Ursula The Sea Witch

[Rlthree]

I made a promise to Jim 47 days ago when I first came home and started my journey to a new and healthy life. I promised I would make him proud. He got the chance to see me and know without a doubt that I was doing wonderful and was walking a fine line. He couldn't have been more proud of me so although I feel an overwhelming amount of emptiness in my heart, I am happy I had the chance to show him that. We were going to counseling on top of all the treatment and programs I was attending and things were better then ever. He was struggling with the pain I had caused him by the mistakes I had made and he hated me here and there but we were making such great progress. He was in love with me and wanted to spend his life with me as I felt the same way. Jim was my first true love and he had found true love at 51 with me. I cannot even express the guilt I feel. I hate myself 97% of the time for the things I have done to him. He gave me the world, supported me from beginning to end, loved me unconditionally and treated me like a queen. We mentally physically and emotionally abused one another but at the end of the day, we loved each other. He didn't deserve anything I put him through. All he ever wanted was to save my life and to see me be the woman he always knew I was. Yes, I got to show him that before he passed away but I wanted to show him I could do it and never give up. I will continue to make him proud. I know he is with me each day and I have felt his presence twice since he left me. Not a day will go by that he won't be on my mind, I'll think about him 90% of the day, everyday I'm sure. I miss him so very much. He was my soulmate. I am so very thankful for him and everything he ever did for me. He never had to do anything for me, but he wanted to and he did everything he possibly could. He gave me anything I ever wanted and did everything he could to help me and to get me clean and living a healthy life. Everyday that I wake up, I will tell him I love him and will continue making him proud.

- StarBaby.

Baby, I believe your reading this so I want you to know that I love you and I miss you so very much. When you left me, you took my heart with you. I feel empty inside. I miss waking up to your handsome face and smiling with you. You were my bestfriend and I was beyond blessed to be your babygirl. I'll always make you proud and will never give up. I am grateful to have had the 2 years with you that I did. Thank you for everything you did for me. I didn't deserve it half of the time. I love you sweetie, with all of my heart.

Love always,

Your babygirl.

Who really wrote this. Sounds like BS to me. Of course, this is my opinion, so remember that when you reply.

[AUniqueName]

I made a promise to Jim 47 days ago when I first came home and started my journey to a new and healthy life. I promised I would make him proud. He got the chance to see me and know without a doubt that I was doing wonderful and was walking a fine line. He couldn't have been more proud of me so although I feel an overwhelming amount of emptiness in my heart, I am happy I had the chance to show him that. We were going to counseling on top of all the treatment and programs I was attending and things were better then ever. He was struggling with the pain I had caused him by the mistakes I had made and he hated me here and there but we were making such great progress. He was in love with me and wanted to spend his life with me as I felt the same way. Jim was my first true love and he had found true love at 51 with me. I cannot even express the guilt I feel. I hate myself 97% of the time for the things I have done to him. He gave me the world, supported me from beginning to end, loved me unconditionally and treated me like a queen. We mentally physically and emotionally abused one another but at the end of the day, we loved each other. He didn't deserve anything I put him through. All he ever wanted was to save my life and to see me be the woman he always knew I was. Yes, I got to show him that before he passed away but I wanted to show him I could do it and never give up. I will continue to make him proud. I know he is with me each day and I have felt his presence twice since he left me. Not a day will go by that he won't be on my mind, I'll think about him 90% of the day, everyday I'm sure. I miss him so very much. He was my soulmate. I am so very thankful for him and everything he ever did for me. He never had to do anything for me, but he wanted to and he did everything he possibly could. He gave me anything I ever wanted and did everything he could to help me and to get me clean and living a healthy life. Everyday that I wake up, I will tell him I love him and will continue making him proud.

- StarBaby.

Baby, I believe your reading this so I want you to know that I love you and I miss you so very much. When you left me, you took my heart with you. I feel empty inside. I miss waking up to your handsome face and smiling with you. You were my bestfriend and I was beyond blessed to be your babygirl. I'll always make you proud and will never give up. I am grateful to have had the 2 years with you that I did. Thank you for everything you did for me. I didn't deserve it half of the time. I love you sweetie, with all of my heart.

