A hard on as we age, from my perspective is psychological and how you take care of yourself. I can remember being 18, and back then I would've fucked a hole in a dirty diaper. Even when I first starting mongering, I just didn't think that hard about what I was doing. The little head was thinking as the saying goes. Nowadays it stands at attention just fine, given most circumstances. And those circumstances deal mainly with psychological like everyone. Back a few months ago I took a little weekend trip to get away from a bunch of personal shit and one night had about 10 too many Budweisers and began talking to a young lady when I was about 3-4 deep. I had a pretty good buzz. No where near drunk. So we flirted and we both continued to drink and eventually left. Well, on the way back to my motel we came across an accident with all the blue and red lights in the world. Now anyone who's anyone who's been out drinking knows you sober up real quick when something like that happens. So at that point I began to sorta look at this girl more closely than Mr. Bud was doing before. Given the darkness it was hard to tell. So, once we entered the motel and I could see what I was dealing with, two hours earlier I would've told you I was with Christy Brinkley. Now after sobering up somewhat, it might as well been David Brinkley. I mean this girl was a fucking mess and I'm thinking, "there's no way this shit here is going to happen." Maybe in a cave but not here. I then began to try and think of a way get her the hell back. Once she got into the room she went directly to the bathroom to piss. I'm trying to come up with something and she's in there pissing like a lumberjack. Never heard such a racket from a girl. From the acoustics in a Hampton Inn, you could record a fucking album. Anyway I ease over to the door for a better listen and as her piss trails off she lets out a grown man sized fart, and then a grunt and strain followed. And at that point, it was like I was in an episode of Fear Factor. I began to gag and eventually had to go over to the kithenette sink and hurl up $50 worth of beer. At that point I didn't know she was even still there. In between hurls I hear the toilet flush and she comes out as I'm face down in the sink. To her credit she was very concerned. I just told her obviously I don't feel well and needed to take her back to whereever. I asked for her number and told her I would call her and the next night we would do something(not hardly). And she kept on asking me "are you sure you're going to call me?" "Oh yeah" I said. Not so much. As for other girls for me to get a rager nowadays with some SW or working girl... They don't make a blue pill big enough. The things that can run through your head will ruin your other head. I've said it before on here. My SW days were over after hearing about and then watching The First 48 that included a SW I had patroned only once before, being involved in the murder of a guy. And I had been in the same house before with her where the murder took place. That shit will wake you up and put things into perspective. When you start dealing with people who's only goal in life is to get dope in them, it's only a matter of time before something bad can happen. Luckily I got out of that part before something did. When I walked into that house with that girl that day, anything could've happened. But for some reason it didn't and I just wasn't thinking. As I've said before I've tried all the different genres of trying to get your nut. From SW's to MP'S and everything in between. And looking back, now I can be of some service to others hopefully, to not make those same stupid mistakes. My advice to you Silverdawg. Get you a real, non working lady. Someone you think the world of and vice versa. And then everything will be fine.
[QUOTE=SilverDawg;1992383]Saw where spidey is stepping down and I am about to that point but not by choice. I am nearly 60. The equipment will still inflate but lately it defates before its time. The blue pill just gives such a headache I can't do that.
Any thoughts, ideas, tips, or remedies greatly appreciated.[/QUOTE]