Rants, Raves, and Opinions

[HornyGuy Lif]

But I don't regret a single thing I did. I was with a provider who had an addiction to opiates. I knew her for 8 years. She was my best friend and lover for 7. We lived together in my house on and off for about 2 years. I definitely knew she loved me, after about 6 years of being together and her being heavily into drugs, she sacrificed $100 of her own money to buy me a cologne and a hoodie from store during a summer. She said it was a birthday present for me even though my birthday is in December because she didn't know if she would have some money by then. All of you guys here know all their money goes directly to addiction even when they are starving. She wanted to show me that she sincerely loved me. However, she got worse with her addiction and started boozing on top of the opiates. I couldn't keep going with her. I smoke weed and drink. Nothing else. I made the hardest decision of my life and left her for 6 months. That's when I started this hobby on this forum. Banged all the classic hotties in Milwaukee, but missed my girl after every session. Her birthday came up, got in touch with her to meet for her day, we never missed our b days together for 8 years. I was not prepared for what I saw next. She was in a wheel chair with a diaper and bright yellow skin and peeling off dead dry skin from every where. I lost it there. Broke me like twig. I put my self together as best as I could took her to hospital and she started to look better, but was still bed ridden. On my weekends of for about a month I helped take care of her. Changed her diaper, fed her, change her. The person I knew was gone. But she was so happy to see me. I could see her face lit up again when I took care of her. This is hard to type with tears running down my face. LOL. Anywho, she wasn't able to stay at my place because she needed some one to take care of her 24/7. Wasn't long before she started getting yellow skin again and went to hospital by caretakers order I spoke to her from the hospital phone because her immediate family wanted complete privacy. Even from me, but kept me posted. I was ok with that, 2 weeks later I get a call from her step dad and mom she passed away. They unplugged her because she was brain dead. I last spoke to her when she was being put on a medically induced coma. She said she dreamed everyday she's been in the hospital of us 2 driving her from her place all the way to the city to do our regular weekend fun time together, we'd spend 2 or 3 days at a motel partying and trashing motels. Got kicked out of 3 or 4 different ones too! LOL. Good times. I still miss her every day to this day. I don't regret a single thing I did. I met the most important and beautiful person, inside and out, of my life. I love you and miss you so much princess, Rest In Peace.

Sorry to here about your loss but sometimes things are out of your hands and control. You don't control life it controls you. Sounds like your girl was her own worst enemy. Just like drinking most people can handle it others become alcoholics same with opioid. I took Vicodin 5 mg for 2 years for my knees and didn't bother me at all to quit just extremely tired for a day or 2. It's not your fault you couldn't save her. Don't let that eat you up and destroy you! Some people go into re-Han 10-15 times.

[BigMilwaukee]

It had become clear that we all have different reasons for doing this. Some just want a nut and are done, some have fetishes on size, height, skin color, boob or ass size, some of you are some truly depraved motherfuckers. Just saying. There are others that enjoy the time spent. The closeness and connection, real or percieved. It is what it is. I would not ridicule those of you that like to dress up like a pony and get wipped with a riding crop by a hooker in a cowboy outfit. To each his own.

Your words are damn true regarding providers.

But addicts are even more untrustworthy if possible.

And in the OP's story they were providers and addicts.

I am sorry he started using and lost years of his life. But you can't trust providers, can't trust junkies and NEVER can trust junky providers.

[SnowBnnyLvr]

But I don't regret a single thing I did. I was with a provider who had an addiction to opiates. I knew her for 8 years. She was my best friend and lover for 7. We lived together in my house on and off for about 2 years. I definitely knew she loved me, after about 6 years of being together and her being heavily into drugs, she sacrificed $100 of her own money to buy me a cologne and a hoodie from store during a summer. She said it was a birthday present for me even though my birthday is in December because she didn't know if she would have some money by then. All of you guys here know all their money goes directly to addiction even when they are starving. She wanted to show me that she sincerely loved me. However, she got worse with her addiction and started boozing on top of the opiates. I couldn't keep going with her. I smoke weed and drink. Nothing else. I made the hardest decision of my life and left her for 6 months. That's when I started this hobby on this forum. Banged all the classic hotties in Milwaukee, but missed my girl after every session. Her birthday came up, got in touch with her to meet for her day, we never missed our b days together for 8 years. I was not prepared for what I saw next. She was in a wheel chair with a diaper and bright yellow skin and peeling off dead dry skin from every where. I lost it there. Broke me like twig. I put my self together as best as I could took her to hospital and she started to look better, but was still bed ridden. On my weekends of for about a month I helped take care of her. Changed her diaper, fed her, change her. The person I knew was gone. But she was so happy to see me. I could see her face lit up again when I took care of her. This is hard to type with tears running down my face. LOL. Anywho, she wasn't able to stay at my place because she needed some one to take care of her 24/7. Wasn't long before she started getting yellow skin again and went to hospital by caretakers order I spoke to her from the hospital phone because her immediate family wanted complete privacy. Even from me, but kept me posted. I was ok with that, 2 weeks later I get a call from her step dad and mom she passed away. They unplugged her because she was brain dead. I last spoke to her when she was being put on a medically induced coma. She said she dreamed everyday she's been in the hospital of us 2 driving her from her place all the way to the city to do our regular weekend fun time together, we'd spend 2 or 3 days at a motel partying and trashing motels. Got kicked out of 3 or 4 different ones too! LOL. Good times. I still miss her every day to this day. I don't regret a single thing I did. I met the most important and beautiful person, inside and out, of my life. I love you and miss you so much princess, Rest In Peace.