Love always,

Your babygirl.

Do your best to stay on the right path, and don't repeat your past mistakes, and your life will always be one to be proud of. You will find love again, too. I never met you, but I'm sure there is a good person inside you if you let her stay in control. Good luck going forward, Star.

[NotKnown]

I made a promise to Jim 47 days ago when I first came home and started my journey to a new and healthy life. I promised I would make him proud. He got the chance to see me and know without a doubt that I was doing wonderful and was walking a fine line. He couldn't have been more proud of me so although I feel an overwhelming amount of emptiness in my heart, I am happy I had the chance to show him that. We were going to counseling on top of all the treatment and programs I was attending and things were better then ever. He was struggling with the pain I had caused him by the mistakes I had made and he hated me here and there but we were making such great progress. He was in love with me and wanted to spend his life with me as I felt the same way. Jim was my first true love and he had found true love at 51 with me. I cannot even express the guilt I feel. I hate myself 97% of the time for the things I have done to him. He gave me the world, supported me from beginning to end, loved me unconditionally and treated me like a queen. We mentally physically and emotionally abused one another but at the end of the day, we loved each other. He didn't deserve anything I put him through. All he ever wanted was to save my life and to see me be the woman he always knew I was. Yes, I got to show him that before he passed away but I wanted to show him I could do it and never give up. I will continue to make him proud. I know he is with me each day and I have felt his presence twice since he left me. Not a day will go by that he won't be on my mind, I'll think about him 90% of the day, everyday I'm sure. I miss him so very much. He was my soulmate. I am so very thankful for him and everything he ever did for me. He never had to do anything for me, but he wanted to and he did everything he possibly could. He gave me anything I ever wanted and did everything he could to help me and to get me clean and living a healthy life. Everyday that I wake up, I will tell him I love him and will continue making him proud.

- StarBaby.

Baby, I believe your reading this so I want you to know that I love you and I miss you so very much. When you left me, you took my heart with you. I feel empty inside. I miss waking up to your handsome face and smiling with you. You were my bestfriend and I was beyond blessed to be your babygirl. I'll always make you proud and will never give up. I am grateful to have had the 2 years with you that I did. Thank you for everything you did for me. I didn't deserve it half of the time. I love you sweetie, with all of my heart.

Love always,

Your babygirl.

[KaintuckMan]

I had promised to buy Jim a beer the next time I was in town and now my promise will go unfulfilled because he passed away on March 10th 2016 from a massive heart attack. You can find the obituary at Newcomer Funeral Homes. It is my understanding that Star was with him at the time. This is sad for many reasons. Jim was a very difficult man at times, but I do believe he truly loved Star and stuck by her till the end of his time. Once again the Ursula Saga continues, however I will not be writing any more chapters to this story. The story will continue and either be successful or end in another tragedy. Future chapters are really up to Star at this point, just like it always has been. Those that believe in God my want to say a prayer on Jim's behalf. Those that don't, well one more piece of humanity has returned to the dust from which we arose and his contribution in his short existence on this planet did have some impact on others, especially Star. Good bye fellow man, may your off road trip be muddy and extreme, just the way you liked it.

Prayers for Jim. I'm sure the stress with Star caused his death in some degree. Death Certificate should read. Died by Pussy overdose. So sad!

[Member #5077]

I had promised to buy Jim a beer the next time I was in town and now my promise will go unfulfilled because he passed away on March 10th 2016 from a massive heart attack. You can find the obituary at Newcomer Funeral Homes. It is my understanding that Star was with him at the time. This is sad for many reasons. Jim was a very difficult man at times, but I do believe he truly loved Star and stuck by her till the end of his time. Once again the Ursula Saga continues, however I will not be writing any more chapters to this story. The story will continue and either be successful or end in another tragedy. Future chapters are really up to Star at this point, just like it always has been. Those that believe in God my want to say a prayer on Jim's behalf. Those that don't, well one more piece of humanity has returned to the dust from which we arose and his contribution in his short existence on this planet did have some impact on others, especially Star. Good bye fellow man, may your off road trip be muddy and extreme, just the way you liked it.

