls, I love having sex and love the feel of a women against my body. Iv been a single guy for quite a few years so this is a good way to get laid and not have a commitment. The last two girls iv seen, one I have not written a review by request has been great, especially the one I seen today, her attitude and skill was near the top.

Problem is I am starting to find it affecting my everyday life. I obviously am not made of money but I am spending it like I have it to burn. I'm a single parent, I need to provide for my children. I make a good living, but I can say I just looked at my bank records for the past year and I have spent well over $5000 in the this hobby and I usually only go for the $60 short stay or AMP's. That obviously is not pocket change and its money I need to save somehow.

As stated, today I seen an awesome provider but its been requested that a review not be written. But I am sitting here thinking "man, she was worth every penny" but then I realize that I have been into my savings which I am saving for a vacation to Vegas. Everything for the trip is paid for, but if I keep dipping into the funds, I will get to Vegas and be broke and then what would be the point. Actually Vegas got me into this hobby, its where I seen my first provider.

My bills are paid, my kids are fed and we all have clothes on our backs and a nice house in a great neighborhood. I have a good job but this vice of mine is starting to get to be financially to much and out of control. I come home and kick myself when I do this because I am spending money, getting laid but when I look at my bank account I have nothing to show for it. The only positive is I get laid when I want with no obligations to know their name or buy them breakfast in the morning.

I need another outlet that is not so costly. I think I will get back into photography, maybe start working out, something to occupy my time so that I am not getting the urge to troll BP or CL or hit up an AMP. Its going to take willpower and I am not sure I can do it, I know the girl I seen today has me wanting to come back again and again but at $100 a pop, that can kill any savings I have.

I know this site is about making reports but I needed an outlet to vent. Neither my friends nor my Co-workers know I participate in the hobby and I just have no other outlet to vent I guess. First thing I need to do is quit coming to this board but damn its fun reading the stories.

I cannot say I know what my future is going to hold, but I need to find a way to not spend so much money on these girls. I just did the math for what I have spent since Jan 1 and if I keep going, I will spend 15 k this year, so between what I spent from last year and on track for this year, I could pay off my car loan.

I know, you guys are thinking there is no way I am spending that much, but I do not report all the time. I try to keep some on the DL, some of these are Sugar Babies and those are really draining on the account.[/QUOTE]Dude I feel exactly the same way you do. It's not easy to quit this shit, I have tried several times and I blow through my money as well. I try to tell myself that I'll cut back and only see 1 girl a month but that's impossible for me. I think part of it is the thrill of trying to find that gem because honestly most of these girls suck. Stay strong man and good luck.

[QUOTE=JustHereNow;2396205]I'm really at the point that I want to find a new vice. I love seeing girls, I love having sex and love the feel of a women against my body. Iv been a single guy for quite a few years so this is a good way to get laid and not have a commitment. The last two girls iv seen, one I have not written a review by request has been great, especially the one I seen today, her attitude and skill was near the top.

Problem is I am starting to find it affecting my everyday life. I obviously am not made of money but I am spending it like I have it to burn. I'm a single parent, I need to provide for my children. I make a good living, but I can say I just looked at my bank records for the past year and I have spent well over $5000 in the this hobby and I usually only go for the $60 short stay or AMP's. That obviously is not pocket change and its money I need to save somehow.

As stated, today I seen an awesome provider but its been requested that a review not be written. But I am sitting here thinking "man, she was worth every penny" but then I realize that I have been into my savings which I am saving for a vacation to Vegas. Everything for the trip is paid for, but if I keep dipping into the funds, I will get to Vegas and be broke and then what would be the point. Actually Vegas got me into this hobby, its where I seen my first provider.

My bills are paid, my kids are fed and we all have clothes on our backs and a nice house in a great neighborhood. I have a good job but this vice of mine is starting to get to be financially to much and out of control. I come home and kick myself when I do this because I am spending money, getting laid but when I look at my bank account I have nothing to show for it. The only positive is I get laid when I want with no obligations to know their name or buy them breakfast in the morning.

