[QUOTE=Cackalope;5645222]Sorry if this becomes somewhat of a rant but it's also a review so bear with me. So many of you know her as barbiana, if you go way back as I do you may know her as Athena from her ballpark days. I've known this beautiful girl for the better part of a decade now. I've made trips from Boston just for her when I wasn't living here. The girl has been a HEAVY user the entire decade I've known her and her body has never been worse for the wear save for a few blemishes or track marks. Decided to treat myself tonight because I hadn't seen her since last year. I brought a ton of money with me expecting her to tak me into several hours like usual. I was shocked at what I found. When she opened the door I saw a horrific sight. Half the girls face was swollen, I can't even describe it, like she was attacked by bees or something. She was extremely emaciated, half the size I was used to seeing her. She apologized for her looks and told me it was late at night and she hadn't done her makeup but that if she did her makeup she'd be looking like a knockout, she was tearing up a bit as she said this because she knew it was a lie. She couldn't use one arm at all and the other was shaking profusely. The smell was awful, I'm not sure if it was her or the room, but it was probably both. She didn't want to take her clothes off because she didn't want to horrify me with what was probably underneath. She wanted to suck me but I didn't want to put it in her mouth or anywhere else. She was upset. She said she wanted to make me cum like she used to. So I tried to jerk off on her without really touching her. I didn't want to make her feel worse. There are sometimes sobering moments for mongers as many of us are feeding our own sort of addictions and this was one of them. As I stared at her and what she had let herself become I couldn't help but ponder if I was looking at a reflection, if I hadn't done the same to my soul. I'm going to be taking a break from this hobby I think.[/QUOTE]Thanks for the review I will not be seeing her she ghosted me once made an appointment for early morning went to Philly for nothing had to mess with a street Chick.