Thanks for posting FF and rest in peace Jim, thoughts and prayers for the family.

Be safe.

Mamba out!

[Freckle Freak]

I had promised to buy Jim a beer the next time I was in town and now my promise will go unfulfilled because he passed away on March 10th 2016 from a massive heart attack. You can find the obituary at Newcomer Funeral Homes. It is my understanding that Star was with him at the time. This is sad for many reasons. Jim was a very difficult man at times, but I do believe he truly loved Star and stuck by her till the end of his time. Once again the Ursula Saga continues, however I will not be writing any more chapters to this story. The story will continue and either be successful or end in another tragedy. Future chapters are really up to Star at this point, just like it always has been. Those that believe in God my want to say a prayer on Jim's behalf. Those that don't, well one more piece of humanity has returned to the dust from which we arose and his contribution in his short existence on this planet did have some impact on others, especially Star. Good bye fellow man, may your off road trip be muddy and extreme, just the way you liked it.

[SixtiesDude]

Great advice. Should be a sticky post on the front page of this website.

I too was stunned by this story. She seemed unbelievably normal for a provider, more of a girl next door. Saw her maybe six times, and once with Katie, then once just me and Katie. I liked her a lot and was sad for me but happy for her that she found somebody. The only thing I wondered about with her was she told me she had two little girls but didn't have custody? She was remarkable in how many times she could orgasm. Oh well! Wonder what happened to Katie? Tried calling her a couple times but number was out of service.

[New Country]

Well written story. You can't make that shit up. I wouldn't feel bad about trying to help her or believing in her. I've given money and continue to give money to providers I think need help. And yes they lie all the time and are not very good at it. If I thought they were feeding a drug habit I wouldn't do it. I'm still naive enough to think if your nice enough to them they'll stop the lying and bullshit. Just don't give more than you can afford to give. Thanks for taking the time to write it. A form of therapy.

[Deacon Blue]

Just finished the Ursala novel. What a shame.

I did see her a few times, ? 2 years ago when she was just starting. Also saw her with her friend whose name I cannot remember. Never in a million years would have guessed then that this would all develop as it did. Man, it still shocks me.

DnC.

This is a crazy ass story. I saw star and Katie as a threesome and it was really cool. I remember star saying I had the biggest nicer balls she had ever seen. No other girl has ever said that so it stuck with me. She gave direction to Katie and it was the beds threesom ever other than the twins. It's a shame what happened here, I thought she seemed like a nice person. All of these girls are hooked though or they wouldn't be doing this.

[BigGuyUAteMe]

If it was a blond, with a tight little kitty, it was Katie (she was fun then).

BG.

Just finished the Ursala novel. What a shame.

I did see her a few times, ? 2 years ago when she was just starting. Also saw her with her friend whose name I cannot remember. Never in a million years would have guessed then that this would all develop as it did. Man, it still shocks me.

DnC.

[Dickens Cider]

Just finished the Ursala novel. What a shame.

I did see her a few times, ? 2 years ago when she was just starting. Also saw her with her friend whose name I cannot remember. Never in a million years would have guessed then that this would all develop as it did. Man, it still shocks me.

DnC.

[Sunycide]

Goodness gracious.

The drive alone from Indy to the Ville as many times as you did, leaving empty handed, would have me kicking myself.

[Freckle Freak]

While I don't condone any kind of violence for anything I have to agree with Freckle Freak. Not that I'm saying I would want anyone to turn to violence, but if that's in them to start with it would eventually win out anyway, and maybe being picked up for armed robbery would get her enough time to turn her life back around. Just a thought.

