Seriously thinking about leaving this hobby
After reading some of the reviews lately, I just become disgust at myself for putting myself though this. I'm thinking about doing it the old fashioned way going to bars and try to pull bitches. For some reason lately the hobby isn't as fun as it used to be. Shit I've been doing this for 10 years. I've met some great girls but lately some the girls I see on the streets and BP I wouldn't even give them a second look if I saw them at a bar or the supermarket. I'll admit I'm a sex addict. But damn this hobby is getting old for me. I guess the hobby is getting boring to me and its starting to put a hole in my wallet and it's getting riskier. Idk. I think I might play the single mom circuit for a little bit. There's a lot of freaks in Jacksonville that are welling to give it up for free. I understand some of you guys are in relationships but just make sure you know when its enough. Because this shit can ruin your life for good.
Yeah Ghost, I know what you mean
[QUOTE=Ghostxx;2181831]After reading some of the reviews lately, I just become disgust at myself for putting myself though this. I'm thinking about doing it the old fashioned way going to bars and try to pull bitches. For some reason lately the hobby isn't as fun as it used to be. Shit I've been doing this for 10 years. I've met some great girls but lately some the girls I see on the streets and BP I wouldn't even give them a second look if I saw them at a bar or the supermarket. I'll admit I'm a sex addict. But damn this hobby is getting old for me. I guess the hobby is getting boring to me and its starting to put a hole in my wallet and it's getting riskier. Idk. I think I might play the single mom circuit for a little bit. There's a lot of freaks in Jacksonville that are welling to give it up for free. I understand some of you guys are in relationships but just make sure you know when its enough. Because this shit can ruin your life for good.[/QUOTE]Honestly, the fun left this thing for me quite a while ago. I think, out of habit, I just kept doing it but it has gotten very tired! Tell you the truth, most of the time you visit these things on BP, it's like you are racing in the 40 yard dash. I mean, no matter how decent you look as a client, these things want you in and out of there way before your session time is supposed to end. I hate that rushed kind of feeling. I am sure I can be done before my time is up but when they give you that indication that you need to hurry up because someone else is due to arrive for their apt, man, I feel like part of the cattle. I know some guys may say that it is because I do the 15-20 minute sessions that I am rushed; however, based on what I read, many of you that do the 30 minute plus sessions seemed to be rushed just the same.
I'm not one of those types that like long appts anyway as I don't think these people are all that damn interesting anyhow. They surely take you through more shet than a regular relationship and it's not supposed to be that way BUT it is! And we're donating to the college fund! Anyway, man, like I said, slowly but surely, I'm weaning my way out and I will be so glad when this shet is a thing of the past! Let these biatches get them a regular 8 hour job anyways!
You got to Be F'ing Kiddin, Right??
Ya can't post about arrest reports, ya can't post about a chic having a VD, & apparently, ya can't post a video that is meant to be a joke IF YA KNOW HOW TO TAKE THINGS IN ITS PROPER CONTEXT!! In NO F'ING WAY was the video that I attempted to post on here does it advocate violence! Ya can't post this or that, well, WHAT THE FUCK CAN A MOTHERFUCKER POST ON THIS MOTHERFUCKING FORUM, huh?? Gee fucking whiz, I don't know which is worse, getting screwed over by BP chics with a list of what ya can't do OR getting screwed over by the fucking power-tripping ass moderator of this fucking forum?! The moderator is WORSE than these fucking BP chics, so go ahead & fucking ban me, cause I'll be DELETING my account anyway, since this so-called forum isn't helpful to me anyway! Middle finger up & FUCK THE MODERATOR!!