Sexual Addiction Reports

[HuntLadys29]

Hey guys,

I have been getting out of control lately. I use backpage at least 3-4 times a week. When I'm low on funds I even go to craiglist and get guys to help me out. I'm married and have 2 children and a great relationship, I just like to get off and have a variety of different people. My family does not know. How do I break the cycle? I tried jerking off, but that seems to make it worse.

Thank you for anything that you can help me with!

What do you mean you get guys to help you out? HL29.

[CaptivaHeat]

Hey Joey and Chin up, your comments are so honest and helpful as I just found this link. Have been realizing over past couple of months that I have the addiction. Not easy, when I have known others with drug / alcohol addictions and felt myself so above any bad behavior that is hard to stop.

The past year I retired and found my occasional hobby going to a weekly basis. After nearly 50 Backpage "dates," started making a list of the bad and good along with the expenditure tally. Sobering, but still wanting to play and prowl daily on the BP site and others. Then, busted a few weeks ago by my beautiful, sexy wife of 10 years! Already had decided to stop, at least temporarily until returning from vacation in mid-September. Had called off a Sugar Daddy relationship that started last May which I can give you some details if wanted.

But after reading your guys' accounts here, this is a bad addiction requiring tough work and not a temporary halt. Day 19 day today but still prowling the sites. Did tear up my summary of the good and bad ladies today. Still lay awake at night thinking of the goods. And, of course, intrigued daily by new.

Sure would appreciate your support as I proceed onto Day 20 and beyond. This is not an easy, harmful habit to kick.

Chin up, FunInOhio! If this was an easy habit to kick, we wouldn't need to be on here talking to each other.

Day 20 for me, but I made an appointment for this morning with a sexy spinner, then overslept and had to miss it. OK, so at least I didn't reschedule for this afternoon. That's half a victory anyway, right?

Tomorrow is 3 weeks.

Meanwhile I picture DarkSideOfMe on a beach somewhere with about 4 girls bent over in front of him, taking turns with one after another as he douses himself with pina coladas and Skittles. But maybe that's just me.

Stay safe guys.

JS2.

[MikeKemmer28]

Hey guys,

I have been getting out of control lately. I use backpage at least 3-4 times a week. When I'm low on funds I even go to craiglist and get guys to help me out. I'm married and have 2 children and a great relationship, I just like to get off and have a variety of different people. My family does not know. How do I break the cycle? I tried jerking off, but that seems to make it worse.

Thank you for anything that you can help me with!

[Head First]

I bookmarked it. Thnx MWiggly2.

http://www.sexualcontrol.com/

Day 8 for me.

[FunInOhio]

I've hit an all time low. I haven't posted much on here because I've been so busy fucking as many as I can daily that I have no time to write. I've been fucking 2-3 providers a day. 2016 I've already spent over $50,000. My latest thing is bareback full service and how I can convince them. What dollar amount is each girls number has become a challenge for me. I have no regard of my health and I cum inside them not knowing if they're on the pill. I don't care. I feel invincible and I even pickup civilians at gas stations because I feel so empowered and confident. I fucked one over the weekend in a forest bareback. Went and got another one the same day and made her give me a BBBJ without showering in between to see if the second one would notice the pussy juice on my cock. In between fucking her in different positions I took off the condom and fucked her bareback without her realizing it and pretended I just needed a new rubber because I told her the old one was coming off. I'm fucked up.

Not judging your sexual craving, but you got to stop sneaking about removing the cover to go BB if she has not agreed. Take A Break man. Talk to someone. Take CARE man.