I need another outlet that is not so costly. I think I will get back into photography, maybe start working out, something to occupy my time so that I am not getting the urge to troll BP or CL or hit up an AMP. Its going to take willpower and I am not sure I can do it, I know the girl I seen today has me wanting to come back again and again but at $100 a pop, that can kill any savings I have.

I know this site is about making reports but I needed an outlet to vent. Neither my friends nor my Co-workers know I participate in the hobby and I just have no other outlet to vent I guess. First thing I need to do is quit coming to this board but damn its fun reading the stories.

I cannot say I know what my future is going to hold, but I need to find a way to not spend so much money on these girls. I just did the math for what I have spent since Jan 1 and if I keep going, I will spend 15 k this year, so between what I spent from last year and on track for this year, I could pay off my car loan.

I know, you guys are thinking there is no way I am spending that much, but I do not report all the time. I try to keep some on the DL, some of these are Sugar Babies and those are really draining on the account.[/QUOTE]I know the feeling. Spent more than 5 k. Its call a sexual addiction which many of us here have.

[QUOTE=Hooter12;2396417]I know the feeling. Spent more than 5 k. Its call a sexual addiction which many of us here have.[/QUOTE]I don't know about anyone else, but I am addicted to sex have spent more than 5 k.

Over the years, some good investments, some rip offs, and some average. I have found that a good massage he provider, like charlee, or dezi, etc is one outlet, but expensive. I now do mostly SW and no sex, just bbbjs, and fiv. I can see a couple of providers for. 5-. 6 every couple of weeks and I have fed the monster. I am widowed, and do not want a fkin nagging ***** in my house, so dating civilians is not an option, cause, ALL of them want a relationship. You as well as the rest of us have options. Counseling, support groups, cause cold turkey does NOT work for most. Or figure out a way to get cheaper service less often. IMHO good luck man!

GR.

Yes it is an addiction. For me its not the thrill of the hunt because 99.5% of the time I only see girls that have been reviewed by others on this site that I trust. For the SB situation its a bit more tricky because these girls do not have reviews and I am taking a chance. I have only had one bad experience with it an that was with a 19 year old girl who wold go on dates and stuff but never would go farther, she just wanted the gifts, food and a loan here and there which ended up being gifts because she was not paying it back.

The joy in this is getting off when I want, how I want and not doing it myself. I NEVER bring a girl back to my place and I do not want a relationship so this is what I do.

Iv decided and I hope I can have the will power to do it, not to see a girl weather BP, AMP or SB until after my Vegas trip in June and even then I am hoping to have kicked the habit. Its going to be hard (no pun intended) but if I want to have a vacation I will enjoy, I NEED to save this money.

[QUOTE=Hooter12;2396417]I know the feeling. Spent more than 5 k. Its call a sexual addiction which many of us here have.[/QUOTE]There are good groups out there for those that struggle with it. Pm me for more info.

Just here now. I'm 65 been doing it 25 yrs I'm sure, strip clubs. AMPs, craigslist and now BP, well I got caught this past in a sting, that will fxxing wake you up, oh I'm horny but god I got to be careful now, can't ever trust a BP, if its not a cop could be an informant, she even said she wasn't a cop, 3 thugs throw me on bed handcuff's, 24 hrs in slammer, only sun in this cloud I was out of town, and it hasn't got to sig other. Addiction can kill us, I think the AMP is the safest way to go they have the cameras and always lock the doors. Good luck be careful guys.

Ok. Is it an addiction?

My father is a Psychologist. I am a former cocaine addict (beat that by myself). This shit we do is more addictive that any cocaine problem. I speak from experience. All of the exact Dopamine transfers, mood alterations, triggers, adrenaline rush, high intensity exhilarating emotions are duplicated in hobbying as are in drug addiction. I have experienced them (and continue to) while plying my craft. Hell even when the email flag pops up on a return request for a appointment gives me a major head rush (you know what I mean!

Yep. If your on this forum you are in an addiction! How is this. I have been spending about $2400 a month on this hobby. I love it. But pray for me.