Familiar with violence. Did everyone forget that she set up Jim and had him beat up by one of her drug dealer friends? She even told me she did it and I didn't believe her until later when Jim confirmed it without me even asking about it. Don't forget that she told me the last time she came to Indy, when I questioned her about why the police were at my house, was she trying to break in? She said if she had wanted to break in like she had done in the past, she would have busted down the door and taken anything she wanted. She broke in to family members homes and stole from them. So I think it's already obvious that she can and will be violent and instigate criminal acts to achieve her ultimate goal of getting her next fix. In the case of Jim the violence was not fix related, it was sociopathic as indicated in her own words when I asked why, "Because I can".

Oh, but I'm sure that Ursula is the only H addict provider on streets that does this, yah right!

[CardsMan]

I realise that my opinion may not be "politically correct" or even popular: but has anyone considered "the Law of unintended consequences" & how it might affect the options these gals addicted to various kinds dope have for paying for their "fixes"/ doses? Does anyone stop to think what other options they might choose to pay their dope-suppliers? & what effect those "options" might have on many innocent Law-abiding citizens? Or does everyone just assume that if these gals cannot get cash by prostituting themselves, or even scamming or just straight-out stealing-from or even robbing guys who they've lured to the site of what the guy thinks is going to be an act of prostitution (which any guy with two functioning braincells knows is going to be a criminal-act for him to participate in) that these gals will simply check themselves into some detox'&rehab' program & get "clean" & "straight" because they can't get this relatively easy cash? Aren't they instead going to turn to breaking-into & burglarizing innocent peoples homes? Maybe even traumatising or even murdering anyone who confronts them during the burglary? Or will they be so desperate for fast-cash that they skip the time-consuming process of transporting stolen property, probably including precious family heirlooms or personal-memorabilia, & selling it to a "fence" who buys such stolen-property for mere pennies of what it's real cash-value is, & go directly to commiting armed-robberies of diners & convenience-stores & gas-stations & liquor-stores & other cash-rich businesses? & in the course of doing that terrorising & traumatising innocent victims? & increasing the likely-hood that they'll cripple or maim or even murder some innocent cashier or clerk or such? Some innocent Law-abiding somebody who might be working two or three minimum-wage jobs to support their own family?

I'd rather these gals relieve, if even only slightly, the acceleration of violent-crime by getting the cash for their "fixes" by keeping their activities confined to getting cash from guys who are, themselves, willingly participating in an illegal criminal activity ("patronising prostitution") rather than increasing the rate violent-crime, or emotionally-traumatising property-crime, that impacts the lives of truly innocent {& ignorant?} people! _ sincerely: A' K'.

While I don't condone any kind of violence for anything I have to agree with Freckle Freak. If that's what they're going to do then that's what they're going to do. If it was such "easy" money then where is the need to con and steal from their families? The very people that Ursula needs the most she has lied, stolen from, and scammed. Till they would no longer allow that to happen. Then we turn to advertising on the BP for "easy" money, but wait. She, as someone else put it on here, had the "Pretty Woman" ending and that wasn't enough. She bilked her BF Jim out of over 100 K, and scammed FF for a few K too, and all the while she was still seeing mongers for "easy" money! Oh and lets not forget that while she was scamming Jim and FF she was also pulling the ultimate scam on her family with a faked pregnancy which meant she got to steal from ALL of her family again, plus a gofundme account set up for a family members burial costs!! Now that, IMHO is the epitome of hitting bottom, but that happened over a year ago, while she was still with her Fairy Tale ending BF Jim! Sooooo I, for one, don't see where letting them make that easy money is saving anyone, and like FF feel that arrest is the only way to stop a person like this, and being picked up as JUST a provider wouldn't be enough to get her the time she needs to get clean and go straight. Not that I'm saying I would want anyone to turn to violence, but if that's in them to start with it would eventually win out anyway, and maybe being picked up for armed robbery would get her enough time to turn her life back around. Just a thought.

[Zomby]

What happened to the dog?

One of my all time favorite movies.

Thanks for the smile.