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07-05-16 20:16 #469
Posts: 374You're still a bad boy
Originally Posted by DarkSideOfMe [View Original Post]
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07-05-16 19:23 #468
Posts: 374All time low
I've hit an all time low. I haven't posted much on here because I've been so busy fucking as many as I can daily that I have no time to write. I've been fucking 2-3 providers a day. 2016 I've already spent over $50,000. My latest thing is bareback full service and how I can convince them. What dollar amount is each girls number has become a challenge for me. I have no regard of my health and I cum inside them not knowing if they're on the pill. I don't care. I feel invincible and I even pickup civilians at gas stations because I feel so empowered and confident. I fucked one over the weekend in a forest bareback. Went and got another one the same day and made her give me a BBBJ without showering in between to see if the second one would notice the pussy juice on my cock. In between fucking her in different positions I took off the condom and fucked her bareback without her realizing it and pretended I just needed a new rubber because I told her the old one was coming off. I'm fucked up.
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06-30-16 19:18 #467
Posts: 2681Back
Originally Posted by DarkSideOfMe [View Original Post]
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06-30-16 17:57 #466
Posts: 665Originally Posted by JoeySmth2 [View Original Post]
A month ago I set what I thought would be an ez goal of 2 weeks for myself. Was only able to make it to 13 days.
I'm becoming aware just what a challenge this will be.
Fall down 7 times. Get up 8.
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06-25-16 12:08 #465
Posts: 235Today is Day 37
So I'm pretty happy with that. If I can hold out for 2 more weeks, I'll be in vaca with my SO and unable to indulge. Aiming for 2 months of abstinence. Wish me luck!
Stay safe all.
JS2.
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06-21-16 09:27 #464
Posts: 10I am a sex / pornography addict
But this is my first step. Admitting that what I thought was over, still oppresses me.
God has created some beautiful creatures and like many men I look to the creation rather than the creator. "There is no temptation that is not common to man, but with that temptation, He will make a way of escape".
Some temptations are too powerful, so we have to run from it. Not dabble in it, and think we are strong enough flirt with it.
I am preaching to myself guys. 50 years of addiction, two failed marriages directly related to it. Thousands of wasted hours.
Tens of thousands of dollars.
I started reading USASG for obvious reasons, then I found this thread. I am making a commitment to become free.
Thanks for your ear and encouragement.
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06-08-16 18:57 #463
Posts: 235Originally Posted by FunInOhio [View Original Post]
Day 20 for me, but I made an appointment for this morning with a sexy spinner, then overslept and had to miss it. OK, so at least I didn't reschedule for this afternoon. That's half a victory anyway, right?
Tomorrow is 3 weeks.
Meanwhile I picture DarkSideOfMe on a beach somewhere with about 4 girls bent over in front of him, taking turns with one after another as he douses himself with pina coladas and Skittles. But maybe that's just me.
Stay safe guys.
JS2.
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06-06-16 18:25 #462
Posts: 8836 days and start over
Originally Posted by JoeySmth2 [View Original Post]
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05-31-16 19:51 #461
Posts: 235Hang in there, FunInOhio
Originally Posted by FunInOhio [View Original Post]
Then a 3-day weekend in another city with my SO, that should be safe too. Spending lots of money on the SO, sure, but that's how it's supposed to be. I'm sure I'll think about the girls plenty but lack of opportunity should get me to Day 19 or 20 without too much trouble.
Congratulations on your one-month chip, FunInOhio! If nothing else, think of the money you've saved and the health scares you've spared yourself.
Stay safe brothers.
JS2.
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05-31-16 04:28 #460
Posts: 88Family Trip
Originally Posted by DarkSideOfMe [View Original Post]
I am on day 31 now. I Thinking About a couple of my favs though.
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05-28-16 11:12 #459
Posts: 2681Family Trip
Great to get away, family trip, daughters, grand kids, son in laws, sun, beach, great all the time (89 degrees,) 3 mile wind blows all the time, so you are never hot. Two half weeks! What more could you want in life? THIS; did I mention I'm going to "ARUBA" 35 years now, also did I mention, (pussy is all legal on the Inland! You read that right. No laws, ages, all fuck bars,24/7 ,just girls, more girls, more girls from all around the world girls that go to this Inland to fuck and make money!(most are 10's), just what the fuck I need right now, Ill be out all night, for 2/1/2 weeks trying to fuck all of them!! (great family trip!) stay tuned drk.
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05-28-16 10:17 #458
Posts: 2681Thnks that helped
Originally Posted by JoeySmth2 [View Original Post]
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05-28-16 09:33 #457
Posts: 235Day 9
Got some from the SO this morning, so that helps. Doesn't happen often but when it does, I can resist the rest.
Tomorrow is double digits and the long weekend is very SO-oriented, so I should be okay into next week.
FunInOhio: nice work.
DarkSide: there is absolutely nothing wrong with it, IF it makes you happy. But that's a big if. There's plenty wrong with it if it leaves you feeling tortured. The way you describe this girl, I'd fuck her too. The 60/20 thing is hot, no question. I'm not quite as old as you (54) but I love fucking girls in the 18-21 range because they are just a fraction of my age. I don't think there's anything wrong about it at all, as long as she's willing. Hell, we're only human.
BUT -- if you end up feeling terrible later, cursing yourself and your choices, worried about money and health etc. Then there's no point. When I get horny and bang a hooker, I feel okay about it IF it's what I really wanted to do that day. My problem is that more and more, I don't seek out girls because I'm horny, but just because I'm preoccupied with seeking girls. Sometimes I find myself fucking one when I wasn't even particularly horny that day--I just had means and opportunity, and the little voice in the back of my head whispering, "If you don't fuck her now, you might never get the chance again." No point in that, and then I worry about health, money, my SO, etc. So the downside later is greater than the upside in the moment. Don't know if that's true for you, but that's what I need to keep reminding myself. That, plus I actually have cash for things like taking myself out for lunch, buying a few tomato plants for the porch, etc.
Ultimately, you can only do what makes sense to you. If it makes sense to stop, then grit your teeth and stop. Or at least slow down. And then slow down a little more. And then, eventually, stop.
Stay safe brothers,
JS2
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05-25-16 20:03 #456
Posts: 88Days
Originally Posted by JoeySmth2 [View Original Post]
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05-24-16 19:07 #455
Posts: 2681Happy high
So what is wrong with this? I have just hooked up with a 20,year old, tight body, nice skin, few tatts, no fat, tight ass, pussy to die for, nice face, just got left by the father of her son a month ago. "In need of some help", I felt very high for a week now. How can I give this up, first time we meet, it was set up by her mother who I'm fucking, talk about a mess. ! Spent 2 hours with her, talked, no FS, BJ, just talking, kissing, touching! My dick was so hard, her titts, were titts of a 20 year old, that pushed me to the edge! I thought about my 3 daughter that I have, older then her, how could I bang this "baby"? Maybe this was a step in the right direction for me, we will see, who knows, but I need to get back to see her, the high is so great right now for me, how can I not go? "(Its just to help her out)" ! What is it going to hurt? Drk P.S. " three times as old as her". 60/20.