Back to our regularly scheduled program...
Sorry about all the addiction talk. We all have our issues... simple as that. Back to posting SW reports. Thanks to those who have my back though... 'preciate it!
Saving Hos/Escorts/streetwalkers and Addiction
I have moved out of the OC/LA area, but I occassionally return. And though I never participated in street action (I'm more an Escort incall/outcall guy). This has been an insightful read.
Props to all the posters, especially B Malibu. I have recently started to care (a bit too much) for an escort and if I had the means would try to save her from the game. Every time I think about that, I need to read these posts.
It is true that we are all humans (maybe with the exception of a few), and once in a while, we want to save or improve the lives of these women, whom probably would not want to do this if they had other means. But like I said, everytime I start to develop feelings and want to save this escort, I need to read these posts.
And I also wondered if I am addicted, I am trying to quit hobbying by next August to Sept (2011), let's see if I can do it.
Exactly and thanks for the wisdom and information
[QUOTE=Traveler Oa987]I've been following the postings and believe BMal's compassion is well placed. Feeling responsible for someone's lot isn't just for SW's, it can be a cafe server, bartender, contractor etc. When you take the time to talk to a provider you change the relationship from business to semi-personal. It's always about the transaction but once you engage in conversation and establishing common ground, it's only natural that you can't help taking interest. Over the years I've made friends, but in the back of my mind I remember it's only business.
Agreed, it's time to move on.[/QUOTE]B Malibu's compassion is well placed, and no one should stone him for it. But the quote above is exactly on point. It is a business, but when you take time to converse and get to know someone and find commonalities and intellect. You cannot help but take interest, and sometimes, when the girl is sweet and nice. Want to help them. I just have to remember that it is a business, and no matter how sweet I am to her and her to me. I provide her with $ and gifts and she provide me with company and extras. That's all, it gets difficult sometimes when you care about them. But that's their job or their b/f (if they have one) job to help themselves get out and I can only do so much.
As for safety, the previous posts on STDs got me thinking. I used to hate CBJ, now, I think that might be the way to go. My main regular only does CBJ and perhaps that is a good thing. I still have two on my list that does BBBJ, but my main regular and cheap backups only does CBJ, perhaps that is good.
Breaking it to your spouse
In my case, I gave my girlfriend of 10 years a dose of chlamydia and it was basically over. As well is should of been. We tried for a while and she never really trusted me again. IMHO, if your out here doing this you should not be married or have a girlfriend. Once I found this hobby I never really wanted to have a girlfriend but didn't know how to get out of the relationship. So I practiced the hobby and paid the price.