It's been an interesting year, but I think that I'll be stepping away from the hobby for a while. I've had many great times and some frustrating ones. I find myself spending more and more time thinking about a few of the girls and what the drugs are doing to them. I know the nature of the game is to pay and get your satisfaction, but I guess my brain isn't wired like that. There were too many times when I thought I was helping a girl and I realized that I was just digging them in deeper. I think of a few of the girls as friends and when they are hurting, so am I.
Lately, there's been too much hurting.