[PipeLayerDaddy]

Your words are damn true regarding providers.

But addicts are even more untrustworthy if possible.

And in the OP's story they were providers and addicts.

I am sorry he started using and lost years of his life. But you can't trust providers, can't trust junkies and NEVER can trust junky providers.

Nobody can be that slow if someone charges you to be friendly (in better terms) they clearly don't care about you like you may want.

[SafeNsaFun]

Your words are damn true regarding providers.

But addicts are even more untrustworthy if possible.

And in the OP's story they were providers and addicts.

I am sorry he started using and lost years of his life. But you can't trust providers, can't trust junkies and NEVER can trust junky providers.

Never fool yourself about a provider. They don't care. They make you feel like you're special (well some of them) but that's their job. That's all it is. Just a means to an end. If you ever feel close to these ladies stop seeing them immediately. Once they catch on that you have a place in your heart for them they will take every advantage of you that they can. You are just a cash cow. If you're looking to these girls to be your companion, quit fooling yourself and get a dog.

[Ps1999]

Lest you be judged. We all have our preferences vices fetishes whatevers. A story was shared with the group, not to be criticized or critiqued, but just to share. Try not to be annoyed or repulsed over the story, but be appreciative that someone felt comfortable sharing a big chunk of their adventure filled life.

I agree. If you read his whole post you can understand where he's coming from on it. Been there, done that, it sucks!

[BigMilwaukee]

Lest you be judged. We all have our preferences vices fetishes whatevers. A story was shared with the group, not to be criticized or critiqued, but just to share. Try not to be annoyed or repulsed over the story, but be appreciative that someone felt comfortable sharing a big chunk of their adventure filled life.

Do you have any self respect?

[AverageJoe40]

Never fool yourself about a provider. They don't care. They make you feel like you're special (well some of them) but that's their job. That's all it is. Just a means to an end. If you ever feel close to these ladies stop seeing them immediately. Once they catch on that you have a place in your heart for them they will take every advantage of you that they can. You are just a cash cow. If you're looking to these girls to be your companion, quit fooling yourself and get a dog.

Spot On advice right there!! I need a dog, much cheaper and in some cases cuter!

[AltereEgo]

Never fool yourself about a provider. They don't care. They make you feel like you're special (well some of them) but that's their job. That's all it is. Just a means to an end. If you ever feel close to these ladies stop seeing them immediately. Once they catch on that you have a place in your heart for them they will take every advantage of you that they can. You are just a cash cow. If you're looking to these girls to be your companion, quit fooling yourself and get a dog.

[Dmb4100]

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[OildaleGuy]

At the top of the page there is "Front Page, Forum, What's New?, Photo Gallery, Abbreviations, .

Click on the Abbreviations button and you can find your answer.

While this is true and a good place to start, different girls and mongers use different abbreviations all the time which is dumb as hell. Standardize our system!! LOL.

[RagnarL]

Hi, I am a new posting member.

When the cost of service is something like $30 for 30 minutes; $50 for 1 hour and $160 for overnight. Does this really mean $300 for 30 minutes. $1600 for overnight OR is it a fake?

Thanks for any advice.

Totally fake!

[Wanttoknow67]

At the top of the page there is "Front Page, Forum, What's New?, Photo Gallery, Abbreviations, .

Click on the Abbreviations button and you can find your answer.

Hi, I am a new posting member.

When the cost of service is something like $30 for 30 minutes; $50 for 1 hour and $160 for overnight. Does this really mean $300 for 30 minutes. $1600 for overnight OR is it a fake?

Thanks for any advice.

[Spurious Puck]

Hi, I am a new posting member.

When the cost of service is something like $30 for 30 minutes; $50 for 1 hour and $160 for overnight. Does this really mean $300 for 30 minutes. $1600 for overnight OR is it a fake?

Thanks for any advice.

[RustyCage]

I'd like the opinion of some senior members who post actual reports. We all know through sad and frustrating experience that many adds are fake. In your opinion, how many reviews are straight up BS. Not just a difference of personal preference. I'm thinking it has to be close to 50%.

From my standpoint, I believe most of the reviews are legit. Just because a certain service was given to one, it may not be given to another. Comfort, being a regular customer OR. $$ being the key factor. There is a share of these ladies that are users and when they are using, chances are, your time together will be less than memorable (in a good way).

Good luck out there!