Well this is not at all what I intended an hour ago. I was going to come back to the office and post about the fact that I have gotten more inquiries about the inspirational magnet that a young lady had given me that I thought perhaps I should pass on to LR to make him feel better than I normally do about young ladies themselves. I was going to have a good laugh posting a picture of it and then I also wouldn't have to answer all the PMs about it. But in the last hour I received an email from someone whom I thought at one time to be a special friend, and that mail has literally devastated me, there is no humor here any more. I discovered that my poorly crafted attempts at jokes coupled with my own insecurities have greatly injured someone I truly cared about. Quite honestly this just sucks, there is nothing I can do about it and not sure anything can make me feel better about it. To some of you that are truly good friends, some whom I expect to see shortly- this is all I will say about this, it is my public mea culpa- but the details and everything else involved will never cross my lips except with the person involved, to whom I have no idea how to make amends, amends which although the injury was totally unintended I am not sure can ever be made. I am just devastated. So I will post the picture, but it will not give me the joy and pleasure I had hoped for, that it would have given merely hours ago. And the sentiment in the piece will give me no solace in regards to this. I'm out of words- I should have learned to keep my mouth shut long ago.