Another option for helpers.
[QUOTE=TuscanyMan;2421982]Google Pharmacy RX One. I have used them two times without any problems. They need to confirm via a phone call back to you the next day that the order is legitimate.
Happy Dreams,
TM.[/QUOTE]Next time you see your regular doctor, ask him if he has samples of Viagra or Cialis. Sometimes, they have sheets of the 5 mg Cialis that they will give you for free.
General Letter / Self Therapy
Ok so I'm not really sure why I'm writing this letter but I have some things I want to get off my chest, some questions and some comments and I don't really have anyone to talk to. So being a part of this community and hobby I figured I would start here. I'm sure I will get some comments, probably some beat downs and hopefully maybe some advise. Not even sure how long this will take me to write so hopefully I don't get too distracted. So here goes.
I've been in this hobby for several years and a part of USG for about 4-5 years. I have a SO but not a great relationship at home, hence why I'm in this hobby. I partake in just about every category from escorts to massage parlors to strip clubs and to street walkers. I've seen some of our great providers on here such as Nana, Joytoy, Nikki Nikki, G-spot Ginger and a few others I can't think of right now. Been to several AMPs and the occasional strip club. Also been in SW scene and this is where my problem lies for the time being. A few years ago I met an UTR girl thru a SW I had seen several times. We actually had several encounters with the 3 of us, which I enjoyed greatly. Over time I eventually started seeing this UTR girl quite a bit more. Now at the time I knew what she was and what we were doing. I never actually saw her walking but I knew what she was doing (if that makes sense). We got closer and shared several personal things in our time together. I even met some of her family members. Eventually she started asking to do things outside of business, such as seeing a movie, getting something to eat etc. Now I know this is where everyone is going to say I screwed up but I'm just going to tell the truth. I actually thought she was being sincere (yea yea I know). Anyway things seemed to progress a little and what do you know, she ends up going away to see her uncle for a while. It was unrelated to this hobby but none the less she was gone for a month. I stayed in touch with her during her vacation and visited her several times also. We wrote letters and spoke on the phone constantly discussing what we were going to do when she returned. During this time we also discussed a "habit" she has but with the time away was sure she could quit. I was hopeful! Long story short she gets out goes right back to her habit. I ask what about our plans for the future and she says she still wants help but yet she stills keeps up with the bad ways. She is convinced that I would never leave my SO and therefore why can't she continue her bad ways. She says she needs a reason to stop. I tell her I will leave my SO (which is honestly the truth because I have really fallen for her at this point) but not until she gets clean. She is using me as excuse for her habit and I am using her habit as an excuse for not leaving my SO. This is where we are at for the time being. I am pretty much convinced that she is not going to get clean despite what she is saying. With that being said this is where I am looking for some comments, questions and / or beat downs. Whether or not we actually ever get together, my feelings for this hobby (at least the SW part) have definitely changed. I used to see the SW and even though I am concerned about everyone's well being, I never really thought about what their habits did to them. I thought to myself, well that's not what I would do but to each his own. Now that I see first hand what these habits can do to a girl, it makes me totally sick!! I feel sooo bad for every girl I see walking the streets now. I have seen my girl so high that she didn't even know where she was or who she was with. It makes me want to help her even more, but I know nobody can help her until she decides she wants the help. I have told her that I would wait for her forever, if she ever decides to get clean but I can't continue to enable her habit. Believe me this hurts so bad inside. My relationship at home has been stale for quite some time now, but I didn't get in this hobby to find a new love just some companionship. Unfortunately I think I found someone I could spend the rest of my life with if she could ever believe in herself and get clean.
Anyway, I guess I just had to get that out. Not really sure what it all means just need someone to talk to. Hope I don't get beat too bad for this.
TBuc1.
[blue]Two things;
1. Intimacy is impossible with an active addict. Seriously, they just can't do it.
2. For the rest of you guys that are going to pile on to this, please cut out part of the post when you quote it to keep the column inches down.
Good luck,
A2[/blue]
Are you Blacklisted or Verified?
Hey Gents & Pooners.
There seems to be a few new sites were the Ladies can Blacklist us or you can get verified. If your having a bad time getting dates this could be why.
Just saying.
[URL]http://backpageblacklist.com/[/URL]
[URL]http://backpageblacklist.com/[/URL]