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06-04-16 11:43 #164
Posts: 646Well said!
Hey Girl, I do hope you stay on this path, I'm happy and proud for you. No one knows what an addict goes through except them , I'm very happy with most of the paths I've chose, that's one to stay as far as you can. I've seen it from a distance and it scares me for what it will do to people, it has an ugly face and it will destroy you. It changes people even if they are good people. The only way they escape is death, locked up, or one day at a time, and it doesn't work unless they truly want it. This shit is destroying the US!
BG,
Play safe, have fun, give and get respect, do your research, find some crazy good and TPHFB!
Originally Posted by NotKnown [View Original Post]
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06-03-16 20:25 #163NotKnownGuest
Sad
As I look back on all of this, it saddens me. Truth is, this is just the reality and life of an addict. I am beyond grateful to have turned my life around and not wound up just another statistic. It has been one hell of a bumpy ride but I am making it each day and continue to better myself. I remember once, Jim told me even if it killed him he would never give up and would do whatever it took to save my life and he did exactly that. I didn't deserve what he did for me or the love he gave me. I let him down over and over and did everything I knew he didn't want for me. No matter how much he wanted it for me, I had to want it for myself. I wish it didn't have to turn out this way but I can't change it. I can only move forward and walk this path. I would like to apologize to anyone that I have hurt, manipulated, lied to, etc. I was in a dark place in my life. Addiction destroys so much along the way. It's truly a sad thing to go through.
XoStarBaby.
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04-04-16 18:29 #162
Posts: 129Epic
Thank you for posting such a touching story, FF. I knew you had a big heart from previous research on the board. I had no idea how big. How you were able to turn such chaos into a cohesive, well-formed story I'll never understand. Thank you.
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03-30-16 21:26 #161
Posts: 511Very interesting thread
Originally Posted by FreckleFreak [View Original Post]
http://www.amazon.com/Sociopath-Next.../dp/0767915828
The Sociopath Next Door
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03-30-16 13:47 #160
Posts: 646Wish you the best,
Didn't know Jim, he sure did seem to love you. We only get moment to moment! Try to keep your promises and go back to the person you were or are. I wish you the best, you were special!
BG,
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03-28-16 16:23 #159
Posts: 28Your Harley riding partner
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03-15-16 14:17 #158NotKnownGuest
Indeed
Originally Posted by Billyboy0007 [View Original Post]
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03-15-16 07:28 #157
Posts: 465When I was very young
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03-15-16 01:56 #156
Posts: 55Originally Posted by NotKnown [View Original Post]
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03-15-16 01:34 #155NotKnownGuest
Thanks
Thanks to everyone who has reached out to me, your kind words are greatly appreciated. I will have 60 days clean on my birthday this month. No better birthday present then that. I never thought I would make it this far but I have surprised him and I. I will not give up. Sobriety is such a wonderful feeling.
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03-14-16 21:04 #154
Posts: 202I don't doubt you
I have seen Star before she retired to be with Jim and she seemed sweet then and for what it's worth I believe this is likely her post.
I have a "friend" that has waked a similar path as star. It really is like Jekyll and Hyde. Two completely different people when they are actively using and when they are not currently using. All I can say is I hope Star can use this as a learning experience and see how destructive using her drug of choice can be. I hope this was a wake up call for her and she travels down a path that would make Jim proud.
I hope Jim can RIP.
Originally Posted by NotKnown [View Original Post]
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03-14-16 15:24 #153
Posts: 646Another,
Originally Posted by KaintuckMan [View Original Post]
I call it Pussy Stupid! You can love someone or something (pussy) so much that you will do things that you wouldn't normally do, or would do differently.
RIP, Jim.
BG.
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03-14-16 15:15 #152
Posts: 646Never Know?
Originally Posted by Rlthree [View Original Post]
BG.
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03-14-16 14:34 #151NotKnownGuest
I understand
Why you may feel that way about it being me or not. You are allowed to believe as you wish. I know it's me, that's all that matters. I unfortunately was the one who watched him fall in the floor and gave him CPR until EMTs arrived so, I am not only having a hard time with him just being gone but also with watching him die and not being successful in saving his life. He was the love of my life, the only one I had ever had. We meant everything to each other. So, my post came straight from my heart and I wrote exactly how I felt. I understand why you may believe that though and you are entitled to your own opinion. Hope you have a great day. I am doing all I can to just keep strong.
Star.
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03-14-16 13:21 #150
Posts: 2138Skepticism
Originally Posted by Rlthree [View Original Post]