Bad experience with my 19 yo I was meeting today
She agreed yesterday to meet me in the FC (nice hotel) and she showed up on time. She looked better than her pictures on seeking and was a really nice girl. We talked for a bit and had great conversation. We discussed a longer term arrangement and things we'd like to do outside of the FC. We then discussed both of our sexual preferences. Mine are pretty simple. She said she enjoyed a little role playing (her as a really young girl and me as an older mature man) and she also enjoys rape play with a safe word and that the word no means yes to her. I was a bit confused as she is 19 and I'm in my late 30's but I think she meant she likes to role play as a younger (underage) girl. Regardless I told her we'd explore those things at later meetings and I'd be fine with just basic sex today. She seemed fine and asked if I was ready to have sex with her. We started with some great kissing and she gave me a great BBBJ. She seemed really into the whole thing. Very eager to please me. I rolled her over on her back and put on protection and went in mish, flipped her over for a bit and then back to mish. The whole time she was enthusiastic and seemingly enjoying everything. We go on for a few more minutes and I see a tear in her eye. I stop and ask what's wrong. She tried to play it off as nothing was wrong but there was a hesitation and she just says I don't think I want to do this anymore. I want to leave. I apologize and tell her I don't want her to be uncomfortable. She gets up calmly and starts putting her clothes back on asking me if I'm ok and apologizing to me over and over again. I grab our agreed ppm $$ from the nightstand and place it on the bed and she says for me to keep my money. I tell her no I insist that she takes the money. She resists a few more times while apologizing but eventually takes it and tanks me, apologizes again and leaves.
I really don't know what went wrong. I asked her while she was dressing if it was me and she assured me that it wasn't me at all while apologizing. She told me prior to us meeting that this would be her second arrangement but I am doubtful and I believe this was her first and she just couldn't go through with it. I'm pretty disappointed because she was gorgeous with a perfect body.