[Dsrtp1]

Well I'm back from my family trip 2 weeks with my grand kids, , sand, pool, tan, going out to dinner had, a great time! As I think back now I wonder what the fuck did I enjoy? Yes I had a great time with my grand kids, but I must admit I hit "rock bottom"! Didn't search on line the whole time!(for pussy, that's good right, made it 2 weeks) What I did do was fuck (21,22,year old woman every night) $45.00 a pop! (All 10's on our scale) Never had such a hunger for pussy before. Went to "Aruba fuck bars" like I never have before, was on such a high,(2,3) a night, what a feeling who needs drugs? I had good intentions to keep my sex addition under control, but I couldn't. I'm still feeling, like 18 ,hard dick kid, I'm walking off the ground, after all that young," coked" up pussy that I fucked, what a feeling of power, is it really about fucking young pussy at my age? Is that bad,? I don't know. Been home for 2 weeks and haven't had any pussy, but I'm starting to feel the power struggle, to" hunt "again! Nothing going on over the 4th weekend, but going on Buss. Trip to Columbus next week, holly fuck its starting over again now that I'm thinking about my Buss. Trip! I need to hunt, search the boards, backpage, USA, Indy, for someone to fuck when I'm in Columbus! I really don't think I can get out now, maybe my age will slow me down soon, stop me, who the fuck knows! Drk. Just pray for me.

542 posts and still a regular member. You must be one bad motherfucker. We need to petition admin for your senior status. Actually who gives a shit about that? The real players know who you are. You're a platinum member in my book brother.

[Dsrtp1]

I've hit an all time low. I haven't posted much on here because I've been so busy fucking as many as I can daily that I have no time to write. I've been fucking 2-3 providers a day. 2016 I've already spent over $50,000. My latest thing is bareback full service and how I can convince them. What dollar amount is each girls number has become a challenge for me. I have no regard of my health and I cum inside them not knowing if they're on the pill. I don't care. I feel invincible and I even pickup civilians at gas stations because I feel so empowered and confident. I fucked one over the weekend in a forest bareback. Went and got another one the same day and made her give me a BBBJ without showering in between to see if the second one would notice the pussy juice on my cock. In between fucking her in different positions I took off the condom and fucked her bareback without her realizing it and pretended I just needed a new rubber because I told her the old one was coming off. I'm fucked up.

[DarkSideOfMe]

Great to get away, family trip, daughters, grand kids, son in laws, sun, beach, great all the time (89 degrees,) 3 mile wind blows all the time, so you are never hot. Two half weeks! What more could you want in life? THIS; did I mention I'm going to "ARUBA" 35 years now, also did I mention, (pussy is all legal on the Inland! You read that right. No laws, ages, all fuck bars,24/7 ,just girls, more girls, more girls from all around the world girls that go to this Inland to fuc, k and make money!(most are 10's), just what the fuck I need right now, Ill be out all night, for 2/1/2 weeks trying to fuck all of them!! (great family trip!) stay tuned drk.

Well I'm back from my family trip 2 weeks with my grand kids, , sand, pool, tan, going out to dinner had, a great time! As I think back now I wonder what the fuck did I enjoy? Yes I had a great time with my grand kids, but I must admit I hit "rock bottom"! Didn't search on line the whole time!(for pussy, that's good right, made it 2 weeks) What I did do was fuck (21,22,year old woman every night) $45.00 a pop! (All 10's on our scale) Never had such a hunger for pussy before. Went to "Aruba fuck bars" like I never have before, was on such a high,(2,3) a night, what a feeling who needs drugs? I had good intentions to keep my sex addition under control, but I couldn't. I'm still feeling, like 18 ,hard dick kid, I'm walking off the ground, after all that young," coked" up pussy that I fucked, what a feeling of power, is it really about fucking young pussy at my age? Is that bad,? I don't know. Been home for 2 weeks and haven't had any pussy, but I'm starting to feel the power struggle, to" hunt "again! Nothing going on over the 4th weekend, but going on Buss. Trip to Columbus next week, holly fuck its starting over again now that I'm thinking about my Buss. Trip! I need to hunt, search the boards, backpage, USA, Indy, for someone to fuck when I'm in Columbus! I really don't think I can get out now, maybe my age will slow me down soon, stop me, who the fuck knows! Drk. Just pray for me.

