Sexual Addiction Reports

[QUOTE=Member #2041;1141810]Well, I'm addicted to fucking hotties. I'm also addicted to breathing. I've decided not to do without either one. But jerking off to porn has helped me to manage to keep my fucking hookers down to around once a week.[/QUOTE]My advice to you is this.

Since I have traveled extensively I have found that being in a city that has more women than men, don't hurt! I don't know where you're from, #2041, but that should be your goal, right now. In that sort of environment, it's easy to get several women at a time and that makes the hunting for a mate, a lot easier!

At least then you'll get your money's worth. .

[QUOTE=Icarus02; 1132766]This will seem almost comical, but I have been addicted for years and I think I have finally found a cure. It is simple and it has worked for me.

Everytime you think about calling a provider or cruising, DO THIS: Open your porn collection and jerk off. As obvious and stupid it may sound it really works. As soon as you are finished you will get this weird sense of happiness accompanied by 3 thoughts:

1) You saved yourself quite a bit of money just by jerking off.

2) Realization that calling a provider is stupid, time wasting and unnecessary.

3) Feeling carefree that you did not risk having STDs and entire cycle of worries that would normally start as soon you are finished with provider (I hated that feeling)

Yes, desires will come again, but just stop yourself with porn. When you are on BP or whereever else, close that browser and open up the porn. Jerk it off and be done with it! That plan works for me. TRY IT! [/QUOTE]

Doing something so incredibly fucking stupid that you can't even believe a human being made that conscious decision, yet somehow, by some fantastic absolute miracle you come out with nothing but scratches and you fucking say, out loud, I will never do something that brainless again, I was so lucky, if I stop now I'm ahead of the game, I have so much to lose, I'm fucking done with all of it, I'm fucking sick of all of it. And a week later its like it never happened. There's no memory of any of it. Its like it was a dream and all you took away was how better not to get fucking caught next time. I fucking hate that. I hate that part of myself

[QUOTE=TampaBay999;1209486]Doing something so incredibly fucking stupid that you can't even believe a human being made that conscious decision, yet somehow, by some fantastic absolute miracle you come out with nothing but scratches and you fucking say, out loud, I will never do something that brainless again, I was so lucky, if I stop now I'm ahead of the game, I have so much to lose, I'm fucking done with all of it, I'm fucking sick of all of it. And a week later its like it never happened. There's no memory of any of it. Its like it was a dream and all you took away was how better not to get fucking caught next time. I fucking hate that. I hate that part of myself[/QUOTE]I don't hate myself but I love to fuck broads. The best part is when my cock is good and hard and I rub it up against her *nt and and her *nt starts to get wet and then the lips start to spread and then I ease my little head into that hot wet *nt deeper and deeper until I can feel myself coming. That is the greatest pleasure and I am a sex addict.

[QUOTE=Emme Gee; 1122129]This one?

[url]http://popfap.com/videos/watch/302152_Megan_Madsen_first_time_ever_on_camera[/url]

[/QUOTE]It is not available any more! I want to see that.

[QUOTE=Orlando J;1213515]It is not available any more! I want to see that.[/QUOTE][url]Http://www.tube8.com/teen/a-very-orgasmic-megan-madsen/417412/[/url]

[QUOTE=Orlando J;1213515]It is not available any more! I want to see that.[/QUOTE]I found a great addictive video (Is that the one?)

[url]http://www.cliphunter.com/w/600168/Megan_Madsen_first_time_ever_on_camera[/url]

I know a guy who's a little over age 50, who met a hot young 21 year old stripper and dated her for about a year. He was surprised it even lasted that long. He said it was a great sugar daddy / sugar baby relationship. He took care of her and she took care of him. Almost weekly, sometimes more often. I imagine he spent thousands of dollars on her. While he enjoyed her company, he thought he could take care of her by showing her a better life. But it didn't happen.

For those of you that have dated these girls before, which of the following things do you think would bring about the end of such a relationship:

- a mean boyfriend, who's a convicted felon, with lies about him.

- addiction to pain pills. And lies about it.

- arrests for trespassing and shoplifting, says she didn't do it.

- arrest warrants for failing to appear in court.

- drivers license suspension for DUI.

- drivers license revoked for driving while suspended.

- addiction to other drugs, not sure how many or which ones, and lies about it.

- moving 2 or 3 times into awful, dirty, poor trailer neighborhoods.

