I am going straight to hell
[QUOTE=TheHuntsman;3144525]I just wanted to vent and get something off my chest and I think this is the only place to do it. I currently have a gf and we've been "together" for almost two years. Our relationship is a bit complicated so we don't always get to see each other. I am not trying to justify my actions, but I am human and I do need attention both physically and emotionally more than I sometimes got from my gf. With that being said I tried out SA and met a few girls here or there. This summer I started talking to a young thick just graduated from high school 18 yr old. We only met once, because she was so busy enjoying her summer with friends and family before leaving for school. The one time we did meet up we just hung out in my car and made out and performed oral on each other. No full on sex. I figured once she left for school that would be it. She still would text me from college and say she misses me and for me to go visit her. I had no idea she would catch feelings for me so quickly. Tonight she text me and said she feels like I don't like her anymore and asked if I was talking to anyone else. I never told her I had a gf. I told her yes I was talking to someone. Figured I should finally end it because I want to make things work with my gf. I really thought once she went off to college and was going to college parties she would meet someone and start banging all types of guys. Maybe even some girls. Anyway, she went on about how I was an asshole. Which I agree with her totally. Just feeling like shit right now as I didn't mean for this to happen.
Anyone else have anything similar happen to them?[/QUOTE]One of our bowl brothers was away from the bowl for a few years and came back w / a vengeance, w / a post titled 'I am going straight to hell' . I've heard much worse, and I have had much worse done to me in the bowl (rip offs / rinses of multiples of hundreds). I am pretty much a nice guy in civi life and try to have a conscience in my bowl activities, and it sounds like you do too. I don't think you did any lasting damage to this chick. She is a teen after all. No worse than dating others her age. I'd forget about it. But, also be aware this kind of shit happens when dating this demographic. I am 60's and haven't dated a teen yet, but done several 20's. I am often looking at the 30 and 40's girls on SA and have had an arrangement w / one MILF. Much less drama.