[Head First]

So I'm pretty happy with that. If I can hold out for 2 more weeks, I'll be in vaca with my SO and unable to indulge. Aiming for 2 months of abstinence. Wish me luck!

Stay safe all.

JS2.

Good Luck!

A month ago I set what I thought would be an ez goal of 2 weeks for myself. Was only able to make it to 13 days.

I'm becoming aware just what a challenge this will be.

Fall down 7 times. Get up 8.

[JoeySmth2]

So I'm pretty happy with that. If I can hold out for 2 more weeks, I'll be in vaca with my SO and unable to indulge. Aiming for 2 months of abstinence. Wish me luck!

Stay safe all.

JS2.

[Member #5147]

But this is my first step. Admitting that what I thought was over, still oppresses me.

God has created some beautiful creatures and like many men I look to the creation rather than the creator. "There is no temptation that is not common to man, but with that temptation, He will make a way of escape".

Some temptations are too powerful, so we have to run from it. Not dabble in it, and think we are strong enough flirt with it.

I am preaching to myself guys. 50 years of addiction, two failed marriages directly related to it. Thousands of wasted hours.

Tens of thousands of dollars.

I started reading USASG for obvious reasons, then I found this thread. I am making a commitment to become free.

Thanks for your ear and encouragement.

[JoeySmth2]

Back to square one guys.

Chin up, FunInOhio! If this was an easy habit to kick, we wouldn't need to be on here talking to each other.

Day 20 for me, but I made an appointment for this morning with a sexy spinner, then overslept and had to miss it. OK, so at least I didn't reschedule for this afternoon. That's half a victory anyway, right?

Tomorrow is 3 weeks.

Meanwhile I picture DarkSideOfMe on a beach somewhere with about 4 girls bent over in front of him, taking turns with one after another as he douses himself with pina coladas and Skittles. But maybe that's just me.

Stay safe guys.

JS2.

[FunInOhio]

I'm on Day 12. The next couple days are going to be crazy with work so I should be okay.

Then a 3-day weekend in another city with my SO, that should be safe too. Spending lots of money on the SO, sure, but that's how it's supposed to be. I'm sure I'll think about the girls plenty but lack of opportunity should get me to Day 19 or 20 without too much trouble.

Congratulations on your one-month chip, FunInOhio! If nothing else, think of the money you've saved and the health scares you've spared yourself.

Stay safe brothers.

JS2.

Back to square one guys.

[JoeySmth2]

Keep the family trip a family trip. It may be difficilt.

I am on day 31 now. I Thinking About a couple of my favs though.

I'm on Day 12. The next couple days are going to be crazy with work so I should be okay.

Then a 3-day weekend in another city with my SO, that should be safe too. Spending lots of money on the SO, sure, but that's how it's supposed to be. I'm sure I'll think about the girls plenty but lack of opportunity should get me to Day 19 or 20 without too much trouble.

Congratulations on your one-month chip, FunInOhio! If nothing else, think of the money you've saved and the health scares you've spared yourself.

Stay safe brothers.

JS2.

[FunInOhio]

Great to get away, family trip, daughters, grand kids, son in laws, sun, beach, great all the time (89 degrees,) 3 mile wind blows all the time, so you are never hot. Two half weeks! What more could you want in life? THIS; did I mention I'm going to "ARUBA" 35 years now, also did I mention, (pussy is all legal on the Inland! You read that right. No laws, ages, all fuck bars,24/7 ,just girls, more girls, more girls from all around the world girls that go to this Inland to fuck and make money!(most are 10's), just what the fuck I need right now, Ill be out all night, for 2/1/2 weeks trying to fuck all of them!! (great family trip!) stay tuned drk.

Keep the family trip a family trip. It may be difficilt.

I am on day 31 now. I Thinking About a couple of my favs though.