- ends up living on the street, blowing all money on drugs, and denies it.

- jail time.

I'll give you a hint: it was all of the above.

Have fun. Don't try this at home.

[QUOTE=Orlando J; 1214085]I found a great addictive video (Is that the one?)

[url]http://www.cliphunter.com/w/600168/Megan_Madsen_first_time_ever_on_camera[/url][/QUOTE]NO doubt. That is some seriously hot shit.

I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.

Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.

I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.

But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?

I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL

Any advice is appreciated.

If you do some research online under Sexual Addiction you will find that you are a classic case. It's not about the kill, its the thrill of the hunt. I am in the same position as you and have gone through some highs and lows. It truly is an addiction. Like any addiction there are 12 step programs out there that work for some people. If you are ready to get help, try looking for a local SA or SAA meeting. I keep telling myself I need to get back into recovery but am still looking for another piece of ass.

[QUOTE=Cloaked; 1287657]I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.

Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.

I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.

But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?

I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL

Any advice is appreciated.[/QUOTE]

I think that part of the classic definition of an addiction is it is something you continue despite it negatively affecting your life, and you seem to be doing ok.

If you have plenty of money, stick with the high-end girls, massage parlors, etc, you shouldn't have too many problems. Shit date them if you like get freebies on the side, if you see the girl few times and bareback her, welcome to the real world, I think everyone here does sooner or later, and 99% of us live to tell.

If your civilian girlfriend / ex / wife etc is ok with it, it sounds like you are going to get to have your cake and eat it, too.

You aren't going to get out of this world alive, and you can't take the money with you, so drive on my man.

[QUOTE=Cloaked; 1287657]I started 'doing this' when I posted an ad on CL wanting a massage with a hot girl- back in 2009. This one, reallllly hot black girl responded. She was gorgeous, and would come into the room wearing thigh highs. Eventually, I got to fvck her, she came over late one night, and we ended up having unprotected sex. I was hooked, but felt really stupid about the unprotected sex thing.

Eventually I started surfing BP and getting outcall. Once I got comfortable, even did incall. I've seen VIP girls, who charge 5 an hour to clearly local girls who are 'on something'. I've been very careful with protection. But have 'wandered down that road' of entertaining dating a few girls. Even ended up having a porn star want to date me. I think I've dreamed of about 40 girls. Maybe a few more. And I've spent a lot of $.

I make great money. Easily over 6 figures, and got caught by an ex, who wanted to keep dating me. I don't have to do this, I'm a good looking guy. But I'm clearly addicted to sex and it's affecting my current gf- I need that 'edge' to make it hot and sexy.

But I want to stop. So my question is; should I just find a girl who absolutely rings my bell- all the time or is that just part of the issue? Meaning, eventually I'll want to go out and fvck other girls again. So how do I stop?

I need to stop. I'd like to have a normal life again. I think? LOL

Any advice is appreciated.[/QUOTE]

[QUOTE=Orlando J; 1032548]Which porn-star has the best orgasm response? This response might be moaning, shivering, sighing.

If you can give examples it would be great.

P. S.

I know I am making things worse for me as a sexual addict however I just can't help it![/QUOTE]Chloe used to be great at orgasm responses. But nowadays it's just overacting to the max

[QUOTE=Icarus02; 1132766]This will seem almost comical, but I have been addicted for years and I think I have finally found a cure. It is simple and it has worked for me.

Everytime you think about calling a provider or cruising, DO THIS: Open your porn collection and jerk off. As obvious and stupid it may sound it really works. As soon as you are finished you will get this weird sense of happiness accompanied by 3 thoughts:

1) You saved yourself quite a bit of money just by jerking off.

2) Realization that calling a provider is stupid, time wasting and unnecessary.

3) Feeling carefree that you did not risk having STDs and entire cycle of worries that would normally start as soon you are finished with provider (I hated that feeling)

Yes, desires will come again, but just stop yourself with porn. When you are on BP or whereever else, close that browser and open up the porn. Jerk it off and be done with it! That plan works for me. TRY IT![/QUOTE]I use this method frequently, as I'm sure many on these boards do. That chemical that runs through your body once you get yourself all worked up while looking for a hottie magically seems to go away right after you cum. However, jerking off nonstop isn't really the answer to addiction either. It is a safer alternative to banging chicks for money, but is still an addiction in itself.

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